Friday, September 30, 2005

WOW Another day screwed up by two Fuckers
i will use the word fuckers because i'm very much fickin angry and its justified anger

So....the start of my day was very much happy with me meeting owen and others to go bank in our hard erned money and go for some shopping WOHOO
so i bought brown bermudas and greg paid for it cos i need to wait for a day till my money could be used but they brought their bank books so they didnot need to wait
And we ate some pizza hut woo nicenice
After the shopping we went home but i met Zen and he dragged me to guis house
THIS WAS TO BE THE START OF MY SHITTY DAY
There was some stupid christian cell group meeting thingy and i got sucked in AND when me and zen saidd we were catholic the FUCKER SAID THAT CATHOLICS WERE EVIL,what the fuckin right does he have to say that?,me and zen were fuckin pissed as they said catholics were evil and fake and what every shit but we forgave them and went into the room while they did some stupid prayer thingy,and i say stupid cos it was stupid,they depend on god for everything!,thats not right man we should also put in work and pray to god equally to give us the strength and so on,i'm not a so called very holy person but i forgave them...
Then when me and zen were goin home again they said catholics were fake,i tried to grab his fuckin shirt thru the gate but the fucker was fast,oh how i wanted to break the gate down and beat him down man how i wanted!,zen was then fuckin angry and scolded the feller,i did not get too angry yet because i was just waiting for the other feller to say somthing because i gave him a chance and was just waiting for him to say somtihing so i could beat the fuck out of him,then zen scolded them sumore but i wanted to give them a piece of my mind but they did not deserve it,i wanted to say that they had no right to insult our religeon lke that as i never said anything about theirs and that i forgave them i fist time.......Zen went on to spit on their shoes and scold them without vulgarities i might add...we were controlling.....I mean what are the christian people teaching them?
Some of these people give a bad name to the christian faith man they recruit people into the christian faith like its for making new friends and all that,i mean their not even baptized,these people pull others out of their own religeon and into christianity what is this,people have a chioce...they go to movies dinner with people who they target to recruit in just to become their friends and get them tojoin the religeon
FUCKING HYPOCRITIES
I"M SO ANGRY NOW

TO BE CONTINUED
ARGH

Tuesday, September 27, 2005

It took one thing,to screw up my day
Nevermind the ignorance i think i'm fuckin used to that already or maybe not since i'm talking about it
Then i see people with all kinds of problems,really bad ones,then theres the people in l0ve,and i'm so left out
Then in the class i'm a drifter not belonging to eithers side(s) or maybe no boday wants me,i think i talked to like 3 people really at most today real talk not that small talk shit,when did it start getting this bad?i used to get along with everyone and then theres backstabs.
I think i don't know anyone anymore,back to the making friends part again or am i getting crazy''
Then at the end of the day i was damn pissed at her,she was so fake! obviously!i could have laughed my ballz off if i wasent too busy being pissed at her.
Some people just want to hang out with the cool people,thats not what i want now

Screw this i'm gonna fuckin turn up my loud angry music and hope its blows my brains out

Monday, September 26, 2005

So boring
No life
Everything was sucked out
Violently

Friday, September 23, 2005

Woo,i'm finally looking foreward to tomorrow!
and yes its not skool,not by a longshot
SENTOSA
WOO
AND N"S ARE A WEEKS AWAY
cool right
its Owen birthday on tues gonna whacked like hell haha
nothing much to say haha
Woo
Woo

Thursday, September 22, 2005

I wrote a very nasty and nice entry but it got Fucking screwed up by blogger

So i'll summerize

EVERYTHING SUCKS
YOU SUCK TOO

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

As everyday passes its so pain
damn pain
i had a dream in the afternoon:it made me damn sad
pain.

So am i still waiting?

Monday, September 19, 2005

hmm...

