Speech Dei

wo zhai neng zhai ni ze bian

Woo.wad at tiring day today....
As predicted i woke up with a bad headach and too a cold shower cos of da heat,but i couldent sleep in the night cos i kept thingking if things.....
another sleepless night
so in da morning i was walking to skool and saw amirah so i walked with her and sat wid her cos none of her gang waz dere den bla blA BLA
lol i think i'm a STAGE JUNKIE...i mean i get a kick of adrenaline from acting dere and i love it hahaz,i'm wierd,no more stage fright,i wad like lauging cos of the lack of it the nervousness
Freak alert
Saw alot of old faces today...i miss them ar,we were like almost together everyday them poom they left so sad..
Eldds did great today,but i did not feel the feeling i got on that day...nvm at least i got a rush
So i did not watch de whole of speech day so sad man..
After ALL of that we went to swensons with some eldds peoples,i did not wanna go coz i was really really sick but just went along ar..
after ALL that too we went to gregs house and there was no electricity so blah
Madness
Saw an old friend in da bus but she did not reconize me...but she told my friend to say hello to me?,that very wierd la ...
So went home at last to rest and heard the song i miss you by blinkoneeightty two..alot of memories
Oh ya i'm sick
it sucks i can't sing i can't dance hahaz
Qing tian

Sickindamind

Wow its like everyday i wake up with a headach but today i had no more sore throat thanks to my momma
i slept for mt period cos was damn tired after yesterdats marathon sports,played bball after skool then went home and stright away went to TKD,damn if i don't go and teach the other clubs then i cannot convert...but its so hard becoz of skool mus try to go and convert to black
rest of the lessons was fun cos we're always up to nonsense the group of us hahaz nobodyknows
i really am scared of the mid year exams,havent been studying well after syf and really scared of subjects like maths....okay mainly maths ...cos i failed first term,crap
Bio period we went to comp lab but shit la i cannot use the comps cos my stupid account cannot work and de teachers won't help me:p
so i just wandered around doing nothing,sianzation
den me mak ask me to turn off the mains cos lesson was over den when i turned it off tat bugger was angry at mua,aiyo...comp also wanna get angry donno wad u are la,if u wan an apology then can,i have less ego:P
Well that spoiled my mood and so i went home
Many things happened in eldds lately,dunno why they were so angry over the thing of cutting the sec ones
You have to see the bigger picture,the lousy script,the unpolished acting...seriously i thought it was bad and did not wanna see it up there but i did not say anything cos my mouth had this ability to make people angry..so i stood in silence.Then another thing there they were again arguing with the teachers about the problem cos we had 10 mins to perform the syf thing,i mean i was okay with it as long as i knew it was not the whole thing but some people really were damn stubborn even some upper sec peoples,haiz....see da bigger picture dudes relax..
well yall should be happy you got ur damn whole performance and now i'm sick..
Hmm...I don't know what i'm feeling anymore...its like this its like that..i really donno wad i'm feeling...bahz....
Tomorrows the speech day no skool!
a bun and water?,never:P
i want lessons...
Study study....
normal again-semi
gonna patch things up
hmm wad summore........
Oh,gonna get a swensons treat from mr lim haha ni kai gei de xing lai
Dao dai xing qing

wedddddnnneesssdddayyy

Today morning was a terror man,so hot!
every morning is so col and all that but today i actually turned the heater down to bathe,damn shiok
We did a dry run of speech day..quite boring la,had a bad headach in the morning and din wanna talk cos my throat was sandpaper;P
Then some people in class cheered me up
there was no teacher in class for like the first half of the day so me jaz,gui guo sheng and others were debating wheather men were faithful,all this was started off by gui saying somthing about porn then the girls were arguing and all that,i was there with karnan laughing like hell haha
Got 20/20 for Bio test COOL MAN!!
hehe,i got it before la,not to be arrogent
After skool took chem test and got 181/2 lolz,good enough la i just studied for like 1.2 hours and there still a treat from Mr JAson to swensons muahah
After that had Eldds rehersal,was quite boring so i just entertained myself,not so shy to act infront of de skool animore,cool
after that saw fulong and he say jackson comming so we played bball and the gang left ar,nv say bye also,nvm den
So we played until bout 6.30 den mi and jack went home
Later got TKD and a treat also!!
hahaz,i'm gonna eat like hell
Today i was almost normal,but go el den crazy again,mus keep it up and be normal again hahz
Dao dai

What has it become?

