So now when i think back
What a christmas..
Yeah..
Loneliness
That was mainly it.
Ah forget it.
Yeah we played against TOR today
The final score was 3-5
Very good effort by my team
quite dissapointed with myself tho,even tho i scored one but i missed plenty of chances that i probally could have scored with.
Well,theres always room for improvement when i play with tor
Sense that theres some unhappyness with me
really,i'm quite tired of giving people face when their angry with me,esp when i never did anything.
The person who provides happyness usually never recieves it back
First day of the rest of my life and i miss you already
I'm getting tired of loneliness please an i move on?
Next please.
Oh yea
Happy new year:)

I watched finding forrester today
Very nice movie,very uncommon.it realy reached me
Came back at 10 in the morning today
Some people called me for soccer but no man!,Stupid lame shit
so i slept and woke around 3 because my parents came back and bought stuffs for mee,some realy cool beady stuff
ah, don't feel like blogging anymore
Nights,happy boxing day posers!

Ok the nerd is here again.
I crave to do some shopping but my wallet is totally empty mann!
Where o WHERE is my money!
quick mann blardy...
parents gonna gimme some for this fri to buy one or two sets,hah! i'm buying shrts and t shirts.
Gonna spend my christmas without my parents this year....dunno what i'm gonna do...
I bore some bad news to somone today,yeah i suck for doin that..i'm very good as screwing peoples lives up
Haiz..
Wonder what kind of christmas will it be for me
haiz...i don't know
The greatest lesson of love is to let go...am i right?
Yea but they don't tell you about the depression you feel after that and the loneliness...
Running....its very useful if you wanna run form the truth or somboday...
Bah...i need retail therepy...
wth

I'm quite happy now,i have everything i want...Almost...well good enough for now

Wow what a day yesterday
Ny stupid cheque havent come in yet,sad
went to watch kong yesterday,whopping 3 and a half hours long.but surely worth it
We were laughing all thru the movie man,it was damn funny but quite sad also cos kong was a lonely gorilla and all that SAD

I don't know what i'm gonna do today,have to think.

Yesterdays results was bittersweet
As stephen told me.Friends come and Friends go...
Haiz....
Seeing guys cry is different from girls man,Guys crying is very infectious
Haiz...
Next year won't be as fun as the hell we had this year,of course i'm gonna miss these people i call 4D as the rest of us move on to 5a.
And as Ms Eng said "i dunno..it hasent hit me yet"
That was what she said when we asked her if she was sad
And so the story goes onn..

Wow
So fast...
December is comming to an end
No doubt i would simple love the chrismas shopping(clothes for myself)
Finally i'll have more clothes
Despite the selfishness,i'm also looking foreward to the presents for me and others
Well...
Tomorrows the N level results,this is a note to me
Les..if you pass this one,PLS go buy that rockin shirt from fourskin!
Les...If you fail...and i don't think you will but...just in case...Don't give up your smarter than this...Go to ITE get a diploma...go to poly..get a degree..go to uni..get a ba man,don't give up!
NO!
I WON"T FAIL
I CANNOT!
ARGH
Cya freaks tomorrow
I'll tell the results tomorrow...
Nytes

Am i resigned to a fate like this?
To Rot forever at home?
No where else to go
Nothing to see?
No one to talk to at home
Nothing i have but only my songs to listen to
So quiet,So envious,So sad
Nothing..No one..No body
Someday i will move out ofthis country to a better place
I just know theres somwhere better for me
Just to do things
Without a fucking explaination
Its like i'm all dressed up but with nowhere to go
I feel theres somthing better to do,Somthing that i'm destined to do
It could be better
If there was two of us..

-Vioce in the dark

Wow,James blunt....really good stuff man
I've put rock behind me for a while and switched to james blunt,easy listening,blues,soft rock,pop
Quite nice mann
Fits my moods now
Goin to play street soccer inna bit
With tor
hmm..
Thats all..
I miss somone

Woop
I'm 250 bucks richer!
And i'm dancing with myself

I'm gonna use 50 for my contacts....
The 200....
Hmm..
Maybe for the tat-oo I'm gonna get me near the end of the year
Buts its ard 50 so....i'm use the rest to buy Awesome Rocking Shirts from 2001 or MACBETH shoes form 2001
Either way....its all cool:)
Thank you Father moe for the money and i thank myself to be so develishly smart to fail term one and term 2 and rock ballz in my prelim muahaha
So honured but damn mischivious on my part,its like cheating them or somthing.

Shopping shopping
Who wants to follow me!
can't wait for my Tat mann
i'll just have to call mor and ask when he goin

hmm,bored today again,everyone's working so i have no one to go out to,the game rakion under maintanence untill 6 so thats it

Congrats for Les for finally starting to forget-pat on the back-
don't quite know why i'm in the spririts noiw,maybe because i'm listening to brown eyed girl by blink 182 haha

And i think that asking people to be your god sis or god bro is super #$%% stupid and lame
I mean....WHY?
omg...
Guys...why do you ask girls to be ur Sister?
Its just so PiNkIsH MuIx
EEEKK

-Eduardo

So Bored!!!

Waiting for the fun again,everyone's working and all that with no time to go out.
So all you non working freaks
TAKE ME OUT

Chao

Hola

Actually i'm in and goin thru alot of shit right now
Thats why i take alot of walks in the night alone
Join me if you want
i never actually "Talk" to anybody anymore
its just meger small talk
And please not thru msn or sms
thats bullshit
word bymouth
Haiz
I'll just wait till this pain is off me now
however long it takes
.Make her realize.

Your Hair Should Be Orange

Expressive, deep, and one of a kind.You pull off "weird" well - hardly anyone notices.

What's" Your Funky Inner Hair Color?

Your Personality Is

Idealist (NF) You are a passionate, caring, and unique person.You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals. You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily.Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings. You seek out other empathetic people to befriend.Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships. In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily. At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career. With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone. As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style. On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.

The Three Question Personality Test

Your Seduction Style: Au Natural

You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it.That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power!The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism. You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world.Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in.You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you? You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways.Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you.As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you.

What Kind of Seducer Are You?

How You Life Your Life

You tend to deprive yourself of things you crave, for your own good.You're laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think.You're open to new people and friends, which makes you a pretty popular person.You have one big dream in your life, and you never lose sight of it.

How Do You Live Your Life?

Your Seduction Style: Au Natural

You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it.That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power!The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism. You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world.Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in.You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you? You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways.Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you.As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you.

What Kind of Seducer Are You?

You Are 40% Weird

Normal enough to know that you're weird...But too damn weird to do anything about it!

How Weird Are You?

Your Kissing Purity Score: 74% Pure

For you, kissing isn't a casual thing Lip to lip action makes your heart sing

Kissing Purity Test

This is my last post here and it will be long
Gotta get some skeletons outta my closet

This might sound like a bold statement but my computer does not matter to me anymore,jus another part of me that died away,friendster and games and all that nah,screw it.
i feel like talkin to people on the computer or what ever things to communicate are quite fake,no feelings,no emotions,justs words on cold screen...
Sad fact for a sad person
And so people i beg of you please never do hate somthing just for the sake of hating,that is one of the things which i hate the frickin mnost,they grumble and grumble on and on just for the sake of it and at the end of the day they never really hated the thing but just to grumble for attention.you just need a tight slap
Dont quarell with somone just for quarrels sake

My boss called me today while i was sleeping and not goin to work,he said he needed me cos he had sortage of staff and the fact that i simply did not want to work anymore in that forsaken place,you know,late nights,tiredness,insomnia,scoldings,injuries,i may sound like a quitter but its a fact man,once i don't like to work in a place i will not totally,just like the fact that i'm not goin to spend my whole life working till i grow bald and money is the only tihng i care for,unlike some people i know,i would rather shoot myself dead or jump off a building than be a slave for money,i could go around the world begging at least i would have seen things and witnessed rather than be stuck here i have a calling to be far far away

And les how in the hell could be be an idiot as to love somone that could hardly give a shit about you?,i mean that just leaves you cold and empty and afraid then you'll be blaming yourself about the what if's,and that itself courld kill you.and for the girl.....i'd just want her to be happy now,even if she dosent want to see me or bear to hear from me again.The world is just cruel

I would like to say that i have no heart to teach TKD anymore man,sorry guys,if i dissapoint you or anything,its just stupid to teach it when i myself have no qualifications whatsoever and much less to mere kids who cant understand discipline and have no intrest in learning,and i know of some bastards who use it to act big outside and use it to fight.do you think i'd like to teach them?,why dident i just stay in the tues club?,i'd be so happy training hard and fighting in tournaments and all that,REGRET

To the certain person in my area who hates me,i don't really give a damn if you do,and the fact that you want the money i'm working for and that you said my bro is better than me,fuck it,don;t make me feel sorry for myself because anger is more useful than dispair,ah.....

Somtihng is slowing dying,this sounds cliche but its quite true,i need somthing more
The fire


Ok,so thats done

Tomorrow soccer match! wish me luck to score goals!

Cya people somwhere or thurs

Yours truly,
Red monkey

HARLOOOOO

Finally im back to blog and you know what that means...
i'm free and bored;P

So did quite a few things over the weeks
Got rich
Got broke
Rich again
Broke aagain
Bought ROCKIN jacket for prom
broke after that
work work
cut the steamed fish at work
dropped a huge bowl at work
Lectured jouniours in ELDDS
Sucessful lucture
BONDS strong
ELDDS BBQ
BEEF STEAK
now bored and goin church soon


i need more money man
have to give 100$ to her for her birthday sia,first time i'm spending alot on a girl for her birthday haha,no doubt the present will have my pictures in it hurhur sweet:)

nothing much for now

my blog is quite dead actually,only i'm talking on the tag and step;P
quite pathetic;P
lol

Just some things i did over the last few days
-Bought my first soccer boots
-played in my first real match
-scored my first goal in a real match
-missed somone
-went to tor chalet
-got beaten up in the chalet
-beat people up in the chalet
-beat each other up in the chalet-
-drank some jim beam in chalet
-went to maze at 12am
-went into the jungle at 1am++
-ordered MAC at 2.45am
-ate MAC at 4am++
-HOUSEKEEPING
-worked like a dog
-got my first pay
-blew part of my pay
-made new friends

Thats all folks
i'm a busy man:)

HOUSEKEEPING!!!!

