Live:Feel:Life:Death

Had a super badd week,went drinkin over at CH place on sat night.I slept over cos i had alot and had a really funny but so long dream but i slept so early!compaired to them,guess that showed how fucked up i was,so my dream was really funny and in the end of it i sacrificed my live for my friendds,yea i died.
ITS OK TO FEEL THAT YOU"VE DISSAPOINTED YOURSELF.
ITS OKAY TO INSULT YOURSELF AND NOT LOOK LIKE ONE OF THOSE EMO DICKS.
Last weeks soccer was hell and that added up to my shitty weekend.So useless.
Two bottles of heineken for me was never enough tho but what a night.

Packed month after exams which make me wanna work harder.
FIRST
-Perth trip by skool
-Grad night
-Class chalet
-TOR chalet
Just some of it to name.

Bye.

Only Wanted when Needed

So after playing soccer in the morning my ankle was really bothering me but i diden't mind it throughout the day.Overall they said that WE we quiet today in class and all that,yea and they were the ones doing the shooting at me hahas.How mean can these girls be lawl owen said.
We watched the parade after lessons at 5 plus and thought back at those 4 years where we never ever got a chance to sit back and relax to let the show go by but today while seeing it i was thinking about the past parades where the marching where stronger and the people were alot more familar.i guess it just that we're old and dont know anyone anymore hahas.Ah ok enough of this thingy.
So i was walking the in heavy heavy rain goin home and my pain in my ankle became fricking pain and so was my knee on the same damn leg,so now its bandaged.And my mom says that my legs gonna break at tomorrrow's match in skool,i hope that was a joke;P

Luck

I inflict pain on myself because i feel F***** up


What a week so far,lessons have been flying and time is running out for us.
I just trying to suck all the secondary schoolness whenever i can and inthe process scold some irritating bastard sec 4's today.
Very "Enlighting" day as what mrs Indra said hahas.
tomorrow is soccer day,the only day we get to play soccer so i'm gonna enjoy it,and theres also DNT to be done.
i dunno why but...
I LOVE SKOOL!

Torn

Went to owen tanny's house today and watched 3 good men,good hokkien show mann very funny and strangely i unstood what they were saying lol.
No i did not go out with any girls or what yesterday but yall din believe me you dicks hahas,whyy? cos i din go out with yall? or with owen and the rest?.Damn funny mann they realli would not believe me.
Tomorrow's skool again and like what Tanny msged me just only,START REVISION NOW.
Thats what he said and so i reply "Yes boss"
hahas nights(:

Can We Last?



Huhu!
So it was racial harmony day today and so it was planned that i met owen tanny.
First he was late and that ment that i was late too so nvm that.Then! he saw me and went "eh,style ah your clothes..i feel like goin home change"and then that was itt!,we took a cab to his house,oh! and before that my mom called me back up to change shoes cos i was wearing my bros ones without perimssion;P.
so waited for owen then took a cab back to skool which was a total rip-off of 4 bucks!.
so both of us strolled into the hall and everyone stared at us cos we were fking late and we just dident care.But then nair came up to us and talked to us,in the end we just got an excuse slip,shes so kind(:.and also the principal told us our costumes were nicee.
So camera-Whoring was a must today and i really think i'm in every picture takin in the class,ok not all.
it was really funn.
Yea and the part jaz and rose made funn of my portugese and called me a srilankan and bangladesh:( toot them lol
Nothing much after,went np to makan and all that then went home.
no complaints about today(:

Maria,maria

A day ago was Ms Nelle Engs birthday,so around 1 plus she called us and you know you could see all the excitement in everyone's face when she called,all fighting for the phone there.Yea they talked for a long while from the canteen to class untill lessons after lunch started.They only thing i remember about talking to her was that i made her laugh stright away but after that i could'ent really talk cos people were like imaptient so i just gave it up to em.I was thinking in class that while everyone was literally crowding around the phone,i came out of the group and just sat on the window ledge staring at them as they sang happy birthday super loudly,also feeling sad as this person was te only one that really cared enough to do things for us,so as i was sipping my bandong and thinking they came over and crowded me again lol.
I think it would be really great in her shoes.
Thats all i wanna highlight today laa,cos skool was really vexing for me,some teachers really can bring your mood down mann.