Listenting to The Ataris right now
they damn nice man espically the vocals and lyrics,i heard some of their songs somwhere
Wanna buy story of the year's CD man sounds really goodie

Wo...today i was late but not late cos i went on time but sat at the late comeers place but i went away without signing any slips man,i diden't give a damn man
got my chem mcq results quite oka,16,jason lim said i did good and might me the top in chem hah
Sorry to the people i beat,don't be sad
i'm saying sorry because i think i partly don't deserve it cos i did not study chem one bit and got highest and people who did got lower marks,wow just remembered that this have a connection with what the priest said in mass on sunday man,a vineyard many went to get workers and agreeded to pay them 1 dollar for their work so he went out to find workers in the morning and got some workers....fast foreward the story abit....at the 11th hour(almost midnight and end of day)he also hired workers,but at the end of the day paid all of then i dollar for the work,the workers that worked form morning complained cos they worked the whole day and got 1 dollar but the people who got hired last and worked for an hour got paid the same and the vineyard man said
"don't complain about my generosity" and some other profound thingys
but just now i realised...my situation was similar to the parable wow...what could it mean man?...tell me..

so did almost nothing today...haha come to think of it...no lessons at all today wow...slack totally man
till tomorrow..

Saturday, September 17, 2005

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Thursday, September 15, 2005

Boring..

Been listening to kanye west and abit of electric songs now
i tell you kanye west is bananans
Today did my DnT paper,quite guity cos i didnot study much,seriously no mood

I'm not well yet,i still can't taste and smell and hear properly*(pity me)
i need to buy that damn rocking black and white jacket man,like the one brendan flowers from the killers wore to the VMAS DAMN~!

Hm,maybe i just need to be more friendly with more people cos recently i'm like if you don't even look at me much less talk to me why the hell should i go to talk to you when you don't even give a shit?,and then you say i don't care or proud or whatever the hell
screw that

I watched FF7 Advent Children and IT ROCKED BALLZ!,super super awesome graphics and cool fightin moves and great storyline and sephiroth coming back in the end!? damn damn awesome
FF7 was the single best FF in the series call me a nerd:p

Dunno what i should do tomorrow
the call of the drums is strong man,i need to play them

Saturday, September 10, 2005

Drugs

Sickness is a depressing thing
i havent studied
i havent eaten much
i havent did anything usefull today
can't sleep
can't eat
can't anything

somtimes weekends suck,and this is one of the somtimes
i shall go eat chocolate cookies cos i don't give a shit about my sore throat

Friday, September 09, 2005

Trashed

This would almost be counted as a perfect day
except for my sore throat and loss of voice,it really sucked

7am:wake up bath and meet owen for soccer match at skool:so i met the feller and went with skool shoes*,which i'm not su[osed to if i had boots which owen could not find but all was well when zen cycled to yu hangs house to get them for me WOO! boots!
so we played a while in the volleyball court before wearing our gear and heading to the field
i tell you man we had such and fun and tireing time man serious
overall i scored 2 goals which i think was good but not too good because they were asisted
was damndamn fun at the same time tiring as hell
so at 12 we finally finished and were damn tired and hungry by then,chatted with mrs indra and mdm nair for a while there then the bloody mor don wanna tompang me to np
so i took bus with them
but we din eat at the food court with them but went to eat the 900+ laksa which was heaven as well as hell at the same time but thats a good combo
iwent home and bathed my ass away then when i was just about to sleep..that owen called me to go play pool man
by that time i have lost my vioce already
they needed a safra card so what the hell
mor also came
we played till 6++ then left
tomorros plan?
go figure

people who think the whole damn world revolves around them really fuckin sucks man
its like i wanna make them see that but their like little children

damnit i need long hair to be confident..

exams seriously sucks,imagine a world without any..people could just work as they wanted
i screwed up my n'level ss like shit..
In deep shit

Tuesday, September 06, 2005

Fucked up

I swear to yall man today was the worst day in my life
First i woke up with sore throat and my last strepsil fell and broke into pieces
believe me that was the tip of the iceburg
test time ss
i went in the hall hapilly and horribly realized i did not bring my entry proof nor my wallet
and so had no money to buy another proof so i borowed money from ronald the kind soul
bought my proof and went to do the fricking exams which i was already half and hour late for
and because of that i was so depressed in the hall trying frickinly to do the paper as well as i can and trying to motivate myself
Another jinx,all the things i studied for did not come out except for merger and sep and also that was horrible as i did not study the external conflict part and it fucking came out!
two questions summore!
i did depressingly and went on to do the SBQ which i also screwed up by not finishing the last question
What have i done to deserve this
Jinx #3.went to play soccer and missed manymany goals man and screwed up and one more bad luck the ball got rammed into my side of my head courtosy of alfian and i could not hear for a minuit and had ear pains what the hell
Jinx#4.i went home and thought i was safe from everything when the maggi mee i was cooking burnt in the pot!omgosh
i had to cook another two then what the suayness