Hmm....Update after ages
i've been busyy and lazy man

Played my debut match and scored a goal-swwweeet

Bought my new puma boots-even sweeter!

First day of work-Sweet HELL

I'm in employment!

Woohoo

Went to the intervirw thingy and we(about 7-10 of us)stright away got the job,because of the fact that our friends were already working there and gave us some lobang hah
starting on wed and sat

Played soccer just now,phew...damn tired man,first time damn tired...i quite a bit of goals and my skills improved ahah
Joing the BB Team on thieir match against sec 2 kiddos on thurs but training on mon first,and gues what
I'm playing STRIKE PERMANENT!,lol never knew i got potential in strike...come to think of it...it all just flows...i don't remember how i do it man cool,adrenaline pumping,i took a beating today too ahha
Gonna pratice my dribbling and accuracy on mon then play strike on thurs,woohoo so exciting,
My debut match as STRIKER woohoo

But theres still this lingering thing called N'results...
damn freaked man,only feler said that 15/500 only passed the ss exams....whalao!
WTF
damn freaked man,i don't wanna end up in ITE man no....

while this....i'll enjoy all i can right now man
to the max!

to my preople takin O's
Best of luck

Ah,failed plans
today was supposed to go buy shirts and all that but my plan failed cos somboday diden't want tot give me money even tho i cleaned all the fans in the house and while i was sick mind you
ah well,
tomorrow then or the next day...or when i get my pay
tomorrow goin for job brifing,quite exciting because of the fact that more than 10 of me classmates are fricking working there wow
i'm just looking foreward to all the money i'll rake in and all the sophisticated beautiful girls i'll meet while serving them,and maybe i'll get lucky hahaa!
No,i'm no perv i'm just bored
my leg hurts now beacuse of yesterday's training,good good cos i think my leg's quite thin,but only my right leg is being trained
I'm one of those wierd fellas,left handed but right legged wow
still sick but i'm stealing my mom's medicine from a few weeks ago to not waste money goin to the clinic and its working man!
i need more clothes.....
more....
you know...now that i don't have any more skool...its boring...i tend to look outside and stare at the school man how wierd is that!
I've gotta strong urge to get in touch with previous classmates now,i just got in touch with one and the feeling was great!
Remember me people!,did i really change alot!
i think yes...from a monkey boy to a.....handsome monkey boy??? your call haha
Things i need now:
Money
Clothes
Hair colour
a girlfriend(i put this in for fun ok)
a chalet
a party
Contact lens
Sunglasses

thats all right now...can't wait to get my monthly contacts
it'll be cool;)
with my hair colour too

its just getting fun

Hmm...

Today woke up at 6,draink a shitload of water
7:had headches and diohhrea
8:supposed to go for soccer match but felt like shit
9:went to soccer match

what a shitty morning man shitty

played soccer like heck.and scored 4 or 5 goals haha.toe pain.
played in the rain and indra and nair stopped us haha,chatted with some teacher and thenwent to ljs to makan,i din't eat cos we were goin to watch a movie.
into the blue was good,but i wanted to watch goal man....at first the tickets she gave us were for goal! but then owen saw that it was wrong then he went to change,i tell fate wants me to see that movie haha
not bad show..
went to starbucks and spent my only 6 dollars left onna iced cocca which i didn not enjoy much cos i had a sore throat,went home and slept on the bus
I feel that i wanna talk less now,its just a sudden phase that i get to shut up,you shold be glad
espically that your ignorning me,don't worry..i won't let you spoil my days ever again EVER

Women:can't like with them.can't live without them

guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble.It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.
tears and rain....

Phew,
Jus came back from street soccer with TOR's,it was more fun than i expected and i even socred one goal against mor haha.after that went to mor's house to relax abit,his parents very kind man,style
after that talk talk n walk to intercgange and took a bus home.


So,another problem..i don't want to go home anymore...home is not my home anymore..i always end up the sucker that gets all the guilt..
*deep Sigh*

pray for me is the best you can do,tomorrow i have a DNT paper

Right now i can't explain how i feel

Half of me wants to die half is numb

i'm goin to give up soon

oh yea today's sunday.....hah...sunday..

Woo,i'm totally hooked tot he song ghost of you by MCR man really hooked!

Maybe i'm gonna play poool later abit

After that goin to a PARTAYYY

at my aunts place,lots of food and alcoholic drinks:),then after that a midnight movie woohoo

its gonna be quite fun

but i'm still afraid about the N'level results man

Gonna dye my hair soon or somthing!

yesterday was great too,i went to sakura to eat until i burst!

shall talk about that next time:)

Some Fast Facts

Do You Know:Ciggarettes help with diar0hhrea(however you spell it)next time you got some stomach aches take a puff:)

When you smile at somone they will smile at you(really)

damn i forgot the rest...nvm another time;P

First thing...i can't see my background picture..wierd...

SONG OF THE WEEK:Hands Down to My Chemical Romance's Ghost Of You,its really great..really

So N'level is comming to an end....and i fear the worst and expect the best..AL BECAUSE I SCREWED UP MY HISTORY AND SS....OMG!....i'm so afraid...
BUT
today's sciences...quote of the day"Insult to my Intelligence"
That should give you and idea of the paper's difficulty level
tomorrow's maths paper 2 and i haven't started yet...because the paper is at 2 and thats alot of time form now...gonna start in the night or soon i tihnk...after i bathe
But really..i'm not sure about my results man esp after i screwed humans..okay work hard for Dnt and maths..i wanna get maybe a C or somthing like that then an A slowly or just an A now haha

Today got my prelim results,form teacher wrote this"He Is Reaping in the fruits of his labour" LOL
but nice comment haha..i and owen got the same comment...how unoriginal..my class position dropped from 32 to 12 hhaha!
I think i'm gonna get an award or somthing,i failed both terms and passed like hell for this one muhahaha!,my plan or getting 150dollars might work now!
i'm so cunning;)

wish me luck people...i need it

on that...you know hardly anyone reads my blog,so i'm gonna shut it down somwhere after my N's haha
Syaonara

Was goin to paste some nice lyrics but it won't work man
too bad for yall;)

WOW Another day screwed up by two Fuckers
i will use the word fuckers because i'm very much fickin angry and its justified anger

So....the start of my day was very much happy with me meeting owen and others to go bank in our hard erned money and go for some shopping WOHOO
so i bought brown bermudas and greg paid for it cos i need to wait for a day till my money could be used but they brought their bank books so they didnot need to wait
And we ate some pizza hut woo nicenice
After the shopping we went home but i met Zen and he dragged me to guis house
THIS WAS TO BE THE START OF MY SHITTY DAY
There was some stupid christian cell group meeting thingy and i got sucked in AND when me and zen saidd we were catholic the FUCKER SAID THAT CATHOLICS WERE EVIL,what the fuckin right does he have to say that?,me and zen were fuckin pissed as they said catholics were evil and fake and what every shit but we forgave them and went into the room while they did some stupid prayer thingy,and i say stupid cos it was stupid,they depend on god for everything!,thats not right man we should also put in work and pray to god equally to give us the strength and so on,i'm not a so called very holy person but i forgave them...
Then when me and zen were goin home again they said catholics were fake,i tried to grab his fuckin shirt thru the gate but the fucker was fast,oh how i wanted to break the gate down and beat him down man how i wanted!,zen was then fuckin angry and scolded the feller,i did not get too angry yet because i was just waiting for the other feller to say somthing because i gave him a chance and was just waiting for him to say somtihing so i could beat the fuck out of him,then zen scolded them sumore but i wanted to give them a piece of my mind but they did not deserve it,i wanted to say that they had no right to insult our religeon lke that as i never said anything about theirs and that i forgave them i fist time.......Zen went on to spit on their shoes and scold them without vulgarities i might add...we were controlling.....I mean what are the christian people teaching them?
Some of these people give a bad name to the christian faith man they recruit people into the christian faith like its for making new friends and all that,i mean their not even baptized,these people pull others out of their own religeon and into christianity what is this,people have a chioce...they go to movies dinner with people who they target to recruit in just to become their friends and get them tojoin the religeon
FUCKING HYPOCRITIES
I"M SO ANGRY NOW

TO BE CONTINUED
ARGH

It took one thing,to screw up my day
Nevermind the ignorance i think i'm fuckin used to that already or maybe not since i'm talking about it
Then i see people with all kinds of problems,really bad ones,then theres the people in l0ve,and i'm so left out
Then in the class i'm a drifter not belonging to eithers side(s) or maybe no boday wants me,i think i talked to like 3 people really at most today real talk not that small talk shit,when did it start getting this bad?i used to get along with everyone and then theres backstabs.
I think i don't know anyone anymore,back to the making friends part again or am i getting crazy''
Then at the end of the day i was damn pissed at her,she was so fake! obviously!i could have laughed my ballz off if i wasent too busy being pissed at her.
Some people just want to hang out with the cool people,thats not what i want now

Screw this i'm gonna fuckin turn up my loud angry music and hope its blows my brains out

So boring
No life
Everything was sucked out
Violently

Woo,i'm finally looking foreward to tomorrow!
and yes its not skool,not by a longshot
SENTOSA
WOO
AND N"S ARE A WEEKS AWAY
cool right
its Owen birthday on tues gonna whacked like hell haha
nothing much to say haha
Woo
Woo

I wrote a very nasty and nice entry but it got Fucking screwed up by blogger

So i'll summerize

EVERYTHING SUCKS
YOU SUCK TOO

As everyday passes its so pain
damn pain
i had a dream in the afternoon:it made me damn sad
pain.