What da hell happeded to me?
I've turned into this scarcastic asshole
i blame him for it and them for it
After that time i became this....omg i'm gonna rehibilitate myself to be normal again
I don't wanna make people laugh or angry anymore it sucks
whats worst of all is i'm seeing all of what i'm doin and trying to stop myself and its like i'm being takin over by some monster
I will not be like this anymore,i will stop and people please help me
i dont like what i've become its like possesion
Enough about this shit
Today in class was again fun la,had 5 periods of DNT and when me morier ,hazmi and calvin went to toliet they were like doin army things and kicking doors and stuff,calvin closed all the cubical doors and came in form the toliet door and did dunnowad police thing kicking the doors and all.when we reached the dnt workshop i kicked the door but dident know that mr ong was inside,lucky i dident go into the room like one asshole man,i would become so pai sae.crap
After skool went to maths class but then greg spolied the lesson for us saying that we have to go down for rehersal and shit,my head was goin to burst and i did and said many stupid things,its sucks man.....
i want to become my old self again
not acting like this shit
Tomorrows a holiday
Ps:in the middle of the night i say somthing outside my room,dunno wad it was or my eyes playing tricks on me,but i was not scared i just went to sleep haha

Mondaeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Today got to stand infront of de skool and bow and other lame shit....quite lame ar but just do ar elddds spirirt
Class lesson was okay ar...........wad kind of message is she sending me...
After skool some people were angry and stuff cos the speech day performers mainly sec ones were kicked out and the SYF performers took its place and some were upset/crying
Also can understand why they did that la many reason mainly cos there were inexperienced and we lacked the time and other nonsense
I find people don't quite see the bigger picture and are very quick to judge,not pointing fingers la but everyone's imperfect rite?
Hung out at the playground and they saw my mother,hahaz she said that they were stalking her and other nonsense hahaz, and no i din run away from seeing her,how can i explain wad i'm doin at de playground??
She'll say that i'm trying to act like a small kid hahaz
I'm not afraid to see my mother hahaz,SHES UR MOMMA WAD
kkz,enough bout mommas
goin to cut hair later,sick of this stupid bush on my head
Its all spoiled and split
gonna get it thinner and my fringe CUT!!
my fringe sucks i tell you,like crap likedat
gonna keep my back hair cos i got no fringe wad mus compensate..if not headache
Yi Fu Zi Ming

Sunday

its a romantic waxing glowing full moon
Today woke up and was quite sick,sore throat and all
Serves me right hahaz,morning brownies for breakfast and icecream haha
went to church to cat class and watched stuff on pope john paul and all,he was truly a great man that person
Then after went home ah cos they don wanna makan so i bought cup corn ten took bus home,after went to slp ar....so shiok heavy rain then slp
After woke up was damn drowsy cos took e cough syrup
Then went to church for massthen went to but dinner,chiken wing rice yum yum man,summore watching matrix revolutions,damn nice man
did eng hw like crazy,so many......so little time
Goin to slp already that jason don wan reply me,sucker:pdon send songs le

Back

Just came back from playin Basketball with mi jackson,fulong and me bro
Hahaz,me and jackson won them hahaz..
i no stamina already,so long nv play bball,realized that its damn fun ar.....like last time we used to play everyday....i miss those days..
after that went to buy drinks and just chat abit about their poly life and everything,i feel so left out sia,.,.they all poly...sianz
suppoed to go class outing or somthing with the class but din go ar...cannot go out so much already...mus save money i spend like siao these days mostly on food
what a boring saturday
night maybe goin to a colluge birthday party maybe
i wanna go bathe and slp,tired already hahaz...
Oh...halfway while playing bball mr ong came and ask me our syf results,i said gold and it said that good man YEAH
We rock
Endostory
N obody knows nobody cares