God must be eating popcorn in a couch and lauging at my stupidity man i swear
hope tomorrow will be better but i really have a sinking feeling
you've got to be the best

Sunday, September 04, 2005

Before the Shitstorm

A Few more hours before tomorrows n'level exams
sunday started with chruch with eric and step,then played pool with wtep and i might add i owened him in pool.After that was CS we thrashed the noobs there damn cool
got home and bathed then started studying for tuesdays ss exams
studying 4/7 chaps...quite afraid that none will come out
nvm tho
havent even the start of exams and i'm bored of it already oh no...
i need somone to lean on
really
Muse is a really good band
i should download more songs
Cherrio

Friday, September 02, 2005

What boringness

On the verge of getting my arse to start studying my ss for tuesday
3 chaps i'm gonna cover
thats quite alot supposingly i got lucky and studied one chap for prelims and it came out
i think my lucks just about going to run out
or maybe just begin:)
so just somthing i'm gonna clear my mind about

Groupies
theres rise in number of person who like and idolize punk-pop/rock bands like for example Green Day
Nothing against greenDay which there say is the grandaddy of punk but i beg to differ,the grandaddies of punk rock supposly are the sex pistols ramones and somesuch made punk and the way punk is right now GreenDay is just the grandaddy of punk pop now and these assholes fucktards say of there so great they music rock i want to wear eyeliner omg! they make me sick
Green Day just succomed to main stream radio music,why havent all they songs from albums way back been played on radio before?
too hardcore?
yes
now its punk pop
makin it suitable for everyone and whatever and these people who are like posers man they say their punk and all that dressing with they stud belt purposly worn low,and for your info when i wear my stud belt,i wear it all the way not to show people that i;m wearing it but just wearing it as an expression same as wearing black and goths and some such,they dont wear black and all those shit for to look cool it is all an expression you asses not to fricking look cool same and baggy clothes and whatever
Some people just wanna fit in trends and all that,i knowcos i myself once did but i felt that it was not for me
And i espically hate girls in all their nonsense act cuteness to TyPe LiKe ThIs An ItReAlLy LoOkS like crap man,do they have so fricking much time?
its fun for a while but really sick man
I really Dispise people who take good bands like green day and at a snap say they worship greenday and all that shit manjust because they relate to their songs and all that,i mean what are you goin through?,everybodays goin thru the same fricking thing man,break ups,family probs,outside probs,whatever probs you have with your self
WE ALL CAN RELATE!
this things make me not wanna accioate with these bands anymore man but i want cos the music is good but the people really suck
saying "oh i love green day oh i simple rawks i'm cool BLAH BLAH fricking BLAH"
what the hell
Music is an expression So is clothes and styles
don be a Hypocrite

So atfer listening to my argement i hopeyou understand and not think i'm not a hypocrite too

Yall should listen to Electrico man smoothe sounds originals music
avant garde and indies woohoo hot!

Night bored people

Thursday, September 01, 2005

Teachers Ay!

Woo
What a Kick-Ass day with my aunties and cuzzins man
first it was moive the Maid was fricking scary man serious i was like holding my hat to my face haha
was a record man We occupiedTHE WHOLE FRICKING ROW MAN fourteen tix alltogether man so long the guy poor tihng tearing it so long haha then alot of people waiting behind..then summore goin in to the cenima we take photo putside all haha paiseh bt fun la haha like tourists sia
then after that we went coffee shop to markan shoikz
then after that went bowling man woo!
i thrashed them!
133 was my first score hahaz
then i learned hook ball from my bro power haha
beat my cousin in pool(althought i quite lost)
they ordered wine all man haha
we all played bowling even my amachi(grandmomma) she terror man know how to play good
then after long hours of playing we play rounders in a tennis court damndamn fun then after that go to AI for some food again haha
making fun of the tamil people all haha
making russel peters jokes all haha
climbing fence all into buildings fun
then after that 9 plus already!
headed home
very fun
should i pon skool tomorrow?
feel like man
i wanna buy a handbag haha
gayness and shoes and jaket and clothes damnit
night!
OH YA!
i caught miss eng red handed in J8 today!
haha shopping for shoes sia!
she so paiseh muhahaha
aiyo
nights!