So am i still waiting?

hmm...

Listenting to The Ataris right now
they damn nice man espically the vocals and lyrics,i heard some of their songs somwhere
Wanna buy story of the year's CD man sounds really goodie

Wo...today i was late but not late cos i went on time but sat at the late comeers place but i went away without signing any slips man,i diden't give a damn man
got my chem mcq results quite oka,16,jason lim said i did good and might me the top in chem hah
Sorry to the people i beat,don't be sad
i'm saying sorry because i think i partly don't deserve it cos i did not study chem one bit and got highest and people who did got lower marks,wow just remembered that this have a connection with what the priest said in mass on sunday man,a vineyard many went to get workers and agreeded to pay them 1 dollar for their work so he went out to find workers in the morning and got some workers....fast foreward the story abit....at the 11th hour(almost midnight and end of day)he also hired workers,but at the end of the day paid all of then i dollar for the work,the workers that worked form morning complained cos they worked the whole day and got 1 dollar but the people who got hired last and worked for an hour got paid the same and the vineyard man said
"don't complain about my generosity" and some other profound thingys
but just now i realised...my situation was similar to the parable wow...what could it mean man?...tell me..

so did almost nothing today...haha come to think of it...no lessons at all today wow...slack totally man
till tomorrow..

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Boring..

Been listening to kanye west and abit of electric songs now
i tell you kanye west is bananans
Today did my DnT paper,quite guity cos i didnot study much,seriously no mood

I'm not well yet,i still can't taste and smell and hear properly*(pity me)
i need to buy that damn rocking black and white jacket man,like the one brendan flowers from the killers wore to the VMAS DAMN~!

Hm,maybe i just need to be more friendly with more people cos recently i'm like if you don't even look at me much less talk to me why the hell should i go to talk to you when you don't even give a shit?,and then you say i don't care or proud or whatever the hell
screw that

I watched FF7 Advent Children and IT ROCKED BALLZ!,super super awesome graphics and cool fightin moves and great storyline and sephiroth coming back in the end!? damn damn awesome
FF7 was the single best FF in the series call me a nerd:p

Dunno what i should do tomorrow
the call of the drums is strong man,i need to play them

Drugs

Sickness is a depressing thing
i havent studied
i havent eaten much
i havent did anything usefull today
can't sleep
can't eat
can't anything

somtimes weekends suck,and this is one of the somtimes
i shall go eat chocolate cookies cos i don't give a shit about my sore throat

Trashed

This would almost be counted as a perfect day
except for my sore throat and loss of voice,it really sucked

7am:wake up bath and meet owen for soccer match at skool:so i met the feller and went with skool shoes*,which i'm not su[osed to if i had boots which owen could not find but all was well when zen cycled to yu hangs house to get them for me WOO! boots!
so we played a while in the volleyball court before wearing our gear and heading to the field
i tell you man we had such and fun and tireing time man serious
overall i scored 2 goals which i think was good but not too good because they were asisted
was damndamn fun at the same time tiring as hell
so at 12 we finally finished and were damn tired and hungry by then,chatted with mrs indra and mdm nair for a while there then the bloody mor don wanna tompang me to np
so i took bus with them
but we din eat at the food court with them but went to eat the 900+ laksa which was heaven as well as hell at the same time but thats a good combo
iwent home and bathed my ass away then when i was just about to sleep..that owen called me to go play pool man
by that time i have lost my vioce already
they needed a safra card so what the hell
mor also came
we played till 6++ then left
tomorros plan?
go figure

people who think the whole damn world revolves around them really fuckin sucks man
its like i wanna make them see that but their like little children

damnit i need long hair to be confident..

exams seriously sucks,imagine a world without any..people could just work as they wanted
i screwed up my n'level ss like shit..
In deep shit

Fucked up

I swear to yall man today was the worst day in my life
First i woke up with sore throat and my last strepsil fell and broke into pieces
believe me that was the tip of the iceburg
test time ss
i went in the hall hapilly and horribly realized i did not bring my entry proof nor my wallet
and so had no money to buy another proof so i borowed money from ronald the kind soul
bought my proof and went to do the fricking exams which i was already half and hour late for
and because of that i was so depressed in the hall trying frickinly to do the paper as well as i can and trying to motivate myself
Another jinx,all the things i studied for did not come out except for merger and sep and also that was horrible as i did not study the external conflict part and it fucking came out!
two questions summore!
i did depressingly and went on to do the SBQ which i also screwed up by not finishing the last question
What have i done to deserve this
Jinx #3.went to play soccer and missed manymany goals man and screwed up and one more bad luck the ball got rammed into my side of my head courtosy of alfian and i could not hear for a minuit and had ear pains what the hell
Jinx#4.i went home and thought i was safe from everything when the maggi mee i was cooking burnt in the pot!omgosh
i had to cook another two then what the suayness

God must be eating popcorn in a couch and lauging at my stupidity man i swear
hope tomorrow will be better but i really have a sinking feeling
you've got to be the best

Before the Shitstorm

A Few more hours before tomorrows n'level exams
sunday started with chruch with eric and step,then played pool with wtep and i might add i owened him in pool.After that was CS we thrashed the noobs there damn cool
got home and bathed then started studying for tuesdays ss exams
studying 4/7 chaps...quite afraid that none will come out
nvm tho
havent even the start of exams and i'm bored of it already oh no...
i need somone to lean on
really
Muse is a really good band
i should download more songs
Cherrio

What boringness

On the verge of getting my arse to start studying my ss for tuesday
3 chaps i'm gonna cover
thats quite alot supposingly i got lucky and studied one chap for prelims and it came out
i think my lucks just about going to run out
or maybe just begin:)
so just somthing i'm gonna clear my mind about

Groupies
theres rise in number of person who like and idolize punk-pop/rock bands like for example Green Day
Nothing against greenDay which there say is the grandaddy of punk but i beg to differ,the grandaddies of punk rock supposly are the sex pistols ramones and somesuch made punk and the way punk is right now GreenDay is just the grandaddy of punk pop now and these assholes fucktards say of there so great they music rock i want to wear eyeliner omg! they make me sick
Green Day just succomed to main stream radio music,why havent all they songs from albums way back been played on radio before?
too hardcore?
yes
now its punk pop
makin it suitable for everyone and whatever and these people who are like posers man they say their punk and all that dressing with they stud belt purposly worn low,and for your info when i wear my stud belt,i wear it all the way not to show people that i;m wearing it but just wearing it as an expression same as wearing black and goths and some such,they dont wear black and all those shit for to look cool it is all an expression you asses not to fricking look cool same and baggy clothes and whatever
Some people just wanna fit in trends and all that,i knowcos i myself once did but i felt that it was not for me
And i espically hate girls in all their nonsense act cuteness to TyPe LiKe ThIs An ItReAlLy LoOkS like crap man,do they have so fricking much time?
its fun for a while but really sick man
I really Dispise people who take good bands like green day and at a snap say they worship greenday and all that shit manjust because they relate to their songs and all that,i mean what are you goin through?,everybodays goin thru the same fricking thing man,break ups,family probs,outside probs,whatever probs you have with your self
WE ALL CAN RELATE!
this things make me not wanna accioate with these bands anymore man but i want cos the music is good but the people really suck
saying "oh i love green day oh i simple rawks i'm cool BLAH BLAH fricking BLAH"
what the hell
Music is an expression So is clothes and styles
don be a Hypocrite

So atfer listening to my argement i hopeyou understand and not think i'm not a hypocrite too

Yall should listen to Electrico man smoothe sounds originals music
avant garde and indies woohoo hot!

Night bored people

Teachers Ay!

Woo
What a Kick-Ass day with my aunties and cuzzins man
first it was moive the Maid was fricking scary man serious i was like holding my hat to my face haha
was a record man We occupiedTHE WHOLE FRICKING ROW MAN fourteen tix alltogether man so long the guy poor tihng tearing it so long haha then alot of people waiting behind..then summore goin in to the cenima we take photo putside all haha paiseh bt fun la haha like tourists sia
then after that we went coffee shop to markan shoikz
then after that went bowling man woo!
i thrashed them!
133 was my first score hahaz
then i learned hook ball from my bro power haha
beat my cousin in pool(althought i quite lost)
they ordered wine all man haha
we all played bowling even my amachi(grandmomma) she terror man know how to play good
then after long hours of playing we play rounders in a tennis court damndamn fun then after that go to AI for some food again haha
making fun of the tamil people all haha
making russel peters jokes all haha
climbing fence all into buildings fun
then after that 9 plus already!
headed home
very fun
should i pon skool tomorrow?
feel like man
i wanna buy a handbag haha
gayness and shoes and jaket and clothes damnit
night!
OH YA!
i caught miss eng red handed in J8 today!
haha shopping for shoes sia!
she so paiseh muhahaha
aiyo
nights!

