Unintended.

Suck,it just sucks.
It sucks cos we din win anything at the tournament yesterday because of me.
Fuck myself for not being able to do anything laa!
It sucks that people who arn't as good as me can have all the better things.
It sucks that you moved away
Just so demoralized this whole week for reasons which are really very true.i don't know why i can't do things any better.

Went to Clair Yeo's piano performance yesterday,courtesy of Mr Mak,She was great mann,at only 14 she played Mozart,Beethoven,shumann and some other guyy.The music was really great.I think i enjoyed Beethoven the most,the music showed what he was feeling,unrestful,uneasy,anger,sadness,joy.
The music was great ok.I could relate to it,funny how music could touch somone like that.The others said it was boring so ;P.
Went home ard 2am plus.
woke at 7 again for training today,i tel you,i really am so tired now,my whole body aches and my mind is just not here.
Why couldent i score any yesterday,i missed 3 chancesfuck laa.
I know your all blaming me.Sorry.
Ah forget it,i'm gonna go try drown al my sorrows.