Karate lesson tomorrow! lol!

3 Years From Now

if somone said three years from now,you'd be long gone.would you believe it?
Just how long do your friends last?,yes i still see my primary skool friends here and there and also have my kindergarten friend of 10 years still with me.The others?maybe they'd just fade into nonexistance once your presence is not there anymore and when you se them on the street one day you think to yourself "do i recognise that person,somthing tells me i do" or "why the hell is this pervert smiling at me".
Yes i thought of this many many times before and even once somone i swear i did not even know shouted out my name and asked me how i was no,she was not ugly but actually very beauiful.
So where do we draw the line?
I guess i'll just have to see for myself the answer to this questions,3 years from now.
Ah forget it.

So i went to east coast yesterday with whole whole family and got a tattoo.
Kayaking,drinking,singing,all for the michelin goin to aussie.so sad!

Dissapear.


S it was careree day today,however you spell it,i finally did wear somthing nice curtesy of tan.
Alot of things happened today,very Sexy skoolmates(lol!),very disturbing people,Ez link card lost and found:p and really some interesting talks but the interesting part soon went away after sitting from 8 to 3pm and listening to these boring old people,so thats where the part of entertaining ourselves came in hahas.
Overall not too badd,but i felt there was somthing missing in today,a whole lot missing.
Tor din come today hahas,i was the only one that came for us.
Supposed to go meet them in chong pang to get my contacts and maybe shoes but i think its abit too late and i'm abit tired.
First time 5B fellers came to me to ask me to help them buy ciggerattes LOL,first time i like talked to them normaly,it was a nice surprise for me laa.
Ate with sean rona and others and then walked back unsatisfied home.
Oh and did i mention i was bullied alot today?
Yea okay bye.

Close the damn door.


Theres morning run tomorrow morning!so maybe that'll be funn.
So today passed by rather fast,actually i think i realy did whatever i wanted in class,ate infront of teachers walked around in class during lessons,voulenteered to tie girls hairs during lesson LOL!.
Owen too! we love singing during lesso0ns,simply annoys the teachers or best yet they'll say we are too stressed hahas.so funny/

Hmm,not sure if what i think is actually happenin,if it is then i want to tell her sorry.i am blind yes i amm,i really need clear signs.Alots of tension today in class,because of what happened yesterday during soccer.Its really sadd laa 5 years of friendship..i'm really sad.

Nevermind.
I'll remember everything you said.

Black Sheep

I really dont feel like blogging but i got lots to say actually.
School is more and more of a headach everysingle day.
About today's match,i was so disappointed and really heart broken,how could you brothers just break your friendship like this?over what? a fucked up comment and a foul?.Why laa,i'm just so sadd.
The RC guy was a really nice guyy afterall.
5 periods of maths can be really funn if you actually DO the work.
How?
I really need some help.
And for goodness sake! my face is not white and i dont put powder on it,thats just sick!
Its called aura(:

100%


Hmm,i thought i had alot to blog when i clicked on this page.Once i think i about it,i really just don wanna write down my thoughts and whatnots here,maybe the novelty of blogging is wearing off.
Supposed to be at that Hong's house with all of them watching the finals but i guess now i'm stuck at home with no intrest of watching the finals at all.Its not that i can't go but.
I really dont like what i'm feeling these past few days,so confusin.
Or
Could be the result of watching a Taiwanese love serial the whole of the week :P

A pirate

Stop lying to yourself and go on les,what are you trying to prove with these dreams of whatnots.
Runnining in a maze built for Alice in wonderland and chasing a white hamster down a drain.
Stop confusing yourself and go on,live on.

'Sides,thers plenty more treasure out there.