What a friday

Woo just got back from soccer again hold that

today hmm....a mix of fun a boriness
i got an A for chem....a weak A....me lim gonna whack a small few of us including me with test papers every day and the rest will do worksheets..i feel sad for them but at the same time happy for myself cos i never studied for the test at all and i got an A and the rest failed,thats a talent right?,but i'm getting darn lazy
well go me:p
Wasted time in MT lesson
got the class photos haha nonsense la they all disturb that i handsome in the photo,nonsense man,so ugly;P
i bought two pics and let nelleke sign one of them
she a damn good teacher la,anyone messes withher they fricking die
our class will whack them
played soccer with sean zen,kai,bear and desmond after skool,fun sia,i score like dunno how many goals,like 20 plus haha
my skills getting better i faked sean and zen alot i think,thats damn good haha
they say they wanna sscout me or recruit me or some nonsense haha
but i did play soccer in pri skool
just that that followed by many many broken specs
darn i hate wearing specs man
prevents me form many things
mon's maths paper,gotta study man

soccer's fun but stamina's gone down man,got tired easily,those damn ciggis last time,glad i quitted man glad glad,i'm gonna be better

Honey were goin down!
bye!

A bit of jade

Everyday's Jaded

I hate the Ficking System
screw it to hell

Vertigo

Today was espically interesting

Early morning got my his results and i did quite well
got an A2 for comb humanities
thats quite good
need to work on harder on my SBQ i could have easily gotten 40++ if not for my crappy SBQ skills
or maybe even almost full marks man,really
so after skool i went out to folow Zen to buy stuff and i asked owen and the rest to wait for me so when i came back they left!
if one of you are reading this then i hope you'r very guilty right about now as i searched the whole skool for you guys man
so i went to train soccer with zen while waiting for the cursed match between our skool team and northview sec to begin
it was severly fucked up the match they were fricking elbowing here and dere kicking our peoples legs and all that
their players like assholes with their stupid piercings and tatooes and ciggarettes
in the end we lost with most of our players walking out damn hot
then mor came out and was damn angry cos their ass of a goalkeeper told the players to rembat his leg and they did man poor thing man
and..
one of our players a malay guy who was damn good kana attack from alot of the northview asses then e went out halfway cos his leg cannot takr t
after we said good bye to em we started walking home with me and the TOR people then the guy who was riding his bicycle,i saw him being punched and elbowed and hit in the fucking face like nofucking bodays buissness,then we started goin towards then then they fucked hum so they walked away and whats best one of his friends were with the northview bastardes din eve help him fuck
damn man,i really wanted to run there and hung the fuckers in the face but i and zen only?,i was thiking twice man!shouldent have
i should have just ran there and fucked then upside down
mor also wanted to run there and whack but he also think twice damnit
how i wish i had more guts to run there stright away alone and help him man.regret
the malay guy,i saw man kana elbow punched like hell then puched off his bike then one more punch,he was like SAaa already canot talk all,his eye got abit blood Fuck it
how i wish....damnit
weakness...
after that was settled went to eat LJS with TOR people,they also regret sia...nv help..
Maybe if i ran there then mor also would run cos he see me then he will... or the other way round,i sure go...damnit
after finished eating and talking we went home ah,i walked home
crap man....

Hmm vertigo...
maybe i have that
very freq i get white out halfway then come back
i'm gonna die?
nice

regrets...i wanna turn back time man...

Hope you found my day interesting too apart from the vulgar words cos thery were nessasarry
regret

Shunday

Ah sunday..
Slacking like heck at home
wake up
makan
watch tv
sleep again
wake up
go church
makan
watch tv
sleep
nice?

Ns next week already
they say you must get good results for all subs
but i'm gonna bang on three
whats the use if i suck in all subs when i can can good grades in 3
thats the plan
hope it will work...
i know i'll have hell next year
gotta buck my fricking maths up like hell
wish me luck;P

End

End Of Partying
Start Of studying

Ah....prilims start tomorrow
I don't know what i'm doin yet
Don't worry soon enough i'll get it

The Broken hearts
The trust
You must Confess

hmm

Everyday come faster and faster
slow down
everyone's getting wierder and wierder
i hate exam periods
exams suck
i wish i could go africa man

Hai

you got a white orchid,you got a white orchid but you turned it blue-White stripes

I've given up writing on girls anymore so you win okay 3sh?
because i've given up on one such,well nobody needs to know anyway

Leistening to more and more underground music and goin from punk rock to pop rock/vintaga rock/hevy metal and that sorts
They rock man,want some?
Tell me

Finally i've made my mind to give up on it.
My DNT is finally finishing...its comming nicely,Mr Lee was so excited dunno why haha,i had to pull it away form him so he would give it to me haha funny

My old friend, i swear i never ment for this-bravery

Topic 1

So now i shall educate yall about women/girls


As we come to know all women and girls have a power,some of them might not know it yet but once they come to know and use it,especially on you,you'll feel the wrath of it.
I'll describe the power
firstly they give you this stare of look of some kind then you look back at her and she looks away,then you start to think,is she angry with you?,what have i done to her?,do i smeel bad?
So you go thru hell for the rest of the day and feel like shit and all that and if you get to ask her she'll give you a real shitty reason that puts an end to your hell then you think that all this torture on yourself for just a stare?
Secondly she can say somthing really complex like "you suck" or som other nonsense then you spend the whole day thinking again what you have done wrong and that spoils your day as hell again SO you go to ask her and she says just kiddin or somthing then you feel like killing her but you can't because
there are other ways she can make your life a living hell just by doing a stupid thing but i won't write it down because its too damn long
So i ask the women please control yourselves
The power works all too well when you like the girl
So guys,don't be fools
Chao:)

Hm

And so the days pass problems after problems
Most of then not even my fault
Getting more and more .... everyday
Quite depressd some days
No motivation and the nlevels are comming soon
i'm digging a grave and its mine and its extra deep too
Sombody's gonna get a reall hurting here,i won't tell yuo but i i think you know pretty sure who:)

and so

and so the days passed like the corpses continued to lie in the dirt,unchanging
witht eh wind blowing on and off
Leslie went about his days without much problems but the problems were deep inside but nevetheless nothing mattered alot

So..

So the story of the year continues

last week was confirmed so today had a tlak and got our certs
Quite sad man no more cat class and all that after 10 years man phew!
today went to church and sat with pat deb and charlene hah 3 gals and one guy? i was shy man,who woulden't be...except greg!
so after church went to buy drinks with zen he treat me man so good,thanks bro
went to class and all that but dident eat cos wanted to save money...been spending likean ass mna,,i really need to control my money...but somtimes i get really hungry man
really crave for seoul garden now haha
yester we owned the freaking drug video competion man haha got two prizes muhaha!
We rock man seriously
saw a pretty gal there,Woo!,didnot take her number:P,i'm a shy bugger man
So tomorrow's skool cya

Hah

Today was okay
Was quiet in class cos i was felling sick man
Baically nothing much happed mostly i slept thru everything haha
sick ar!

After skool went to place soccer haha sick hmm?
played until shiok then went to canteen to slack abit,was quite tired now..
Yea and..
my freaking zip kept comming down haha,dunno why sia
Don worry people shorts inside,but i dunno why man maybe play soccer too much
bascially thats everything
Tomorrow gotta wear stupid traditional clothes cos somone put my name on the,list...hmms i dunno what to wear man...punjabi top with black jeans metal belt and high cut shoes?,what do yuo think?
dunno what to wear man feel so stupid..maybe a sweater also....can't decide
Can't my hair grow faster i can't tahan anymore...don't worry dear hair i won mistreat you anymore by cutting you short,never will i cut you short anymore!,fringe must be atleast until cheeks man...ar...i need more hair..lol sounds gay

Meaningless

Another meaningless day is today
Woke up at a meaningless 7am and went to a meaningless skool
went into class and got nonsense because i did not wear nice clothes,which i though was just another meaningless fashion parade of trends
So as meaningless as i was i slithered thru the day dreaming of meaningless things that i probably won't do and was very bored so very bored..
Why is it all meaningless?
I don't know anymore,its just that things don't mean anything anymore
i could die
i lost that spark
so i cut my meaningless hair yesterday and oh it sucked,no regretting now,i feel the wind
so it'll take another good month to grow back no worry not that anyone's looking anymore meaningless..
can somone slap me out of this?
meaningless meaningless
take me back to the start

Tasteful

Tasted the harsh bitterness of betrayal
None sweet but almost painful
was really disdainful
like hell i wanted to punch somone
but i won't,come on...
its getting more and more jading everyday
why is it this way?
getting irritated with that somone's way of behaving
my punch on his face hes gonna be having?
but the taste of betrayal still lingers in my mind..
i can't forget it
even while being occupied..
its like being mortified
i hate it man....just in my face they say i'm useless..
Fuck

just typing cos maple got prob then can't play
long time since i last typed..skool has been okay..
alot of changes
but everyday i grow more bored and lose more intrest..when i tihnk of the n and o level exams i feel like dying on the spot...why can't life be easier....i wanna be a farmer or somthing crap
so ill keep dreaming

Combo

Went to EL farewell party=Bored+Food Poisoning after that
Stomach ach....
somone please save me
stupid cold pizza
damn eldds

Tomorrow goin to watch initial D...cool:)
stil.....stomach ach....
i wanna puke...

..

