Did not go to skool today!
Slacked thru the whole day,worst still i did not have a book to read wasted..i got coke and all that ready but no book.
Gonna borrow it tomorrow
Chao:)

What a bloody fun and interesting day today!
So it started off i woke up and found that my bro took the wrng contacts to skool so i called him and he came back to exchange,so that ment that i was late for TOR match against one team.
so i came there,warmed up and everythin then went to play wowo first half 6 i tihnk we scored six:)
i played midfield today instead of left back or stike.So we played and played so happyily then half time.
Khai and mor said i improved alot hahas what only whee!
Second half started then i kelong abit hahas but i fake two feller at the same time WOW damn shiok hahas.
So they socred one after a while,tyco..:P
then one feller said huii handball but he never so the feller scolded him and huii scolded back then suddenly all come sia wow.
Then this fat feller came wanna jio me then zen then huii all come one on one wtf mann,then i turn and saw huii like surrounded by the people and the fat feller,pushing puchin then the fat feller slaped and punched huii suddenly mann,wow shocked then i went in and help abit.whalao the other team people see us small sia wanna eat us.
then one feller say huii wanna play gang then they also play so after that police come and screen only nothing badd.
Then i kana one chest pain..dunno why suddenly kana man!so pain sia felt like fainting dunno is run too much or the other team poeople hitted me or what.
so we walked to coffee shop lol zen carried my half of the way there hahas
after eating i felt alot better then talked cocked then they said to go under one block to talk to their people about huiis prob.
Talked and talks aiyo bunch of gina there so lame.then huii went to call TH come settle for him so when he came wth his people they were not there aiyo..
hum mann
so they talked and talked then the fellers father came down to talk for his sons,then the father called the zhong of ST to tell about this prob,then talked talked then they all went home after that,the fat feller din even come down lame sucker.
Butwhat was interesting is that during the settlement talk there was a accident there mann!a car banged the tree then wow so loud i think the people there only got minor injuries hahas they wanna go talke toto munber or what mann damn funny the accident quite scary also so near to us one of the passengers head was bleeding i think.
Then huii came back after they settled then we all went home at 4 pluss
while cycling home one taxi suddenly just hit the curb then goin to crash into the tree but turned back onto the road!wow i was quite shocked mann!
lol i think by now you are bored of reading already ahahs super long entry.
talking to ms Eng now hahas
Gonna go bath and makan okays caio:)

First of all,it was my fault to argue with her,the worst thing that i want to do is argue with a teacher,and worst than that is that i aruged even tho i know i was clearly wrong..only that kind of argument will make my throat pain and eyes water..haiz,somtimes i wish i can just change.
So many probs today,first is zen prob with TW then mine with the teacher then after that seans prob,these so called gangsters hah! just small gina to me laa ok,in skool what prob you can find?playing soccer then wanna punch people of course will be angry,then what you think we're all saints issit,nvm laa let them touch one of us again.i only respect a few of these gangsters from my skool a few,these guys got cool and principals,they know when to do what they need to do and not make trouble.ah nvm..
Went to play street soccer after the street soccer tournament in skool,i rode ch bike cos i was broke like shit that i couldent pay bus fare.after playing like crap that i din even score anything,i walked my ass home from kathib,i felt like walking..to think or some shit..it helped alot
Duno ah
Tomorrow got match at kathib field there vs some older people,please i don wanna fight.
Playing strike hahas stress.nvm i'm gonnas play 100% tomorrow.

Everythings go different now,i dont know what to do anymore

Hm,not much things today.
Wait lemme remember what happened today..
Ah kkz,went skool so so on time..teaches had a photo taking so we did some crap in the parade square,veron showed us some book on smoking,all the bad points and all that hahas.
Understand laa that she cares for us lol so funny shee,suaku kuku bird.
Boring in class.
After skool,mor zen and chee hong came ma house to slack aboit then went back to skool for eldds,haiz super boring laa eldds..the people there like no use..so i wasted time there,then at 6 plus went to canteen to meet them again,they said the northview people nv came to play match LOL,luckily i din go down..thurs maybe playing against zanhong lol,gonna own their asses.
Then slacked ard then played ss abit then they went my house then went to find owen and his friend to makan.
Now to Sweetness girl:P:lol saw you only after skool i tihnk during cheer then after her cheer also...she went to splash alot of water on me and saying some nonsense things hahas,crazy person already she became,Din wanna take pic with her cos she so smeelly hahas no laa jokin,then after that she pang seh me and went home:)Nicee?

I wants to change already,no more feeling the same for one person for a long time..it spoils my mood and my days.haiz..

Just watched de news,turns out that the contacts solution i'm using causes some infection of the cornea and all that so i'm not gonna use it anymore,oops having headach now!...omg...

Maybe wearin specs to skool tomorrow..scared ar! eyes you know.
went to skool late today.din want to come early also..came then went up to bio class,fricking funny..describing of flower's private parts again hahas,not bad skool today.
Went to ss clas after skool,super boring.
Went to verons house after that,then we went to eat new yourk pizza then sent her home,me mor and zen went to meet chee hong:) lol then lepak abit then went home:)
My eyes are pain;P
Anyone wanna gimme their eyes?