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AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAHAHA
HAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAMUAHAHAHAHHAHA,UAUA,MTMUMUMUMUMUHAHAHAHAHAHA

WOOOOO WE GOT GOLD GOLD GOLDGOLD GOLDGOLDGOLDOGLDOLGODLGOLDOGLDFO
OMG
I GOTTA SORE THROAT NOW I CAN'T TALK BECAUSE OF TOO MUCH SHOUTING AND SCREAMING
wE GOT DA GOLD PEOPLE!!!!!!!!
THANKS THANKS THANKSYOU
You dident right:)


we did u din
muahaha
nobody knows
nobody cares
muahahahahaha
monday will be grat muahahahahahaha,we called lots of people after recieving e new even mrs chai but she not much reaction cos she din do anything ar...so sad.....bahz...but WE WON GOLD GOLD GOLD GOLD GOLD GOLD GOLD GOLD GOLD G
cannot type need to tell people please stop me from telling people please stop
muahahahahhaa
I"M writing nonsense now right
Blog later i'm spaztic now
GOLD GOLD GOLD GOLD
And you have nothing:)

Argh

Hmm....today was fun in skool again,but abit boring hahaz,today suan ms Eng like hell in eng class mi and kah leong muahah
After skool was rehersal thingy with e eldds,getting more and more bored with it...can i not go anymore..i wanna rest for awhile....haven done homework piles of it and study......
Eldds ar.....aiyo alot of quarrels politics....
Today rehersal quite screwed la i think everyone can agree on dat hahaz....
can i have a break from it?
Trying to make them destress by making them laugh,best i can do wad....
i think i made somone angry today...if you know hu u are den sorry ard...i was not talking to you,miscommunication..hope u understand girl
Can't write everything that happened today it would take pages for every minute detail
B
BO
BOR
BORE
BORED
i was ment for more than this ar....sianzations
Nobody knows
Nobody cares

Pa wo hui lai le

Pa wo hui Lai le
By Jay chou


wo ting shuo tong chang zai zhan zheng hou jiu hui huan lai he ping wei shen me "kua le" wo de ba ba yi zhi da wo ma ma jiu yin wei he zui jiu ta jiu neng na wo ma chu qi "wua jin jia kuo mai lo qui" "gui sey wo ka suei han"~ huh

chong xiao dao da zhi yo ma ma de wen lo wei shen me wo ba ba na me xiongru guo zhen de wo you yi shuang chi bang "neng" shuang chi bang sui shi chu fa tou tou chu fa wo yi ding dai wo ma "gia" cong qian de jiao yu bie ren de jia ting bie ren de ba ba zhong zhong de bao li yin su yi ding du hui you yuan yin dan shi ne ma gen wo dou mei you cuo kui wo jiao ni yi sheng ba~ ba wo hui lai le

"my guo an nay pa wo ma ma" wo shuo de hua "ni gum ay tnia?" "my guo an nay pa wo ma ma" nan dao ni shou bu hui tong ma?

12345678"ji neng sa si goh lak chit buay" yi er san si wu liu qi ba wo jiao ni ba ni da wo ma zhe yang dui ma gan ma zhe yang he bi rang jiu qian bi zi zou~ xia~ "gong do gong my tnia" "tnia" "tnia" shi wo men zai "tnia""tnia"

