What are your Relationships like?

Its no use being angry,i know that now.
Even when my english is getting worse than everyone and i don't even know whyy.
Or even when somone argues with me over some stupid matter.
Much less to the teacher who wants to cut my hair or the sec 4's who always talk bad about us behind our backs.
I'm really leaning not to get angry and i tihnk i've lernt alot in this week.
I really feel that,after five years in this school and 5 years together,now is the time where i really see my friends for who they really are.The way they get angry over a simple matter or just their nitty gritty attitudes which show their ugly face to you,perhaps all these years they've just been putting on a mask to hide it or those 4 years were "play time" compaired to this crucial year.
Today-friday,i've learned that even tho others can hate or dislike somone and bitch about them to you,you can't really do the same with them,then maybe you'll be greeted with some harsh words from them.I felt so useless,i really did.
I'll keep my mouth shut and do next weeks prelims and then work during the week end.
Mor said somthing that was really very true,Tor-last time we were damn close,but now seems like each have left to accompany their girls.Slowly mor,thur,ow,soontobe mae,all goin away.
Haiya its quite sadd ok.
Guess that it would happen sometime or another,them goin with their girls.Leaving behind..
-I pushed them away for some time all because off one person that now has left me a sour taste in my mouth,then when i start seeing them,they're no more there.So i've also learned to never linger on one person,in a sense,others will go.
-Tomorrows my zone 8 match at my field,quite calm now but i'll be damn freeked tomorrow,hope i play hard,don't worry i won't let yall down!

Damn why can't i write compos like my blog entry:P