And all i got from those fries today morning was a sore throat... and a puke in the morning
What a punishment
Supposed to go for dnt but mor nv answer the phone
Quite lazy also
School is around the corner..
Okay,loss for words now..
Goin to eat

Yet another

Yet another day played away


Second sleepless night in a row...
Woke up late,ate and went to skool quickly..but did not do much,why,i don't know..
So went to safra and played CS and Generals..fun
Could not study at bowling alley so i went home

I want to eat French fries now..later i'll go buy
Tomorrow will be better,i'll concentrate
Piles of homework left undone.
Tomorrow will be better...
I'm drying up man..

i think i've made people angry now

I'm goin to catch my fries

Another day

Anyther day,yet i played away
Afternoon studying,yet my focus wondering
I can't study in the alley,my concentration barely
Did a few questions maybe,the rest left blank
Gotta stop deaming,or it will not be real

Nedd to concentrate
Went home learned a few chords,A D G and C
Thses are all i know now,ya started from the beginning again
The guitar sounds funny,not like my bro's one
Twang twang...
Doin Dn't tomorrow,hope to get inspirations
Somthing disturbed me today,greg told me about it..
I have no idea..
Making the band?

argh

So yesterday i was stringing the guitar and it was tough work!
and so i think now that i have stringed it wrongly...and i don't know how to tune it
Argh,can't i tune the frecking guitar?
Tone deaf or somthing?
I wanna go SP TKD training....sounds so figging fun....wed clud is just so boring...i mean..teaching thsese two white belts i can vomit blood!...but i still smiled a them in the end...i'm not like the others man,so fierce scold them like dunno what...that mok la
I wanna join the national fighting team..fight for singapore...maybe i'm the shortest black belter in singapore?..nvm i wanna fight for singapore...speed?
I'll take you back to the starrt
Last time was fun...i remmeber...running up 12 floors up and down the flats..then running 5 rounds around the block...what a rush...then sparring like no tomorrow with the singapore fighters..argh..
Er..
Anyboday wanna tune my guitar for me?,my bro did it yesterday but i think i screwed it up today:P
Jamming anyone?
Need to do homework and train

12mn

its 12 mn!
went to watch batman
it rocked to the core man
Owen gave me a guitar..haha have to fix it up but in no time ar
thanks dude..gonna practise

updating

So yesterday had a bittersweet time....i think enough said la..
Just ate choco cookies for Bfast nice man
So just updating..what to say....i need to do homework...study maths...ar...i fear
crap
Next week ok...
Maybe i'm gonna watch batman today...stephen they all la....nv call me...crap..
so maybe gonna watch with some others today
Been really angry lately....F*** i'm sick again...screw those buggers at camp who passed it to me...shit man nabei chakgenden lol
It sucks to be sick 2 times inna row...must start exceriseing again man..slacking like hell
Who wanna go out to bball swimming,cycling,jogging with me .....

Who wants to go jamming with me...i'll be your drummer/gutarist/vocalist
Ya..there was this god at playing guitar and singing yesterday and he tought me the guitar again...he got god's gift man...he thought me some chords and stuff and told me lotsa things...i'm trying to relearn the guitar now...who wants to start a band?...come please

Band
band
band
.......country music....alternative....rock....raggae....bob marley....ar....
Been quite angry these few days...don't quite know why..its like a paranoia insidea my head...

If i go quite don't ask me why ok?


Band band band band band....
I feel the rythem again...


Wow...that was junk..
ok bye...chiken rice awaites

Updating

After along break

Lets start from the camp:In truth the camp was fun but i thought it was boring because the people were boring..i mean they were like sticking to their own groups of people and that sucked alot really,learned really alot from them and i would like to thank the junoir cats for their wonderful things,their great people man really.ok la,i shall not say anymore about camp
So monday did nothing but sleep and eat..and on tuesday we went to sentosa,nine of us went,it WAS fun..but i stress...WAS....Jaz's bagwas stolen and i tell you i will Bash the bastard who spoiled our day man
wednesday was nothing
Today i'm goin to east coast i think...to spread ma granpapa's ashes on da sea..nice man..
gotta eat now boize

Last

Ok,this is ma last post for until i return from camp
so...
My uncle and granmomma came to visit for a while,damn arse uncle boy,make a joke out of everything man haha
So like fate we watched this movie,Pure Country, that uncle boy thought us to sing one of the song from there a long time ago which i still remember man cool
After they watched the movie they went home fun man many ofther stuffs

Haven't packed for camp yet...haiz...dunno weather it will be fun anot...i practicall don't know much people there,haha,must make frens already:)they know me but i don't know them
SO,later i'ma goin to minge's house to cope onnea his mp3 players muhaha
and maybe borrow my bro's bag to bring to camp,if he lets me have it,if not i'll borrow from minge again haha

So cya people
Sing a song about the heartland,the only place i know its home

ARGH

HIGHLIGHT of the NIGHT!!!
MINGE HAS A FREE IPOD SHUFFLE!!!!!OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG
tHAT MEANS HE HAS 3 MP3 PLAYERS AND COUNTING OMGOMGOMGOGMOGMG arghaRGHARGHJHDGKLDLKDNMGLKDMGDGD


lucky arse.... damnnnit

So being the good bro to him that i am i'm coping his ministry of sound stix mp3 to use...maybe i won't return it muashha
I'll just listen to nice songs 4evea

okok relax relax...


Came back from the birthdays party/gathering thingy,was okok...but i paid and didint eat,well...my problem..so played alot of stuffs and lame games like the straw one which i don wanna play evea again please
then slacked and played playground ect ect
Was semi bored la to be frank but can't blame anyone,thats just me
My body ached and my arse hurt

Oh!!!!!
On WED i went to family outing which was Teh bomb man!!!
damn damn damn fun
I shall tell about it some day

Suay man today...my stylo slippers broke...boght from oversea summore..crap...haiz...damn itchy legs i got from that sand all
so after spending like 5 hours in the playground we left to eat dinner,i coped some food from owen haha,hope hes not angry that the food was expensive and all sorry dude
overall good...but theres somthing bad as well which i don't wanna type down

arse pain..
thinking of alot of things lately...about how some people play with your feelings so much..why?
maybe never know

My hands are acting wierd,not typing words correctly,i wanna type somthing and i see another word come out,maybe their trying to tell me somthing
oh there the bat also,shall talk about it some other time also
Tired already
Goodnight
Oh... hate minge and his mp3's ARGH

Hiaz...

How much Lonleyness have i hid in my eyes to smile like this?

You tell me

...

Oh...i watched another nice movie
Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind...i tell you its nice man,jim carrey was init one of my fave actors haha

Yesterdays cycling was damn damn damn damn damn fun and if you diden't go then your lost man
First we went to chong pang to makan KFC and now i'm broke,so after that we went via Near Pats house(haha) and followed some thai workers into some thick brush and it lead to summore people and there was a bonfire with people roasting fish and a guy catching fish in da water
After that we chaoed from there cos mybe they were gonna catch us haah and cycled towards seletar but then were curious about this path that lead into the forest we asked the guy sitting at the entrence where this thing lead to but he said in chinese to just go and see so we cycled for about 1 km into there and i seriously thought there was no play like this in yishun then we came across one aunty cycling opposite our direction and we asked her that this road lead to and she said to a fishing pond so we cycled on,the road was a pathetic and potholed tar track that had thick forest on both sides that was damn creepy and halfway there was even a chinese tombstone that freaked me and gui out that we wanted to turn back but that owen his face like a small kid so excited and all that,haha,luckily my bros bike is damn high tech and had suspension but the other two diden't have muahaha so we went further for about 2 or 3 more km then we came across a KAMPUNG on stilts in a swamp!!...it was damn otherworldy and out of the world man....i mean...swamp on either sides in yishun!...wow man..and there was a dog pack..cute dogs and pupies..so we talked with the kampung guy and he was the only guy living there.he dident look like a kampung guy,he had stylo board short and haircut haha,so we talked to him and he talked to us about alot of things man,from Lee Kwon Yew and his sons to Ah Bengs and how he fight with them in his army days and that he learned Kung Fu and all that sia,he even teach us one thing that if we train can whack people until they fall in one fling of the wrist,damn cool man,the hut was simple,Two-storied made of wood and scraps of metal and some deck chairs and tables.so he talked to us summore about angkongs all and even tho he told all of this in chinese i was proud to understand all haha or almost all,payoff from studying chineze cool,so he talk about our education system and that how engineering and all that was good but you can't find job in singapore cos got too many educated people and you have to go oversea then people will definately hire you cos your damn well educated.He was educated but din want to work cos Bu Hao zuan...how to say....not well paid or somthing like that,we goes out to buy water and food and all those and then finally when it was nearing dark he asked us to go efore it got really dark and lead us to a secret passage BY BRIDGES OVER THE SWAMP THAT WAS DAMN SMALL AND RICKETY...its every boys adventure man haha..it was damn dark,almost pitch black but we could still see and cyciled fast so we could get out before full blackness,out scary and pumping..finally we got out into a construction work site and continued to cycle to seletar to slack and enjoy the clean air and after a while our asses were pain so we walked around for a while and then proceeded to return home,after owen followed me to return my bike he left and then i went to makan with my mom at the coffeeshop and then bought wine opener and went home.My mom asked me to open the wine bottle but the damn opener broke man talk about budget so i used all my damn strenght and the cork broke into two so my mom used a hammer haha...then she gave me some to drink but it was damn bitte so i give mine to her,prefer the previous one was very sweet and nice.after that watch the movie and about 11pm finally bathed and then slept at 1am,but was quite disturbed by the tombstome thingy haha,but finally slept and now i'm goin to chur at about 6 cos is missed the morning one.
Diden't go Sentosa with them cos i diden't want to but kinda regretted.

Hope you like the mini adventure haha,it was a hellofa fun time

Recap

Recap on yesterday
Went to Dhoby gaught to follow owen for this model interview thingy
The place was....lemme get the word to describe it....ok i'll settle on shitty...the play was shitty.seriously...
there was a shemale there.

Then went for some food in this hawker centre in orchard..i shoulden't have ate the laksa..it was not nice..but milo dinosaur was nice despite the price..
Then went to hereen following jaz to buy a present even tho she diden't buy after a loong time
Oh i diden't style my hair yesterday just comed it down like a good boy and mohawked mt back hair..crap..diden't wanna look good yesterday..just one of those days where you just don't care what the hell
after that went to take neoprint*argh*
overall was fun despite the whacking and all that from jaz,dunno what i did to deserve that,my shirt's screwed up now.

parents diden't go overseas today,my peace and quiteness plans wasted haha
maybe gonna go cycling soon,if it rains than i don't know what i shall do..hmm..feel like buying that shoe man...it was just nice for me..also wanna go for treatment for my hair haha

2 days of...

