DARKSHINES

Hirameki!
Well,finally there is a deadline and its June the 15th.
Had blast down at sentosa yesterday with the usual suspects,yea yesterday was such a burning day!.You could almost have 3rd degree burns!
After the fun we headed to the asisn food thingy down at EXPO which was seriously packed!Loads of good foods there for everyone and we went around sampling everything!,even the beer(butr couldent) which was kept to the event people only heh.

I pitched this idea where we make a time machine together where weput vioce recordings,photos,stuff that mean lots to us into a box and bury it somewhere and then dig it up in a few years time.They said they would cry when they heard their vioces and the hards times of now when they open it up eventually.Its gonna be done(:

Since i'm goin for long term camping,their gonna hold a party thingy for me this June 12 at MOS!,which i think i won't be able to go to if i can't make any money til then!.Thanks guys.

till next,
chow chin chow!

Leave out all the rest.

I've just realized that people forget easily,
old friends on the street once the best of friends,now just walk past with barely a "hi".
Yes you get the whole"I'll call you" or "we'll go out!" at first but after that nothing.
And i hate waving and friends and all i get back is just a cold stare that says "Who the hell are you"
i swear i turned around and all the vulgarities will fly.
I mean your not with your cool friends and need to act cool by not saying hello.

I'm so glad i have my brothers.These are the people i depend on.They feed me when i have no money and support me in every little thing.No we might not be neardy and all that but each of us study towards what we want to become.We have bikes and tattoos that seem like social misfits,but that is a far cry from what is true,is that you'll never have true friends outside.
You think your great collgue/friend that just treated you to a great dinner is cool?,Well don't be surprised if he backstabbs you the very next morning!.

If the very same friend that has been with you since that first boring day in orientation at secondray school or even the cry-days of primary school,i tell you now thery are your real friends so keep them close,you'll never know.

Oh by the way Linkin park's new album is a great listen.

So cheers to friends!
For they can be bitter or sweet.

Fame Infamy.
I've just found out that i have a new hobby!,sadly to say it's taking long walks back home.Although who i walk with is none of anyne's buisness but its really cool when everything's quiet and calm and the tempreature's just right with that suspicious smell of jasmine in the air everything i walk down the road.You really doin't realize your home till at the very end where i enter the lift which is knda an anti-climax to the journey.

Hey! i notice there's no traffic to this blog anymore,thats cool you know,no offence but theres a sense of freedom and you need not please anyone.Actually in life theres always a need to please people,especially of they are unreasonable,however bad you'd think i am i never ever correct anyone when they insist on goin their way,there's a thinking process thats goes with it-kind of a spider-sense that tells me what will happen a few seconds later if i make the wrong move and everything turns sour.However theres always a limit.

Went to chat with the the guys just now,could not go to our usual place as some underground activites were happeneing and the place was too dangerous for us.(:

Well i passed my bike prac today -WHEE!- i had one prace at 12pm and another at 4pm which i passed,it was all too quick and too fun.I'd never thought i could meet the people that i've met there,and even the possibility of making some friends there ,wow.I got to know a really beautiful girl there today.Heh

Ok so remember Life's not about you!,its all about life!(:

Stockholm Syndrome

so it begins,the time when we drift...we find others and you think of them as the thing of the past,its all so slow so gradual.
Really sick of being at home everyday nowadays.Its not like theres anything to hate or what at home but i need to do something to keep that feeling from commin back,it seeps in like poison once the idle mind no longer notices.After that i'll be looking to the stars asking them about my purpose in life..I'm sure they hold the secret.


Nothing much goin on today just went to church and then playing with my bros and friend at home then heading to a friends house to get the helmet for my Prac tomorrow.We talked for a while then headed home,ozk gave me a lift!(:

Having too much to write down really sucks sometimes,you suddenly forget at the crucial moments and it all comes out jumbled...well as the great song goes:

Me'n' you sitting inna honeymoon,if i woke up next to you.

heh kinda stupid.

Shadow of the day

Oh yes!
my com has been fixed!,but its a little bit retarded in a way that the memory has been stole from it!,could a computer suffer from memory loss?!
what a week it has been,from job finding to plain slacking around!

So on Thrus i had my motorcycle practical ooh and boy was it fun!,i really love the buzz of the engine and the power of the engine,not like i havent rode a bike before but this was like none other,yeah i had some mistakes here and there llike stupidly using one finger when applying the brakes! how stupid!.Well part 2 is this monday so i hope i pass this,then its on to get my PDL then i'll advance faster(:.
Really fun experiences at the SSDC.
I just came back from a magic show tho,it was so-so.

I felt really sore today when i saw these P students here and there and i kept reflecting over and over again untill i got really angry at myself.I came to a conclusion that this was not the like for me and that i would'ent fit in anyways.Live and let live.
Even so,i feel ever-so detatched so sad and isolated even.
They have everything goin for them,but i'm unsure about everything.Sometimes it seems to me that everyday for me is an act to cover it all up,a show of strength more likely.
At rock-bottom,all i hope is to pick myself up and carry on,what the hell point is there in dwelling.
I'm so sorry.

The original.

One of those moments is occuring now
The type for me where after an hour or so of listening to songs my Muse,the soothing piano mixed with electric guitars allways gets to me.
Today's topic occured to me when i sat down and had a drink with my uncle who will be leaving for India with my dad in a few more hours.
So he dragged me to the the koffee shop and orfered like 5 bottles.we talked and talked,which for me was surprising besause at this day and age i feel that most young people don't really speak to their parents/relatives or whatsoever,we chatted on and on about everything,about our family,the past lives,my Grandfather,and those family ghost stories and gossips(:.
He was very down to earth and like any old timer,had connections to the underworld and so on,soon he introduced me to loads of people which i've never met in yishun that live near me!,they came and went on about their buisness,often telling me to take care of family and so on.What baffled me was that my uncle lives on the other side of the island and people here know him!.

I really feel sad for the parents of people i'm around who always complain that (mostly Father) or mother is a strict or whatsoever person,and they go one using whatever vulgar explitives to describe thir parents.Of course in front of them i never ever correct them because i've learnt that they won't change their mindset for one person who don't kow what they've gone thru,these people don't know what their parents are goin thru,and more importantly,their murturity is not even there yet.
Yes i've went thruough "that" phase in life where you hate everything and anything including your parents and i have never looked back at it becuase there's really no point in doing so.

we talked the afternoon away untill my mom came and checked on us which ment it was time to go.and i had a hangover later that night;P

So kids,your folks have gone thru a hell of a lot more years than you have so don't think that your puny 16-18 years on this earth matters!
err,goodnight

City of Delusion.

So i went to this costume party/birthday for one of those distant cousins that we mostly only say hi to.Despite that,the girls were hot!
Lemme see,i saw...Bob marley,Whako jacko!,japanese kimono girls!,storm from X-men,cleopatra!,roman soldiers!,steven segal!,Fiddy cent!.
thats about all i saw there,most of the time me and Nigel were just having a drink and talking all the way with some people we've never met.It was quite fun yea untill the part where that idiot wanted us to makan supper at 5 am!,i swear i was so tired!

Well,i did sacrifice watching SPIDERMAN 4 with TORs,i really hoped i could make it,they took up almost the whole cinema!.
Well nigel too sacrificed his ZOUK nonsense to go so...
Well my uncle'n'dad are heading for india this tues so all da best!

There are wayyyy to many "welll"'s mann.

Okay chicago.