Hm

And so the days pass problems after problems
Most of then not even my fault
Getting more and more .... everyday
Quite depressd some days
No motivation and the nlevels are comming soon
i'm digging a grave and its mine and its extra deep too
Sombody's gonna get a reall hurting here,i won't tell yuo but i i think you know pretty sure who:)

and so

and so the days passed like the corpses continued to lie in the dirt,unchanging
witht eh wind blowing on and off
Leslie went about his days without much problems but the problems were deep inside but nevetheless nothing mattered alot

So..

So the story of the year continues

last week was confirmed so today had a tlak and got our certs
Quite sad man no more cat class and all that after 10 years man phew!
today went to church and sat with pat deb and charlene hah 3 gals and one guy? i was shy man,who woulden't be...except greg!
so after church went to buy drinks with zen he treat me man so good,thanks bro
went to class and all that but dident eat cos wanted to save money...been spending likean ass mna,,i really need to control my money...but somtimes i get really hungry man
really crave for seoul garden now haha
yester we owned the freaking drug video competion man haha got two prizes muhaha!
We rock man seriously
saw a pretty gal there,Woo!,didnot take her number:P,i'm a shy bugger man
So tomorrow's skool cya

Hah

Today was okay
Was quiet in class cos i was felling sick man
Baically nothing much happed mostly i slept thru everything haha
sick ar!

After skool went to place soccer haha sick hmm?
played until shiok then went to canteen to slack abit,was quite tired now..
Yea and..
my freaking zip kept comming down haha,dunno why sia
Don worry people shorts inside,but i dunno why man maybe play soccer too much
bascially thats everything
Tomorrow gotta wear stupid traditional clothes cos somone put my name on the,list...hmms i dunno what to wear man...punjabi top with black jeans metal belt and high cut shoes?,what do yuo think?
dunno what to wear man feel so stupid..maybe a sweater also....can't decide
Can't my hair grow faster i can't tahan anymore...don't worry dear hair i won mistreat you anymore by cutting you short,never will i cut you short anymore!,fringe must be atleast until cheeks man...ar...i need more hair..lol sounds gay

Meaningless

Another meaningless day is today
Woke up at a meaningless 7am and went to a meaningless skool
went into class and got nonsense because i did not wear nice clothes,which i though was just another meaningless fashion parade of trends
So as meaningless as i was i slithered thru the day dreaming of meaningless things that i probably won't do and was very bored so very bored..
Why is it all meaningless?
I don't know anymore,its just that things don't mean anything anymore
i could die
i lost that spark
so i cut my meaningless hair yesterday and oh it sucked,no regretting now,i feel the wind
so it'll take another good month to grow back no worry not that anyone's looking anymore meaningless..
can somone slap me out of this?
meaningless meaningless
take me back to the start

Tasteful

Tasted the harsh bitterness of betrayal
None sweet but almost painful
was really disdainful
like hell i wanted to punch somone
but i won't,come on...
its getting more and more jading everyday
why is it this way?
getting irritated with that somone's way of behaving
my punch on his face hes gonna be having?
but the taste of betrayal still lingers in my mind..
i can't forget it
even while being occupied..
its like being mortified
i hate it man....just in my face they say i'm useless..
Fuck