I tell you the super duper interesting thing that happened yesterday and today!

NOTHING
totally i did nothing yesterday,it was i did not want to watch tv,no comp,no goin out,bored to hell
I was in hell,not that i couldent do all these things cos there was freaking no one at home except me...tell me about discipline man...my moms not at home and i'm suce a good boy...i even cleaned the house fans
Then finally at 6pm went to sleep to wake at 9 for dinner(which i had to buy myself)
Today my mom came back and scolded the hell outta me;P
say i never clean the fan enough blah...
so cleaned some fans again and now i'm goin out bye

Nice

So far in this month i've watch 3 great movies
First was Seabiscuit which was damn great and touching
Second was Star wars episode 3 which made me wanna slap Anakin
Finally i watched Secondhand lions today which was also damn great

Lol i wanna go to africa also who will come?

Went to skool and did math today,i learn stuff so its okay.Went home to take care of bro cos mom went to meeting,so poor thing hes sick;p

i could hear in other ear for a while today,after that i couldent again sucks
I don't know how to take care of myself while sick cos i don't get sick often bah

Wanna watch star wars movies badly

.....

I have lost my confidence in people again shall not say anymore..

I just wanna go far far away for a while and live alone

Its all i need right now...

I will not say anymore

Watched star wars today.awesome
saw some nice clothes nice
song song

People disappoint
Disappoint people

Feel Good Inc.

[Damon Albarn]
Windmill, Windmill for the land.
Learn forever hand in hand
Take it all in on your stride
It is sticking, falling down
Love forever love is free
Let’s turn forever you and me
Windmill, windmill for the land
Is everybody in?

Love foreever love is free


Went shopping yesterday and bought a cool boardshort;)
went to mass alone today and met stephen so we went to makan at mac,then went home
Lazy day

Truth

I want the truth from you,gimme the truth from you-Good Charlotte

Where are you,and i'm so sorry,i cannot sleep,i cannot dream tonight-Blink182

It was only a kiss..only a kiss-The Killers

Are we we are the waiting-Green Day

Good riddence(time of yuor life)-Green Day

Just some nice lines from some songs*damn nice*

Bored around,goin shopping later;P

Still sick
Still bored

Study..

Theme

Sick of being sick thats the catch of the day..
Morning had totally no mood for anything,when i woke up i knew it like that
It sucks to be sick,why can't i be well again
Din really have the mood to do anything the whole day,felt like sleeping,or i was half asleep the whole day,don't ask me how,just wasent paying attention
i realizse i talked alot of nonsense,like a drunkard haha;P
N
o
M
o
o
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gonna sleep now,hope it will be over..

Mixed

Today was a day of mixed feelings..
Not feeling too well today
Had a real bad stomach ach..maybe because of not eating weell
played fun games in eng period haha
greg broke my bag...haiz...second one..
ate lunch in the canteen,last thing i'd ever want,but just did..not too bad,but i couldent taste so well;P
Went home to have a well deserved sleep after taking my meds
woke up and eate biscuits and did notthing:)

I'm Mr Brightside

Tasteless Irony

Yesterday*
OralExaminer:Do you think people shuold enjoy their food?
Me:Yesh,food has taste for a reason right?blah blah.............
Today*
I can't tate anything...bleh
i craved for biscuits so i ate them and could not taste them;P
and got sore throat again

Its bad luck i've gotten sick the second trime in a month
I rarely get sick mon..gotta keep healthy again and exercise like last time...excerise my brain also haha
Did not go to skool today,heard my results
slept alot for short times today,then watch american idol,quite stupid the show is..
Went cycling after that,tiring mon
Wei zemo ze Yang zi..

Again

Today was not good
Went to skool din feel like talking to anyone,felt like blowing my head cos of the pain
Tried to forget the pain by playing the pencil wars with they all,haha,it succeded for a while then the damn pain came back
Felt like dying again
What timing,had english oral when i have sore throat and running nose..wow...mrs Indra knew haha,she rocks man
did the best i could and went to DnT
Still alot of work to be done for it..
have to stay back for many days,go to his house summore
after skool went to swensons to eat with them
i ate a huge burger and got a friggin huge sore throat for that
i couldent take it man..
so many pains,head,back,throat,nose,heart..
bahz
sorry if i offended anyone by not talking to them today
Shit,my memory is shit becoause of this flu argh,,
Give me Novocain

pain

Haiz
Don feel like sleeping
Don feel like eating
Don feel like doing anytihng
Pain
Yesterday was a blur..
Not much sleep in the night
Somone make me feel better

Pain

Sit back and read This before you call your self it

punk rocker - a teenager or young adult who is a performer (or enthusiast) of punk rock and a member of the punk youth subculturepunkpunks - a youth subculture closely associated with punk rock music in the late 1970s; in part a reaction to the hippy subculture; dress was optional but intended to shock (plastic garbage bags or old school uniforms) and hair was dyed in bright colors (in Mohican haircuts or sometimes spiked in bright plumes)
punk_rock, punk rock music with deliberately offensive lyrics expressing anger and social alienation; in part a reaction against progressive rock

Punk rock is the anti-establishment music movement of the period 1976-80, exemplified by The Ramones, the Sex Pistols, The Clash, and The Damned. This term is also used to describe subsequent music scenes that share key characteristics with those first-generation "punks." The term is sometimes also applied to the fashions or the irreverent "do-it-yourself" attitude associated with this musical movement.
The punk phenomenon expressed a whole-hearted rejection of prevailing values that extended beyond the qualities of its music. British punk fashion deliberately outraged propriety with the highly theatrical use of cosmetics and hairstyles--eye makeup might cover half the face, hair might stand in spikes or be cut into a "Mohawk" or other severe shape--while the clothing typically modified existing objects for artistic effect--pants and shirts were cut, torn, or wrapped with tape, safety pins were used as face-piercing jewelery, a black bin liner bag (garbage bag) might, and often did, become a dress, T-Shirt or skirt.


Okay i've made my point
Have you?

I wanna be inna rock band;P

Nice

What a nice saturday
I'm sttin here with the fan blowin cold air at my arse
and listenin to songs
But..
I feel like buying somthing
Gah
Noboday can go out today...just ate Mutton Briyani until i pengz haha
So shoik
watched contender for a bit..quite good ar
Dunno what to do now...maybe go out to buy stuff or sleep
Bah...
Hmm
just wanna ask everyone to cheer up afta de mid years
Relax mon
thats it i think..

Slacking friday

Wow....this is great...what a good school day it was...almost no teacher at all,we playing in class like hell broken loose,Skipped mother tounge and went to watch soccer with mor and de rest,fun seh,No teachers rocks
Some people are sad that they got bad results,but i can't do anything to cheer them up
haiz...
went to gregs house for a birthday partay
Oh ya its 3sha's birthday today 18th man...i feel old haha
Happy birthday and may all yer wishes come true...er may the force be with you
did alot of nonsense and watched movies...was quite bored at the movies part cos i watched them before haha so was up to no good
went home after that
tomorrows saturday and i have nothing to do..
Emptyness..without...

Where to start....
i'm knee deep in shit
all that stupid practice for maths and all and a fucking got 26...
i failed 3 subjects including DnT,needed only 4 marks to pass it
get top in 2 subjects also i think i will fail overall
Whats the use?
Whats life?
i'll tell you
you are born you get into skool for the rest of your life until you manage to get at job,then you work for the restof your life until you die
maybe i would wanna cut short and die now
Screwed at home again,haiz..
Eldds?,nothing good to say about that
Why the hell do we have to study?,can't we go into like caveman times again?,no school
i'm talking crap again
i'm goin to sleep ar
Just Shut Up.

WEDNESDAY!

Somthing is damning wrong with msn....cannt' send messages to people bahz...

Hmm....today was a bombshell on de whole class with de results...crappy like hell...haiz....donno what to do with it...even the tops are dying...hmm...just goin ard and patting peoples backs...i think that will help..
clasmates vented their anger my having a pillow fight in class...haha:)....we rock man...4D will make to it sec 5 i know it!,work hard dudes...

So...went to DnT after skool with morier and kai,naz and fran was there too,suppoedly to help kai with his maths...that pervert sucker...we were doin nicely then that kai kept talking nonsense about roller costers....don't ask..
i ujst did one pathetic paper and then we left at about 4 and i went to the music room with the eldds peoples...
Oh ya today is Bea's birthday
Happy birthday and may your wished come true ya?
Okay...they were stinking of cake,it sucks the smell
so there were doin this play of thiers...it is looking quite good ar...can't deny but needs alot of work but it can work
did nothing to help basicaly...haha...
was just playing around and doin crapz...the fart song sucks man....lol,we did nonsense,miss the Eldds atmospere but too much can be bad..
hmm...i miss bands...ar...

Today i noticed it again...haiz...drowned in songs
G'night;P

......

What an enriching monday it is
Etiquitte course rocked...the trainer was damn funny and interactive
after that went to watch coach carter...very meaningful film
din get to watch amitiville horror
went home and watched survivor...aiya...why ian go vote himself out....sianz haha

This day was summerized...

I can't stop thinking about that...maybe it was never ment to be?
or just fate or destiny....i think its too early to say...i still got the rest of my life
Give me the strength..

Woo....