Cool song man

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Xing Qing
by Jay chou



cheng zhe feng
you dang zai lan tian bia
yi pian yun diao luo zai wo mian qian
nie cheng ni de xing zhuang
sui feng gen zhe yi kou yi kou chi diao you chou
zai zhe ni
fang fu zai zhe yang guang
bu guan dao na li dou shi qing tian
whu die zi zai fei
hua ye bu man tian
yi duo yi duo yin ni er xiang
shi tu rang xi yang fei xiang
dai ling ni wo huan rao da zi ran
kai shi gong du mei yi tian
shou qian shou
yi bu liang bu san bu si bu
wang zhe tian
kan xing xing
yi ke liang ke san ke si ke
lian cheng xian
bei dui bei mo mo xu xia xin yuan
kan yuan fang de xing shi fou ting de jian
kan yuan fang de xing ru guo ting de jian
ta yi ding shi xian

Just back from tkd training,everyone was there except Eric,was fun,i was learning 1st dan pattern but den sir ask me go teach bahz....den after we play play a bit of sparring afer lesson den i and jackson go home,gonna eat and sleep very very tired...

Are we are are we we are the waiting.......

Listen to We are waiting by Green Day right now....great song for depression hahaz
Was a fun week so far monday was SFY finals and we rocked it Enough said
Give me novacaine
Bittersweet migraine
Tell me that i'll feel again
Hmm tuesday wad quite boring...watch the eldds speech day performance..quite pathetic la okay?
Today was quite okay in class...as usual...
Draining the pressure form the swelling
I want shoes!!! Those SHOES!!i even dremt of them hahaz...
So bored these days
On the edge of madness and sadness
I mus not do crazy things animore
Study
Study
Study
Stu...........
yi fu zi ming

Speak

Jus came back from church now
They called me a 7.30 am to ask me to go TKD but i had to go cat class...wasted!
Went to church alone cos they went to tkd so no choice
Was fun but hard to concentrate if your hungry
Then cat class as usual...quite boring but lots of stings to learn
After that pat came to say hello and when i was gonna reply she walked off!
Sianz...
Slow replyer
Then went to eat with rose and the gayness
Gay stuff as usual
later maybe gonna catch a movie,ring 2
Tomorrows syf people get ready
Somone is really hinting and getting irritating
Bahz

SYF is tomorrows tommorro

Its saturday and i din blog yester cos i was damn tired
Wen to ACS barker to do tech rehersal and it was okay ar.
M y trainer call me tone deaf which i dunno what the hell it means
She said i can't sing too
Boo
Today yet another day of training dident eat last nights dinner so asked owen to buy me prata
Thanks dude
Train
Train
Train
Train then went out for lunch with jali owen and ayu
Hah,both of them are like monkeys sia,so cute
Crapz
Went home and slept
Until rain splashed to my face so i closed the window,shiok man
Mus learn to stop me bad habits
Sucks
Hooked to Jay chou now
Monday's SYF wish me luck hahaz

I can sing right?

You know what?

Hey...you know what?
I Think it sucks to be the person that makes jokes...
They always turn our to be sad people....

I'm gonna try to lessen my jokes and laughs...
I donno why la,its like half of me thinks it sucks and i wanna kill myself
and the other half is the joker..
Is it so complicated?
maybe i'll use a day to try not to laugh too much and don't say any jokes
May tomorrow will be that day

Well,today was fun in skool....MT lesson just slack all the way i failed MT again wow...
After was physics...funny man...then i and hazmi bully ms eng hahaz..
Hmm what else...
After recess periods was damn funny that stupid morier kept Saying mama pundae to the bb sir guy wh was taking out ckall damn funny sia,laugh until cry...hahaz
Den i morier kai,saywal and owen din wanna do libary so we hang out at class and listen tot radio
DEN! mr ng come sia,i hide in the electiricy contrl box thingy then they all also hide sia!,damn fun!! muahahahz!
We are de slackers!
We rock man
I'm not goin to be funny...its getting irritating right?
I think so too
Shit i seem like i have two faces
Sianz

Wad can i do

I can't do anything...
I'm so powerless
Tell me what to do


Hate me if you want
I don't give a fuck anymore
If you think i hate you,i don't
Go to hell

