New Beginnings(prequel)

Ah well!,its been a few months eh?
So much has happened since the last and its all well in the past now so no use bloggin about it and all.
On holiday's now so life's good even though i'm still adapting to everchanging happenings in life.
Ooh! i got a grandtotal readership of ONE!Cheers Stephen you get to win a prize! but i don't know what it is yett;P
I'll be bloggin more next year and hopefully i'll post up more pics of my baby!
Byebye-

Dear God.

This is a Tribute to my dear brother.

Miki(Tor.nothing) 1989-2008





Maybe i don't wanna say anything else or i can't.
Staying strong.But i feel so damn sick.

???

Hoii!

4 more hours!
i'm gonna mis my room and everything else for a month!
I wanna thank All those people!
I'll leave them as those people for now(:
Chin chow!

Stay.

2 more days to ROC

My mom just asked me if i were scared to go but i just said no.Even tho the place is quite notorious for people dyin and stuff i would not say that i was not afraid.More of excited.Hey Taipei for shopping! Whose complaining!? hahas
So the past few days have really gone by pretty fast with my seasons of smallville to get me by!
I really don't know why i got the sudden addiction to smallville mann,the mor ei watch the more i get hooked,the story and the characters are very well created.Uh-huh.
Maybe because i can relate to it,Not that i have superpowers or anything!(none tha i would tell yall niways! ha!)

Can't say that i'm more happy about this new change of scene for me,seeing things from the backstage,not being the main cast anymore,metaphorically,Although its more lonely than ever,we all learn from new things.

Hmm hmm.

Well i can't sa i haven't learnt much in the past few months,its more of an overload yah,so..i'll be back!
(:

Superman.

For the love of writing/typing i shall blog!

You know i'd never tell anyone if i were in pain.It occured to me that as the months pass by lesser and lesser people know me anymore,suddenly i had no one to call when i wanted to go eat or something.
You'd also know thats theres alot that wants to be said but cannot right here.

so...

ROC Taiwan 6thApril-7thMay2008!
Wish me luck(:

Birthday with the moon.

Ah well,so i've turned 19 in the most boring but interesting fashion.We were in the thick of duty and when my sgts found out they were like "Aiya!,Wy din you remind us!Damn sorry mann!"
They wanted to do the wole pizza and cake thingy in camp after which i would be at the mercy of the platoon! heh.
But but although it was the most uneventful birthday of my life i had time to think about things.
Today i went stright to granma's house and its was granma's curry and birthday celebration with cake'n'beer!
I thank my family for that.(:
I realized how long i haven't actually seen my family and relatives mann..wow.
And also that people actually forget you when you weigh that last year you got more well-wishes and this year i only got a handful.Be thankfull still eh?

So moral of the story....Enjoy what you have fellow people!
Bah enough of this sentimental shit!
bye!

Blinding lights

Its been a long time since i got sick so i tihnk i deserved it cos i cursed myself!How stupid eh?
On duty for the last few weeks and this week i had to get the flu!,i haven't seen my fam or friends inna long while and the thing is..the peeps in camp are thhe best but sometimes you need a real change of scenery cos you just feel like stabbing people you see for too long aye?
Ope!
Suppertime,continue later!

The Leap Years!

Hoii!
I think i wanna bann myself from clubbing till i'm 21!First time goin in at night and comming out and its daytime!I swear i wanted to shoot myself.
Supposed to have met them now but i'm still at home and no one had called me so i tihnk i'll like slack and watch movies later or somthin heh.
Parents went to watch leap years today!how cool huh?
Mom was complaining that the show was for younger kids and their too old and then went to say that they prefer to watch spidermann or ironman!!How contradicting eh?
Goin back to camp tomorrow.
Somone told me that girls these day can't really be trusted eh..forgot who.Well not all of them are,i take a different approach.Its what people do,not what they are.

Hah!I'm being interupted cos she asked me to watch dirty dancing!lawl!
BYE

Excess Baggage.

Touchdown today at 7am yo.
Back in one piece finally after 2+- weeks of totally new experiences in the country of brunei.
Well well,lots of stuff did i learn about things concerning myself and life.
Now its countdown to ROC Taiwan in April and thats like 4 weeks away!,quite excited to go there as we'll all be united there less our det comm.
I feel very different ya know,thats all i wanted to say.Quite the bore eh?
Exciting stuff to come!

Picture Perfect-

Can you say TENSION PARTYY?
My Buddy just called me and told me that my flight is tonight and now he's given me stress cos its tomorrow what!
So i called mel and he also said tomorrow!
Wha.what a stunt mann.

