Tuesday, April 26, 2005

What has it become?

What da hell happeded to me?
I've turned into this scarcastic asshole
i blame him for it and them for it
After that time i became this....omg i'm gonna rehibilitate myself to be normal again
I don't wanna make people laugh or angry anymore it sucks
whats worst of all is i'm seeing all of what i'm doin and trying to stop myself and its like i'm being takin over by some monster
I will not be like this anymore,i will stop and people please help me
i dont like what i've become its like possesion
Enough about this shit
Today in class was again fun la,had 5 periods of DNT and when me morier ,hazmi and calvin went to toliet they were like doin army things and kicking doors and stuff,calvin closed all the cubical doors and came in form the toliet door and did dunnowad police thing kicking the doors and all.when we reached the dnt workshop i kicked the door but dident know that mr ong was inside,lucky i dident go into the room like one asshole man,i would become so pai sae.crap
After skool went to maths class but then greg spolied the lesson for us saying that we have to go down for rehersal and shit,my head was goin to burst and i did and said many stupid things,its sucks man.....
i want to become my old self again
not acting like this shit
Tomorrows a holiday
Ps:in the middle of the night i say somthing outside my room,dunno wad it was or my eyes playing tricks on me,but i was not scared i just went to sleep haha

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