Ah..about this mornings CIP at AMK simply fucked.
Argued with the people there more than once.

After that headed to mor's house with zen and veron,then we played some cards hahas,heart attack,poliece and thief and all that childish games but it was fricking fun,then veron went home adn kai came then yx also came,it was damn funn:)

Yestderday was more fun,went for street soccer then ate at the coffee shop,met verons bigger sis,wow...so impressive.
Then went to zens house the park to talk talk and relax,wow..really relieveing and fun.
Then did some excerises at 11 plus;P then soccer soccer abit then reached home ard 12mn.
It was super fun..the things we talked about and all the probs and advices.who says guys cant give them;P

Tomorrow goin for zens birthday party at his house:)
sounds funn!

Don't pity and dont screw with me.

Haiz,we lost again today
All the matches.
Dint want to play properly cos my leg was damn pained fuckin kili arsehole.
my team was damn screwed up,i wished i could be in mor or owens team man..wasted.
Then after that cheering session in de hall we went to np to makan then those gals wanted to take neoprint with us so we just went ah,cannot say no;P
Then after some chaos went home.
Goin play street soccer laters

feeling super lost and not found.

OH

What did i do today..
Oh yeah,went skool on time.
Mood was super low today
Leg pained
Ankle injured
Arms hurt
Stomach hurt
Headach
Bio lesson was damn fun,mr mak was explaining the sexual parts of a flower to the class with respect to a humans LOL,damn funny.
ss test today.
Watched history vid on the fall of communism,not badd.
After that..nothing much then went home to sleep.
Tomorrow's sports fiesta so maybe i'm playing soccer.

I need some chocolate

Tired/

Super tired and super low mood today.
Lessons were not badd,quite slacked again.
After skool went home with a whole group of peoples invading my house lol,
then some went to 400+ to buy stuff then mor and zen stayed behind and then we went down to meet them when they come back,and then went to skool for Sean's team Vs ToR
Haiz..10-4..
I scored one okay
damn gay man,now my ankel is super pained andall that.
Went to np to makan briyani with Tors then went home ard.
yeah..not too bad..

Fourteenth febuary twothousandsix

Okays..This is not going to be a long post.
"Not a bad day"
Got some chocs and cards from friends.
Lessons were super laxed and funn.
went to J8 for some lunch.
Me and mor went to kathib to meet zen and slowly alot of people came,alvin,amrit,YX,zen..we all talked together and lepak at the place,very nice scenery to think about stuffs,talked and talked till ard 9 plus then left for home,alvin tompanged me home cos i would have to take two buses haha,treating him drink tomorrow ar.

I lost somthing today and i never ever want to look for it again fullstop

OMG

Damn gay..
You know when you always get screwed up around the girl you like..yeah...
Today class was super boring,more than 5 periods free hah,slacked alot and other lessons were boring,after skool went to meet zen and then went to makan..then suddenly henry ng came out sia,luckily i help zen hide it hahas,gayness,then went to skool for skool team match,i played second half and left back,supposes to play strike but then give them play laa..if not they all talk,played like crap..dint care ar.so bored.
I wanna play a real match soon damn leg itchy,ankle pain also now,haiz..why like that.
Tomorrow's valentines day wow.
Damn gay..
Pretending not to love.

Shit

I want to feel like shit now.
Feeling like i can never study.
So fake and useless
Never been trusted for much.
Not even the guts to tell her but just watch her drift away.
Os seem so impossible.
I don't wanna watch her go..help me.
This spot in hell his where i belong

Wowness

So for the descretion that i did not know what the hell i typed yesterday...

Fri was a great day mann..went to watch the o level result thing.quite meaningful all those years the people put in and finally realesed form the system.good fer them
After that took a cab to Verons house and sorry we couldent stay yea.
Went to verons house and did some gambling!at first i won about 10 bucks but then slowly i lost then gained about 4 dollars hahas no win no lose.then we lau yi sheng,it was super fun!HUAT AR
it also tasted wonderful.
Chilled fer a while then proceeded to the airport,took a bus there and then after we found the group we ate bk with nelle and ms elieen ong and ms engs mom and aunty i think,she bought us drinks,like 20 or 30 drinks mann hahas,could we that she was damn sad really,like upset about somthng..haiz..hope she'll be happy over there and i wish her health and prosperity.and i miss her.
On to other things,some dick form sec 3 said we scared ms eng off and made her angry that she left us,that is totally not true and he his gonna get it on monday.bloody dick.

Yesterday(sat) went with mor owen bla bla to buy valentines gifts for their signnificant others hahas,damn funny trip.they love bullying me man whalao.or is it i love being bullied haahs.
they bought their stuffs and then we went to get our jersyfrom sean! woohoo it was super nice but my shirt is quite bigg..hmms nevermind,then went to my seafood restaurant to lau yi sheng and makan seafood!ate some really power food and then went home and sleept fast cos i was super tiered mann.
Went to np with zen to buy stuffs and saw sean and gang at mac so we hung ard and bought happy meals hahas,talked talked then i went to chong pang!
I tell you,i dont quite like chong pang..:P
bought my contacts and got broke then walked to the bustop and then home where i slacked till time to go chruch.
Tomorrow's skool and woo,bring it.
We are memories,without them we equal nothing
..love...