Tuesday was lame

Today was normal
Eng test was fun hahaz,morier write by "hook or by crook" HAHAA!!
Was damn funny
If you don't like how i laugh or wadevea i don't care okay?
After that was history ard,4E class damn messy sia,like nonsense onli
After that bought food for recess and owen ran away to sit with others so i sit with de clazmates
But they don let me sit on de table and sae the other table so i wadevea la
After recess was five periods of DNT,alot of ppl drop alreaddy man,like half the class drop,power man
Was laughting like crazy cos kaobin me and morier checking out this wiert machine and kao said it was a breast pump for pron stars,IT WAS DAMKN FUNNY OKAY
He dfid many crazy actions ahahz,we laught like siao until morier cry den i stomach ach ahahz
Half of my dnt projeckt is done so just endure untill finsh
After skool went to maths class with some others,i tell you ar,tat guosheng damn funny sia,say dunno was starbucks and say about KFC selling "Chiken"
ELDDS was okay ard,did many things tighten our performance
THAT BLOODY AIDIL COPY me!
He wear black and white socks,my trademark
He sucks man
No originality
BHAZ
Enough,i forgive him
Dunno why so crazy now a days
All becoz of that ELDDS
Can i go back to being quiet and not talk and laugh so much?
cos i think i'm too noisy and lame
What do you think?

Oh..

ya one other thing,last night i couldent sleep the whole night...those dogs were barking like hell again
But i dident mind it,but suddenly there was tis like organic sound like dunno what right outside my window...bahz,den after the sound th dawgs started barking like hell and making howling sounds...i was scared la,so i closed the curtain and sleep further away from the window,i sound like a sissy rite!
Aiyo....den finally i managed to sleep at 5.43 am
Thats alot of sleep eh?
Thats what contributed to my sianzation today sorry people
Chaio:)

Wad funny characters you have

well...today was fun


Class was fun today,Mr Ng our first period was damn funny cos mr ng is a real joker and i dunno why people dun like him,second period mr jason din come and later when we went for pe we found he was eating in de canteen like a pighahaz,
Pe was terrible man,run with my toe pain and halfway i stitch like hell,and just pass my 2.4 onli,weak already,mus train...
After that i go toliet,muhahaha
Den go maths lesson,what algebra man i dun even know a single thingy....haiz,mus learn already cannot slack likean ass
After recess was 3 periods of ms eng,aiyo she like one aunty man..but ok lar she let us listen to radio and do time trail test,i dun put in 100% cos no mood but at least do finsh
After was mr jason again,that bugger ar aiyo so funny he teach
After skool that jason scold me somthing black den i shout back at him racist and white boy muahhahaz,i love teacher like that,if i become a teacher i'll be just like that man,fuuny and all students like him,but he can't stop disturbing ever since my bro left skool and noone to pick on hahaz,i dun mind hehe,
I ate laksa!
***********I WILL NOT TALK ABOUT ELDDS TODAY*********************************