Hmm.....I went to church late bahz....
So pat and debby were so good that they gave me a space haha
Really did not know what to say..

so,after that went to cat class and it was hliarious
lol greg wad the target of all de laughter cos he did nonsense hahaz,and zen and my couzin were bullying him hahaz:)
SEXY BITCH
lolz
went to np to makan laska with owen,but he din have money so he ate delifrance
damn flies
saw lots of school peeps at np ard....here and dere
hmm...went home and here...maybe gonna eat again or watch tv:)

Good luck for all your exam results

Cooling night

Its raining heavily

I love thunder and lightning so damn much
i would stand with my window wide open and watch for hours..or mins
God's lightshow eh?

I'm fine today
FINE:(F)rantical (I)nsecure (N)eurotic (E)motional

haha,just watched the italian job,cool man i love those coopers

went swimming and bowling just now,quite fun ar...
saw a big lizard;P

tomorrow goin to church
Hmm...need to do more...

What shall i do...

Yo!
Its after the exams...but i tink i did not put in much effort....lazy arse...
lets just see the results..i screwed up combined humans to hell
mother tounge? nothing to say..
Haiz..
Gonna work damn hard for prilims
bah

yesterday went to town for shopping haha,saw many nice things but the onli thing i wanted was board shorts!!
so niece
Walked and talked alot and also with gregs nosnense
After that went home and ate fried rice and then watched survivor:)
violent and backstabbing man
today maybe gonna swim or bowl
either is fun,at least somthing to do
Wish me luck for my results;P
In a perfect world

Ssssaatturday

Highlight of the day..
-went sudying with owen,kai,jona
-they bought momma's day presents
-i bought a ring haha...
-the problem is how am i gonna give it
-those girls were buying flowers for like foreever
-shopping huh?
-feel so small..
-bahx
gonna watch tv later...boring huh...
just studied abit...crappy huh...
i left my 10yr series at school...smart huh?
crap
wishmeluck for monday's maths:)

Screwed

Oh...i fell asleep yerterdat while studying...
Screwed on ss test...enough said...mr phua said...you get what you gave...sianz day to day...
everyone was like.......today maybe i'll never know why..?
after that i walked home alone and ate...
brownies haha:)
but i don't feel like eating now...i havent ate properly inna along while...shit
monday is maths paper 1 and history...
and what am i doin now?....blasting rocks songs at home...nice studying
oh ya...their studying at delifrance i'm not...do the math and see why
crappy day for me...
i'll continue blasting
Please help me for maths;P

Exams....

Today was english and MT paper 1...
I really screwed up for english paper man!ARGHG
And for MT....nothing to say...
After that went to eat then went home in the pouring rain....
now i'm studying for tomorrows SS.....
Sustainable development in the 21st century and Industiral Restructuring
haha...sadist...
while i was walking home from skool i was thinking about something....can't remember what now...
Good luck for me for tomorrows exams..
For the hearts that you break

Today no skool

Woo doay i did not go to skool,i havent done that since.....december holidays:P
wad a good boy i am haha..
around afternoon went to meet kai,guo and mor to do DnT work in de workshop but it turned out to be a nonsense lesson after all haha...
we did all sorts of crap lol mission X by guo
he kicked the toliet door and slipped making the gun in his hand haha...funny as hell
There was like very little people in skool today...dunno why
suppoes to go skool with jack but diddent haha..
in DnT workshop there were these 5b peoples there with minge and they were singing rock songs so i join in haha
My Chemical Romance rocks man haha
morier is a gay haha
tomorrow is english paper 1....tomorrow i'll study haha...last minuite studyer

Hot day

Today was okay...was like semi sleeping in da head toda....never pay attention to anything
haha....dnt lesson was fun again the group and their crappness haha..
After skool we went to have our lunch but i diun feel like eating but just eat cos the food is neice ahah..
so i went home and slept and woke up about 7 ++ den change to TKD gi den went to see docktor
got mc haha, see if i wanna go skool or don wanna,mos prob i will go cos i'm de good boy
aiyo but mus do folio wif morier...haiz...maybe come back skool do lor if i din come...haha
went to tkd my bag was falling apart haiz...nice bag she go break it for me haiz...
nvm den..
i tought some china kids at TKD today,was wierd la cos they were twice my size and me there teaching them...my hand pain now i punch punch then he block block so pao li..cramp already haha
after that we did some lame seft defence thingys den i and jackson went home walk home...
he was sick in da mind today...saying he like de block light all..and he a pervert today haha.
tired already haiz...
in a perfect world.you'll still be here
it means nothing at all

so long good night haha

HOORAY

YAY.....................
today i the day which i did not go out anywhere(yet)out of so many days
i have to do so many homeworks and folio bah!
this song from simple plan called joke is great contact me if u wanna me to send it to ya
lol
haha...
i juat saw two nice cars one subaru and other is mitsubishi damn pimpin
i wanna buy a car too haha..
tuesday gonna meet grand master for some demo thingy...woo grand master hahaz...
i'm gonna start training from today i think
wish me luck for exams

i have nothing to do so i'll come here
Too much of green day and simple plan
I know its jumpy and high but i just read in between the lines...
and its making me sad
I seem to have mad many people angry today
i wish i can say this in person but sorry
Bah,gonna go eat and eat now
BTW i'm not gay
;P
somone get me outta her get me the fuck right outta here

..........

......
Already don't feel like writing cos of somthing i think is happening....
Sighx
Well...today went to east coast with me my momma bros and seephen,teck,jun,jeffrey..
Quite fun la..
Came back was so tired but did not sleep
just watched some MTV on simple plan...their so good man..
Wish i don have to be stuck here in yishun all my life..i wanna go out now and meet new people......
Tomorrow there no skool..i wanna start studying but my head hurts and i havent gone to the doctor yet...
cos i lost it all nothing lasts forever
really have to start on my DNT..i've been putting it off foreever..exams comming pls wake up la les
i don't know what i'm goinna do tomorrow..
i tried to make you happy but you left anyway
Well whatevea la
good nite

Oh ya todays sharons birthday,Happy birthday friend

Speech Dei

wo zhai neng zhai ni ze bian

Woo.wad at tiring day today....
As predicted i woke up with a bad headach and too a cold shower cos of da heat,but i couldent sleep in the night cos i kept thingking if things.....
another sleepless night
so in da morning i was walking to skool and saw amirah so i walked with her and sat wid her cos none of her gang waz dere den bla blA BLA
lol i think i'm a STAGE JUNKIE...i mean i get a kick of adrenaline from acting dere and i love it hahaz,i'm wierd,no more stage fright,i wad like lauging cos of the lack of it the nervousness
Freak alert
Saw alot of old faces today...i miss them ar,we were like almost together everyday them poom they left so sad..
Eldds did great today,but i did not feel the feeling i got on that day...nvm at least i got a rush
So i did not watch de whole of speech day so sad man..
After ALL of that we went to swensons with some eldds peoples,i did not wanna go coz i was really really sick but just went along ar..
after ALL that too we went to gregs house and there was no electricity so blah
Madness
Saw an old friend in da bus but she did not reconize me...but she told my friend to say hello to me?,that very wierd la ...
So went home at last to rest and heard the song i miss you by blinkoneeightty two..alot of memories
Oh ya i'm sick
it sucks i can't sing i can't dance hahaz
Qing tian

Sickindamind

Wow its like everyday i wake up with a headach but today i had no more sore throat thanks to my momma
i slept for mt period cos was damn tired after yesterdats marathon sports,played bball after skool then went home and stright away went to TKD,damn if i don't go and teach the other clubs then i cannot convert...but its so hard becoz of skool mus try to go and convert to black
rest of the lessons was fun cos we're always up to nonsense the group of us hahaz nobodyknows
i really am scared of the mid year exams,havent been studying well after syf and really scared of subjects like maths....okay mainly maths ...cos i failed first term,crap
Bio period we went to comp lab but shit la i cannot use the comps cos my stupid account cannot work and de teachers won't help me:p
so i just wandered around doing nothing,sianzation
den me mak ask me to turn off the mains cos lesson was over den when i turned it off tat bugger was angry at mua,aiyo...comp also wanna get angry donno wad u are la,if u wan an apology then can,i have less ego:P
Well that spoiled my mood and so i went home
Many things happened in eldds lately,dunno why they were so angry over the thing of cutting the sec ones
You have to see the bigger picture,the lousy script,the unpolished acting...seriously i thought it was bad and did not wanna see it up there but i did not say anything cos my mouth had this ability to make people angry..so i stood in silence.Then another thing there they were again arguing with the teachers about the problem cos we had 10 mins to perform the syf thing,i mean i was okay with it as long as i knew it was not the whole thing but some people really were damn stubborn even some upper sec peoples,haiz....see da bigger picture dudes relax..
well yall should be happy you got ur damn whole performance and now i'm sick..
Hmm...I don't know what i'm feeling anymore...its like this its like that..i really donno wad i'm feeling...bahz....
Tomorrows the speech day no skool!
a bun and water?,never:P
i want lessons...
Study study....
normal again-semi
gonna patch things up
hmm wad summore........
Oh,gonna get a swensons treat from mr lim haha ni kai gei de xing lai
Dao dai xing qing

wedddddnnneesssdddayyy

Today morning was a terror man,so hot!
every morning is so col and all that but today i actually turned the heater down to bathe,damn shiok
We did a dry run of speech day..quite boring la,had a bad headach in the morning and din wanna talk cos my throat was sandpaper;P
Then some people in class cheered me up
there was no teacher in class for like the first half of the day so me jaz,gui guo sheng and others were debating wheather men were faithful,all this was started off by gui saying somthing about porn then the girls were arguing and all that,i was there with karnan laughing like hell haha
Got 20/20 for Bio test COOL MAN!!
hehe,i got it before la,not to be arrogent
After skool took chem test and got 181/2 lolz,good enough la i just studied for like 1.2 hours and there still a treat from Mr JAson to swensons muahah
After that had Eldds rehersal,was quite boring so i just entertained myself,not so shy to act infront of de skool animore,cool
after that saw fulong and he say jackson comming so we played bball and the gang left ar,nv say bye also,nvm den
So we played until bout 6.30 den mi and jack went home
Later got TKD and a treat also!!
hahaz,i'm gonna eat like hell
Today i was almost normal,but go el den crazy again,mus keep it up and be normal again hahz
Dao dai

What has it become?