She told me..

Ahks went to town with the group and did some valentine shoppinWEE
But not me,i did not buy anything for anyone oops..
Owen andveron bought somthing but arthur me and mor dint.
Sadness
i wanted to buy a shirt....29.90....in the end did not.. haiz..was a every nice shirt.
Had l0ts of gay shit fun and laughter.i enjoyed very much.but no so the idea of valentines day...hmm..nevermind..
after that went to lo hei with ma family.and eat some great seafood! woohoo,father bought a bottle of heinekin beer for me wahahas,drank it all upp,food was great and all that yeah!
Maybe goin out tomorrw.
Sorrow still sank deep

Now...

Now i will say somthing.
So you think you should always be a nobody and not speak out when people do wrong to you?
No,i was excatly like this last time but with the friends i've met i learned to stand up for myself and for others who can't when people do wrong to them or anything unreasonable.
No i'm not talking about fighting or that shit its nonsense but to talk,i tell you i got a very good mouth that can speak very well and have silenced many teachers and people,i'm not saying this is right and i'm alos not proud of it but somtimes things you got to handel yourself nevermind the outcome of the situation.Friends like these have tought me to be more aware and self confident and not to just shutup,you may call them gangsters or whatever but i know them and their realy nice people who understand,take time to think and advise you and no we dont purposely do bad things is when stupid shits who,just because they think your small and wont fight back,disturb you and all that those are the dicks that suck balls,making their problem's other people's,HELL with them.

I don't hate or dislike anyone today
and my ankle is injured:)

Dot

Quite a funn day yea.
Did alot of pun stuff
wow
Me...Ambassador for the skool...WTH
what a wrong chioce to make..
But oh well.

After that went swensens for lunch,i had chiken woots,dunno but felt quite left out there dunno why,then after that went to skool for some nonsense then met sean and gang for dinner:)
i'm super full

We ride together,we die together,Bad boys for life

Ah For the record:I was happy today:))

Bah who keeps the damn record?

Be thankful geeks.Cois others are suffering more than you.

Fiesta

Woots
Went to skool late today WE RAN AND THE AUNTIE CLOSED THE GATE ON US...so aunty THANK YOU!!.

We sunck up to class but om came and gave us an excuse form:)
i din fill it ard,i think i threw it away sorry!
not a bad day..went to help ms eng clear her dest after skool i got her car keys and played around with her car turning on the ignition and all that lame shits.
then wernt to MT b which was super lame.
then went to play street soccer with TOR until bout 8 we were talking cock under the void deck and all that then finally went home.hearing their stoires really made me feel...
i dont think i'm gonna do my dnt n ow ah...so tired...
sorry naz:))

You could not understand the hell i'm in only a few knows.

WOW

Today was not badd...despite being kicked whacked and slapped and hit and whacked on the ass my people (yes mostly girls)
Dunno i find that today i was hit alot...dont ask me..

Did crap in DNT lesson and sianed thru other lessons.
El was not badd..Ms engs last day in el.they screened the SYF show really nice to see our own show COOL


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STILL eating black food and dressing black for valentines:))

SCREW LOUSY TEACHERS AND SCREW BASTARD KIDS AND SCREW THE SYSTEM

Fuckin PIECES OF SHIT


Before i make it others problem
Its mine.

Problems

Whats a day of problems..
Started early in the morning right untill after skkool..Started my day with argueing with teachers and some assholes then to fights then to sianzations then to some stupid shit.
Tired mann..don feel like goin skool tomorrow but ah well..maybe it'll be fun.
Today's was Nelleke Engs last day wahaha she game us each cards and pegs so kind and toughtfull of her and we game her some body shop goodies wahaha,she nearly cried ah well theres still the airport to make her cry :)
Today's my MOM"S birthday WOOHOO,bought her a very nice cupp with myself ending up broke as hell but she liked it so whatever.
Celebrated yesterday already with our family ad relatives in a seafood dinner .
Cousin was complaining about some problems with people wanting to fight and all that blabla then today suayness.
Quite sad i couldent help my bros today mann haiz

I'm wearing black on valentines day:)

Woots

First things first:
I did not dress properly today:PPPP

I need to buy those vans slip ons man soon
Went to Neean poly today saw and was enlightened on some courses and all that there,the people there were okay quuite relaxed and cool also i saw many a preeetty ladies:))
talked to jules which i saw there she told me about her course mass comm which i AM interested innn quite nice actually but it would mean all my gifts in bio and comb sciences would go to waste...haiz..how?
so after that went to sakura in yis to makan and then met owen and greg to go to adelinas house but then we could not go so i just went home ard.

Many other things also happened today but ar,i'm tired:)

ONE WORD

Nothing.
nothing
nothing
haiz

Hiaz

Todya's a lousy day
ah wadever