Sunday

Today i went to chruch late,ya cos my bro was in the toliet for like a damn long time,
He wear contacts liao u know hahaz,cos he break so many specs,more than me!!!,he like one year mus have 5 or 6 specs one,i also wanna buy contacts one...but no money poor me,too bad hes working and i'm not
Since i'll tell you what happened last Friday thru sunday:)
-I was late for TKD class in sembawang and when i reached there then class ended before my eyes,bahz,then i told sir that no cab in teh place knew where the semb CC was,so jackson and my bro was practicing for sundays DEMO and they were doing sparing then sir aked me to do kicking alone and i say okay,BTW it was April fool day and jackson ask me to april fool a sucker so i tried but the person so dao,den we walking down the road and saw a couple breaking up hahaz,damn funny man,walking down the highway at 10-11 plus is damn scary man,esp when you walking with my bro he play this ghost sound on his hp,sucker
-So then came Sunday,i met Jason,jun,stephen jackson and my bro at the coffee shop and we ate B'fast*They don't like me wearing my bag high,they say it looks like malay Hahaz*so we took 2 cabs to sembawaing and then sir say i don do kicking so i and jason and stephen do unarmed combat,so we plan and plan den my bro and jack practicing den PA!,he kick my bro in de face accidentally with reverse kick den my bro face damn funny the eye below there swollen and specs break like hell,but still continue,our DEMO quite okay la,that jason throw me down then i fly man! while doin unarmed combat then i hit the ground PAW!,every went *GASP*,hahaz,no pain la,i big boi,stupid jason
our demo could have been better,was not agresssive enough.*Back to today*
Well,today went to Cat class *late and everyone was sitting in da circle and talking about this topic,i tell you got many stuck up people man...
Jus bored den trying to make jokes with my cousin (BTW hes also a leslieCool ba?)But not many people laugh,oo bad i'm such a cold joker,after that wanted to eat lunch but nobody pei me den i decided to pack home la,den on de way saw a friend
He's a gangster*Not like those posers who act like one*Hes the real deal la,people call him to fight and all,hes got a good heart,reason why i think so is a long story
He asked me why i never go sit with his group den next week go join him lepak,okok ard
Pack chiken cutlet home,but waited for half and hour;P
Maybe going to sleep,cos havent been sleeping lately
Very tired
Please don't streotype me for what i am
U suckers..

Again

Can i not screw up anything i come in contact with?
Screwed up Eldds for everyone today,all becoz of somthing stupid
I'm gonna go beat myself up
Now for my comments please go away if you don't wana hear em
1.If i go really quiet and don't laugh or smile for a while,i'm okay i just don't want to talk or just want to shut myself up in order to prevent myself from screwing things up again
2.Please don't play with my feelings,its a bad thing and i hate how u do it,please don't
3.Greg please stop gaying arounds its not funny animore,its irritating and disturbing
4.Can you Assholes please stop staring at me when i walk,your tempting me to shout and unpleasant word to you
5.Okay i had a whole list but i damning forgot ,bahz
That ends my session so you can look again
Today was crap,hope tommorw can be better...alot better..

Uncomfortable

Just finsihed lazing around at home after Eldds
Its getting more and more tiring,i'm missing goin home in the afternoon for once
Today was screwed up when i was goin home from skool
I broke somones bag thingy,gonna buy a new one for her
Feel so bad man,i always screw up things sorry peeps
Syf was cool,nice ending thingy,took a peek at them syf dance too,was okay,very new
In class was quite boring,new seating arrangement and i got no one to talk to again,ms eng shifted all hope of a conversation away from me,bored,wanna seat next to a girl for once
So long never hahaz..
I wanna do well for studies,Gambatemas
Getting really uncomfortable about somthing....
I feel somthing is going to happen
and its not good either....
I need company...

Another day..

Jus came back from skool after another tiring day of Eldds
It was a fun day but also skool was about boring..i got alot of good news!
>>Passed Math test!
>>Learned abit of Algebra!
>>Okay i forgot the other good news...
I need to eat first to fuel my memory sorry
Schhol was fun,learned alot as usual,want to pass my tests badly
Today Ms Eng was shooting us badly,talking about integrity and all,and felt kinda guilty also la...
Din manage to eat wad i wanted for recess but at least i ate
Did alot in el too,managed to get over me fear of being embarrased...dunno why i scared also
Our play is cool man,some goth remix dream thingy,Yay us aha
I'm goin to eat now
you should too..

Here we are again...

Holla fellow rejects,
Just decided to open another blog outta bordrom
Had 5 periods of DNT today,it sucked cos Mr ong scolded me for apparently nothing.
because i screwed up my circut and he thought that i was asking him to help for my sadistic pleasure of seeling him figure it out and he said"Its not funny Leslie"...i wasent enevn F****** laughing,i seriously did not know how to do it..*Mood spoiler*
Went to Physics class late and did some circut thngs AGAIN
AFTER that was history okay my keyboard is screwed up now