Aye! i'm bald again,its like a everywhere bald but with a mowhawk on the top..its ugly and it wasent my idea.Whole BN had to have that hairstyle.
Went out yesterday night and ate at this cool place and watch Mr Todddd with the rest.
Feb Peoples birthdays!
Good to see em getting on fine with life,realy good for em.Can't say so for some people tho.
Hmm Bye!

I don't wanna care about you anymore.

AHHHHHhhh...
Finally things are less hectic.
Total hrs of sleep from last fri to today :5 hrs total.
Soy you can see that by that i'm preety tired now.
The house visits,mahjong,card games,money,bakua,beer,not sleeping.!!
What a CNY it's been!
well its 3 more days to flight-day and i say i'm quite nervous about goin on this trip,also abit excited cos i'm gonna be away from singapore for a while and i've been wanting that for a while.
I wanna be away from all the people,the family,the friends,the problem and such.
Its always bad to run away but sometimes you just need to breathe a little.
I won't expect anyone to call me at that time cos this seems to be happening to me alot.I guess people forget,well i can't blame them.

But theres something i really wanna give up from!
How do you cure love?,cos i wanna blast that nasty fucking shit outta my system.
Chemotherepy cann?

Ooh,valentines day is comming up.But i don't really have any plans at all cept for T2 at night.
So be merry and whatsoever(:
goodbye!

Green.

I'm lousy at packing!,thats whyy i'd prefer throwing everything into the dufflebag and prolly suffer if i din bring anything impt heh.
Time left to camp from house -6.15am
Time back from there-12.30pm
How stupid mann.
They gave us this Bn shirt to wear and it seriously looks likes ptoot mann!,and whats more i was wearing black jeans and black shoes so i was wearing all black on the chinese new year celebration!.
Niways it was boring cept for the yusheng part,mel was a psyco and started throwing the damn thing around!wha i laughed so damn hard mann!.
So its now till T2 on Thurs!
Gonna slack around home till a soul remembers me and calls me out!
Lots to do lots to do!(:

Misery Business

Ohh the post below is so nice.
Quite true ya.

Niiways,just back from hangin out,back home yesterday and i say that my dad got his ears pierces and a new tattoo!WHY o WHY din he bring me along!Must be trying to relieve his good ole days hahahas.
next week's packed with more outfield's as the enemy,how boring..
At least there's leaves on CNY for that.Gonna parta hard till i leave singapore for two trips!
aiight,i'm tired and thats all you'll get(:

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Almost easy.

Life sucks sometimes.

No i'll never know the taste of sweetness.
I'll never know why my mom loathes me and loves my brothers.
I'll never get over all the stress.
I'll never know why i sometimes prefer never having to return home.
I'll never see why i get 3 Extras even tho i did not do anything wrong withe the officer.
I'll never know how i can prove myself.
But..
I try my best,never knowing if it'll be enough.

Almost easy.

Stranger things have happened.

What i've learnt today:

Its been ages since i stayed at home the whole day(irritating my lil brother)(Bullying him)making food for myself,watched tv.Generally being lazy.

Ages since i went for prac and surprisingly my skill is still there.

I realize i cringe at the sight at mixed couples.

Love being the last one to sleep at night cos then i'll have everything to myself.

My punctuality is improving(or so i think)

I don't really spend mich anymore(Espicially when theres no Topman store anywhere within 1 km)

I wanna see so many people i havent
And...
I would like tot talk to someone.

You can see by that,how long i've been living in a cave.People like us need time to sit back watch the stars and analyze our lives before we could ever come up with a plan.Right?
Byebye(:

Long Road To Ruin.

Aye!
Oh its the new year folks.
So i just feel that the old is out and all the new is commin in,old friends have forgotten but new ones are already made,buddies have gone onto different paths and we all are not on the same beat anymore but there's always the chance of a gathering.
Tho you may not be in the lives of others like you so very used to,get used to the fact that your independant now.

Woot!
My course is over and my goodness how very fun were the sumEX and an awesome live fireing!
In less than one month it's off to Brunei and in a blink i'll be goin to Taiwan!
I'm sure its gonna be a busy year ahead and it would pas just as fast as the previous one did.
All my memories,pain,happiness all life behind but tho i'd take some with me just for souviner,just like how anyone would wear their scars proudly.

Alas to those i've not seen in ages,i'm sorry.
No one wants to date an Armyboy would they?
Chins

No..
Everything starts to suck just about when i get home from camp.
So i start to ask why and so and such question but it just tuns out that a side of me actually prefers to live away from the usual.

Thats all for now(: