So now when i think back
What a christmas..
Yeah..
Loneliness
That was mainly it.
Ah forget it.
Yeah we played against TOR today
The final score was 3-5
Very good effort by my team
quite dissapointed with myself tho,even tho i scored one but i missed plenty of chances that i probally could have scored with.
Well,theres always room for improvement when i play with tor
Sense that theres some unhappyness with me
really,i'm quite tired of giving people face when their angry with me,esp when i never did anything.
The person who provides happyness usually never recieves it back
First day of the rest of my life and i miss you already
I'm getting tired of loneliness please an i move on?
Next please.
Oh yea
Happy new year:)

I watched finding forrester today
Very nice movie,very uncommon.it realy reached me
Came back at 10 in the morning today
Some people called me for soccer but no man!,Stupid lame shit
so i slept and woke around 3 because my parents came back and bought stuffs for mee,some realy cool beady stuff
ah, don't feel like blogging anymore
Nights,happy boxing day posers!

Ok the nerd is here again.
I crave to do some shopping but my wallet is totally empty mann!
Where o WHERE is my money!
quick mann blardy...
parents gonna gimme some for this fri to buy one or two sets,hah! i'm buying shrts and t shirts.
Gonna spend my christmas without my parents this year....dunno what i'm gonna do...
I bore some bad news to somone today,yeah i suck for doin that..i'm very good as screwing peoples lives up
Haiz..
Wonder what kind of christmas will it be for me
haiz...i don't know
The greatest lesson of love is to let go...am i right?
Yea but they don't tell you about the depression you feel after that and the loneliness...
Running....its very useful if you wanna run form the truth or somboday...
Bah...i need retail therepy...
wth

I'm quite happy now,i have everything i want...Almost...well good enough for now

Wow what a day yesterday
Ny stupid cheque havent come in yet,sad
went to watch kong yesterday,whopping 3 and a half hours long.but surely worth it
We were laughing all thru the movie man,it was damn funny but quite sad also cos kong was a lonely gorilla and all that SAD

I don't know what i'm gonna do today,have to think.

Yesterdays results was bittersweet
As stephen told me.Friends come and Friends go...
Haiz....
Seeing guys cry is different from girls man,Guys crying is very infectious
Haiz...
Next year won't be as fun as the hell we had this year,of course i'm gonna miss these people i call 4D as the rest of us move on to 5a.
And as Ms Eng said "i dunno..it hasent hit me yet"
That was what she said when we asked her if she was sad
And so the story goes onn..

Wow
So fast...
December is comming to an end
No doubt i would simple love the chrismas shopping(clothes for myself)
Finally i'll have more clothes
Despite the selfishness,i'm also looking foreward to the presents for me and others
Well...
Tomorrows the N level results,this is a note to me
Les..if you pass this one,PLS go buy that rockin shirt from fourskin!
Les...If you fail...and i don't think you will but...just in case...Don't give up your smarter than this...Go to ITE get a diploma...go to poly..get a degree..go to uni..get a ba man,don't give up!
NO!
I WON"T FAIL
I CANNOT!
ARGH
Cya freaks tomorrow
I'll tell the results tomorrow...
Nytes

Am i resigned to a fate like this?
To Rot forever at home?
No where else to go
Nothing to see?
No one to talk to at home
Nothing i have but only my songs to listen to
So quiet,So envious,So sad
Nothing..No one..No body
Someday i will move out ofthis country to a better place
I just know theres somwhere better for me
Just to do things
Without a fucking explaination
Its like i'm all dressed up but with nowhere to go
I feel theres somthing better to do,Somthing that i'm destined to do
It could be better
If there was two of us..

-Vioce in the dark

Wow,James blunt....really good stuff man
I've put rock behind me for a while and switched to james blunt,easy listening,blues,soft rock,pop
Quite nice mann
Fits my moods now
Goin to play street soccer inna bit
With tor
hmm..
Thats all..
I miss somone

Woop
I'm 250 bucks richer!
And i'm dancing with myself

I'm gonna use 50 for my contacts....
The 200....
Hmm..
Maybe for the tat-oo I'm gonna get me near the end of the year
Buts its ard 50 so....i'm use the rest to buy Awesome Rocking Shirts from 2001 or MACBETH shoes form 2001
Either way....its all cool:)
Thank you Father moe for the money and i thank myself to be so develishly smart to fail term one and term 2 and rock ballz in my prelim muahaha
So honured but damn mischivious on my part,its like cheating them or somthing.

Shopping shopping
Who wants to follow me!
can't wait for my Tat mann
i'll just have to call mor and ask when he goin

hmm,bored today again,everyone's working so i have no one to go out to,the game rakion under maintanence untill 6 so thats it

Congrats for Les for finally starting to forget-pat on the back-
don't quite know why i'm in the spririts noiw,maybe because i'm listening to brown eyed girl by blink 182 haha

And i think that asking people to be your god sis or god bro is super #$%% stupid and lame
I mean....WHY?
omg...
Guys...why do you ask girls to be ur Sister?
Its just so PiNkIsH MuIx
EEEKK

-Eduardo

So Bored!!!

Waiting for the fun again,everyone's working and all that with no time to go out.
So all you non working freaks
TAKE ME OUT

Chao

Hola

Actually i'm in and goin thru alot of shit right now
Thats why i take alot of walks in the night alone
Join me if you want
i never actually "Talk" to anybody anymore
its just meger small talk
And please not thru msn or sms
thats bullshit
word bymouth
Haiz
I'll just wait till this pain is off me now
however long it takes
.Make her realize.

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