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I see other having different lives,really different than when i knew them and when i see that i really am envious.
Being stuck is really pathetic.
Its not the money or the freedom,that i CAN have but its the oppotunity and people to do it.
What is this.
nah,you just realize that people really can do alot better without you,maybe better than when they were with ya.
what is this thing.\