Missing number


I see other having different lives,really different than when i knew them and when i see that i really am envious.
Being stuck is really pathetic.
Its not the money or the freedom,that i CAN have but its the oppotunity and people to do it.
What is this.
nah,you just realize that people really can do alot better without you,maybe better than when they were with ya.
what is this thing.\

Buttons


Wow,this ghostwhisperer show is really good stuff really!,apart from the sad cory parts.
So i din go to skool today,who cares,i gotta mc finally cos i went to the doctor the previous night.
I tell you the clinic was like hell so many people and it was like so clustrophobic,i really couldet wait to go.so,when it was time to leave i wanted to run home cos i really felt nausea and all that,but so i puked my ass off near my house drain,what the hell mann!,Sadistic people would really love puking right?.
Today is laulau's birthday,finally the idots birthday and i dont feel well enough to beat em up.
Went to Taste of Thailand for dinner with the 16 of us,i really had alot of funn even tho i couldent taste the food and drinks and had a headache.
But then they were goin to a chalet to drink and enjoy and strip polker but i could not go laa,omg if i were well...
Nvm next chance is next friday in mike's chalet,Somesortta last enjoyment thingy i think.I'm so gonna make all those assholes drunk and puke everywhere and i'm gonna have a good night sleep.whaha!
Ahks till next time
Oh,i love Pussycatdolls!

Buttons


Wow,this ghostwhisperer show is really good stuff really!,apart from the sad cory parts.
So i din go to skool today,who cares,i gotta mc finally cos i went to the doctor the previous night.
I tell you the clinic was like hell so many people and it was like so clustrophobic,i really couldet wait to go.

Paul Onehill!

I dont really think i can blog noww,my room fills really hott and cramped and hot and crowded right now.or maybe my head can explode.
Goin shop just now was like walking into hell.
Saw TKD,miss that.
Din go to skool today,most of the day i just slept and lied ard.really dont wanna go to skooll tomorrow.
Singapore idol looks happening.
what summor...
oh yea i feel so sick;P

I need
-New belt
-New shoes
-Buckle
-Tattoo on my wrist
-somone with wings

Ambigious


I really really did not wanna go to skoool today.Whole body was tired and my throat was like numb.
At first the morning was like damn gloomy but then people cheered my ass up and all that so i was ok for the rest of the day,and wow! 5 periods of MATHS!,be surprised cos i did the work mann.
Tomorrow i'm not commin to skool cos Mrs yee and mdm nair came to class today and caught my hair,like what the fuck is wrong with it?theres so many people in skool with hair longer than mine so whyy the fuck do you have to catch mine?Stupid jealous bastards must have complained to them,motherfuckers.
So i'm not goin to skool tomorrow cos even if i did i would be sent home so what the flow.
Gonna watch the match at 3 am which is germany and italy!
I'm hopeing germany would get their asses outta the world cup.
Now that brazil lost and i lost 5 bucks.
I tell you,Brazil was bought laa,you see in the dying minuits of the game the fricking keeper should have kept on pumping the ball up for the strikers and not to the defenders to fricking pass it ard in their own half!
Then that Ze Roberto still hadd time to go and talk to the ref and all that! what the cow!
Sadd laa but i really think Brazil was bought for the match,Fuck.

Oh!good news tho,this parliment people liked our SYF script or somthing and they want us to perform 19 shows or somthing and we'll be PAID!,So cool mann.
That if the cast wants to perform and i'd be dissappinted of they did not.I think some of them really dont know how to Treasure things.
Speaking about treasure..Reffering to some people who really really dosent know how to.So sadd.
Ah ks,i'm gonna eat
Bye shaggy Asses.

Open up with your sunlight

I'm finally free for my com now.
Woke up earlier than i wanted to and cycled my ass to the ahtong field which looked like the sahara desert from any angle.
We played with the team from Christ church,is it a church or a school?well all were cheena.
The match was awesome with us conceeding a goal then fighting back to a score of 4-2!
The match was extremely funn and i played exactly how i wanted to..not just staying in the mid but running up for assistance and to attack,hahas i ran up so many times but still did not score mann,but nearly did.
In the last few mins,they scored a goal but was offside,then all went away from the field left cheehong and me.One feller there told all of us to fuck off so cheehong became hot hahas so funny.So they scold here and there blabla.Stupid people no fairplay.
Then stil couldnot rest but needed to go back 400 plus train;P
Nothing to say about that.
Then finally came home about 3 the bath and made maggimee cos my throat hurts like hell.
Supposed to play street soccer but crazy!i think i'm sick already laa! i'm not answering their calls.I'm goin to sleep!
Stupid world cup
Stupid france<-arrogant dicks
Not gonna watch world cup anymore mann.
ok bye laa,i wanna sleep;P