What da hell happeded to me?
I've turned into this scarcastic asshole
i blame him for it and them for it
After that time i became this....omg i'm gonna rehibilitate myself to be normal again
I don't wanna make people laugh or angry anymore it sucks
whats worst of all is i'm seeing all of what i'm doin and trying to stop myself and its like i'm being takin over by some monster
I will not be like this anymore,i will stop and people please help me
i dont like what i've become its like possesion
Enough about this shit
Today in class was again fun la,had 5 periods of DNT and when me morier ,hazmi and calvin went to toliet they were like doin army things and kicking doors and stuff,calvin closed all the cubical doors and came in form the toliet door and did dunnowad police thing kicking the doors and all.when we reached the dnt workshop i kicked the door but dident know that mr ong was inside,lucky i dident go into the room like one asshole man,i would become so pai sae.crap
After skool went to maths class but then greg spolied the lesson for us saying that we have to go down for rehersal and shit,my head was goin to burst and i did and said many stupid things,its sucks man.....
i want to become my old self again
not acting like this shit
Tomorrows a holiday
Ps:in the middle of the night i say somthing outside my room,dunno wad it was or my eyes playing tricks on me,but i was not scared i just went to sleep haha

Mondaeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Today got to stand infront of de skool and bow and other lame shit....quite lame ar but just do ar elddds spirirt
Class lesson was okay ar...........wad kind of message is she sending me...
After skool some people were angry and stuff cos the speech day performers mainly sec ones were kicked out and the SYF performers took its place and some were upset/crying
Also can understand why they did that la many reason mainly cos there were inexperienced and we lacked the time and other nonsense
I find people don't quite see the bigger picture and are very quick to judge,not pointing fingers la but everyone's imperfect rite?
Hung out at the playground and they saw my mother,hahaz she said that they were stalking her and other nonsense hahaz, and no i din run away from seeing her,how can i explain wad i'm doin at de playground??
She'll say that i'm trying to act like a small kid hahaz
I'm not afraid to see my mother hahaz,SHES UR MOMMA WAD
kkz,enough bout mommas
goin to cut hair later,sick of this stupid bush on my head
Its all spoiled and split
gonna get it thinner and my fringe CUT!!
my fringe sucks i tell you,like crap likedat
gonna keep my back hair cos i got no fringe wad mus compensate..if not headache
Yi Fu Zi Ming

Sunday

its a romantic waxing glowing full moon
Today woke up and was quite sick,sore throat and all
Serves me right hahaz,morning brownies for breakfast and icecream haha
went to church to cat class and watched stuff on pope john paul and all,he was truly a great man that person
Then after went home ah cos they don wanna makan so i bought cup corn ten took bus home,after went to slp ar....so shiok heavy rain then slp
After woke up was damn drowsy cos took e cough syrup
Then went to church for massthen went to but dinner,chiken wing rice yum yum man,summore watching matrix revolutions,damn nice man
did eng hw like crazy,so many......so little time
Goin to slp already that jason don wan reply me,sucker:pdon send songs le

Back

Just came back from playin Basketball with mi jackson,fulong and me bro
Hahaz,me and jackson won them hahaz..
i no stamina already,so long nv play bball,realized that its damn fun ar.....like last time we used to play everyday....i miss those days..
after that went to buy drinks and just chat abit about their poly life and everything,i feel so left out sia,.,.they all poly...sianz
suppoed to go class outing or somthing with the class but din go ar...cannot go out so much already...mus save money i spend like siao these days mostly on food
what a boring saturday
night maybe goin to a colluge birthday party maybe
i wanna go bathe and slp,tired already hahaz...
Oh...halfway while playing bball mr ong came and ask me our syf results,i said gold and it said that good man YEAH
We rock
Endostory
N obody knows nobody cares

.............

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAHAHA
HAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAMUAHAHAHAHHAHA,UAUA,MTMUMUMUMUMUHAHAHAHAHAHA

WOOOOO WE GOT GOLD GOLD GOLDGOLD GOLDGOLDGOLDOGLDOLGODLGOLDOGLDFO
OMG
I GOTTA SORE THROAT NOW I CAN'T TALK BECAUSE OF TOO MUCH SHOUTING AND SCREAMING
wE GOT DA GOLD PEOPLE!!!!!!!!
THANKS THANKS THANKSYOU
You dident right:)


we did u din
muahaha
nobody knows
nobody cares
muahahahahaha
monday will be grat muahahahahahaha,we called lots of people after recieving e new even mrs chai but she not much reaction cos she din do anything ar...so sad.....bahz...but WE WON GOLD GOLD GOLD GOLD GOLD GOLD GOLD GOLD GOLD G
cannot type need to tell people please stop me from telling people please stop
muahahahahhaa
I"M writing nonsense now right
Blog later i'm spaztic now
GOLD GOLD GOLD GOLD
And you have nothing:)

Argh

Hmm....today was fun in skool again,but abit boring hahaz,today suan ms Eng like hell in eng class mi and kah leong muahah
After skool was rehersal thingy with e eldds,getting more and more bored with it...can i not go anymore..i wanna rest for awhile....haven done homework piles of it and study......
Eldds ar.....aiyo alot of quarrels politics....
Today rehersal quite screwed la i think everyone can agree on dat hahaz....
can i have a break from it?
Trying to make them destress by making them laugh,best i can do wad....
i think i made somone angry today...if you know hu u are den sorry ard...i was not talking to you,miscommunication..hope u understand girl
Can't write everything that happened today it would take pages for every minute detail
B
BO
BOR
BORE
BORED
i was ment for more than this ar....sianzations
Nobody knows
Nobody cares

Pa wo hui lai le

Pa wo hui Lai le
By Jay chou


wo ting shuo tong chang zai zhan zheng hou jiu hui huan lai he ping wei shen me "kua le" wo de ba ba yi zhi da wo ma ma jiu yin wei he zui jiu ta jiu neng na wo ma chu qi "wua jin jia kuo mai lo qui" "gui sey wo ka suei han"~ huh

chong xiao dao da zhi yo ma ma de wen lo wei shen me wo ba ba na me xiongru guo zhen de wo you yi shuang chi bang "neng" shuang chi bang sui shi chu fa tou tou chu fa wo yi ding dai wo ma "gia" cong qian de jiao yu bie ren de jia ting bie ren de ba ba zhong zhong de bao li yin su yi ding du hui you yuan yin dan shi ne ma gen wo dou mei you cuo kui wo jiao ni yi sheng ba~ ba wo hui lai le

"my guo an nay pa wo ma ma" wo shuo de hua "ni gum ay tnia?" "my guo an nay pa wo ma ma" nan dao ni shou bu hui tong ma?

12345678"ji neng sa si goh lak chit buay" yi er san si wu liu qi ba wo jiao ni ba ni da wo ma zhe yang dui ma gan ma zhe yang he bi rang jiu qian bi zi zou~ xia~ "gong do gong my tnia" "tnia" "tnia" shi wo men zai "tnia""tnia"

Cool song man

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Xing Qing
by Jay chou



cheng zhe feng
you dang zai lan tian bia
yi pian yun diao luo zai wo mian qian
nie cheng ni de xing zhuang
sui feng gen zhe yi kou yi kou chi diao you chou
zai zhe ni
fang fu zai zhe yang guang
bu guan dao na li dou shi qing tian
whu die zi zai fei
hua ye bu man tian
yi duo yi duo yin ni er xiang
shi tu rang xi yang fei xiang
dai ling ni wo huan rao da zi ran
kai shi gong du mei yi tian
shou qian shou
yi bu liang bu san bu si bu
wang zhe tian
kan xing xing
yi ke liang ke san ke si ke
lian cheng xian
bei dui bei mo mo xu xia xin yuan
kan yuan fang de xing shi fou ting de jian
kan yuan fang de xing ru guo ting de jian
ta yi ding shi xian

Just back from tkd training,everyone was there except Eric,was fun,i was learning 1st dan pattern but den sir ask me go teach bahz....den after we play play a bit of sparring afer lesson den i and jackson go home,gonna eat and sleep very very tired...

Are we are are we we are the waiting.......

Listen to We are waiting by Green Day right now....great song for depression hahaz
Was a fun week so far monday was SFY finals and we rocked it Enough said
Give me novacaine
Bittersweet migraine
Tell me that i'll feel again
Hmm tuesday wad quite boring...watch the eldds speech day performance..quite pathetic la okay?
Today was quite okay in class...as usual...
Draining the pressure form the swelling
I want shoes!!! Those SHOES!!i even dremt of them hahaz...
So bored these days
On the edge of madness and sadness
I mus not do crazy things animore
Study
Study
Study
Stu...........
yi fu zi ming

Speak

Jus came back from church now
They called me a 7.30 am to ask me to go TKD but i had to go cat class...wasted!
Went to church alone cos they went to tkd so no choice
Was fun but hard to concentrate if your hungry
Then cat class as usual...quite boring but lots of stings to learn
After that pat came to say hello and when i was gonna reply she walked off!
Sianz...
Slow replyer
Then went to eat with rose and the gayness
Gay stuff as usual
later maybe gonna catch a movie,ring 2
Tomorrows syf people get ready
Somone is really hinting and getting irritating
Bahz