Nobody likes you,so the title says:

And so the day passed,now its gonna be 11 soon on this friday night 31st march 2006

The day passed very fast,they showed this disgusting vid about caining anf drugs in the morning in assembly,omg early early morning want me see people bloody backside with all the nice cuts ar,wtf disgusthing shit.
Then lessons were okays,made cappy jokes in class as usual(:
Then after skool went to follow jaz and fran to makan in canteen while waiting for naz to come back,i really did not want to go to the rehersal,hardly anyone was there blabla
The rehersal was damn...one word...Suck.

Then after that i was quikly whisked away to 761 to play some street soccer,then it rained like hell,the sky was so dark!
Then talked under the blk,went to makan,then sat mors blk there to talk talk,then suddenly talking ghost storries.I TELL YOU,don talk ghost stories to kai,omg he can say tihings ar...laughed like BALLZ and scared like shit while talking alot our encounters and army and all that omg,then 10 plus we all had enough and wanted to go back to the safety of our homes hahas,then all ask accompany to bus stop all this hahas.
Wow,i really had fun,a real break from normal stuff(:
Soccer improved also!
Tomorrow might be goin to tamasek poly.
Haiz...pls dont insult what you dont know,you know you mouth is such a power ful weapon,all i got to say..weather it is DB or ToR...ah..nothing to say
Saw Hers today!Wee

Treasure or regret-
Dudes and the Babes-

Ah,Comfort with pain...

sO today was nice.
We three good guys were up to no good as usual,after humans class me and mor went to toliet abit to wash face then ronald come to us and said "eh wanna go drink water anot,walk across the path laa."the path was the one with the solar panels ans with the gate at both ends to prevent peoples from crossing so we climbed over and walked,ronald said walk slowly so we walked then halfway mr NG saw us and shouted at us hahas,then ron said eh don run la walk au sapala abit,so we walked au and climbed the other railing and drank water,by that time mr ng ran upstairs to catch us so he shouted at us to come faster,so we walked slowly again to him,when we reached him,he scolded us about alot of things like being sec 5 so cool blabla, then asked us to see him after skool for some caining or suspension.
So we were like laughin like hell then mor said "eh wanna see him anot?"the ron said"dont care la"so after awhile we changed our minds then decided to see him,went to the 1dt floor benches to sit cos i had no mt lesson mor skipped his malay,omg the girls toliet stank from there man!WTH.
Then 2 pm so we went to see mr ng,he made us walk here and there then finally to hod room to talk to us,se said things like do you think the path is safe,so we gave him some sarcastic remarks back and blabla,but he was not in a bad mood,he said that we being sec 5 can bully people and that we were higher than heaven,blabla,we were(:,so after the talk he decided to spare us of any punishments and let us off,lol!

NAPFA TEST:
Went home to makan then went back to skool,played abit of touch passing befrore starting the test
Heres the results
Sit up:60
Sit and reach:40cm
Standing broad jump:245cm
Shuttle run:9.5 sec
Pull up:13
WEE maybe i'll get gold
I did better this year than any other!woohoo
After that went to meet xian then went to np to makan with veron and xian then headed to 761 to play some street soccer but by time i came they were about to leave so we went unda the blk to chit chat,EN trained my ball control and cutting(:THANKS!
Thenw ent mors house to take track pants to pass to sean then went np again to give the things to sean.he waited with me for bus then i bought him mentos and left(:

Can tomorrow be betteR?
Long-ASS post!

So the day was filled with nostalgia(:

Hah!
Today was funn,in chem lesson me and owen was correct all the mistakes that ms lee was making,when she made one mistake then we went "WA-TA!"LOL then she would turn and ask us what noww..LOL
then pe ran 2.4 km
My timing was 9.59 woo! it seemed damn short almost too short! i was second and first was mor hahas A for 2.4 already.
Then after pe i was damn hot,then jaz went and wore mor's pants then she took it off and wore mine then they dared me to wear her skirt so i wore it,quite nice actually...not while some guys kept lifting it upp lol,they dared me to walk to the other classed like that but NO,handbag is as far as i'll go(:

After that plaed police and thief in mt lesson then slacked the rest of the day,went out pasir malam for food then when we were walkeding back it reained damn heavily! and i started running like a dog then look behind and sawthat mor fell like crap into the grass!LOL,luckily he was not hurt
Wet like heck and went to financial course then went under mors house to lepak abit bit then went home(:(:

I can't really type what i want to say now so i'll leave it as it is
Nights!
Eto'o

Blogging in the cold..

Today was cold,why the hell din i want to bring my sweater to skool?,borrowed verons one by the way,came in class then dunno who shouted"Les! yuo cut ur hair!" then jaz said i looked like dunno what.
See expected.
Slowly i still got till dec to grow my emo hair and dye it white.
Very cold means very sleepy day
Lessons..not badd except maths where sean kept on kao being that yunza was teaching crap and mr yongs way was better,then he tought us,damn funny!
i wished to talk to some peoples today but did not get the chance to.sad
Missed talking to some people.
Went home to eat then left to go skool for eldds
Did some nonsense there but overall,abit boring.
No teacher blabla

The word to describe my feelings right now?Numb i think
People ard me talk about their girls and this and that and i just shut down and dont listen or listen and be sadder;P
Clock is ticking...
Cinta

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I never write two posts in a day let alone in less than 3 hours.
The fact is that i'm not happy at all now,i'm just lying to myself stright in my face
I don't like much now.
How the phone never seems to beep or ring
No one calles or cares
Yes my friends are there for me but they only can do so much
I don't like goin home or skool much,where does that leave me?goin out with friends?
Balls.
Stupid o'levels,wish i had taken it last year and got over with it.i could have done it if i wanted.
Boring boring
I don't like this thing called love.jaded.

Oh yeah,veron keeps saying my new haistyle looks cute;P
Kx says i look like a dickhead.
Lol
I bet their gonna laugh at me tomoorrw in skool
Lol nvn,i don't play the popularity game in skool,could hardly bother(:

Is there no truth in beauty?-From a poem

Dissapointment:

Today i woke up and *thought it was goin to be a great day.
Headed down for soccer match versus some big looking people,hardly like ex-northview peoples.
First half- 2-1
We were winning by one,despite the fact that ozk din play ment that we din have a keeper so hong played keeper first half,they other team peoples were fucking rough slideing and body contact here and ther,haha they gt a penilty but hong save then he disturbed them after he saved the ball shouting somthing like Boo! or somthing LOL
So fist half ended
Then sean came and he was playing cool!
So then second half came and i played like crap!
Losing ball here and there!simple pass also i patheticly missed wtf?
so i was trying to redeem myself with some clearing and all that shit in the midfield,super rough mann.
was elbowed in the arm,was damn pain.then final score was 5-4,we had lost
Feel quite disappointed cos i could have done alot better like in the match against sha kuns team
Yea they want a rematch next sat i think,chance to redeem myself,and i hope they wont have the cheek to use a handball as an excuse to fight again.i want to win.
I did not follow them to makan cos felt like crap so i went home and ate fries with milo ;P
watched some CSI then slept and woke to eat dinner.
Skool tomorrow,i feel totally unprepaired but i tihnk i'm glad that i'm goin back to skool tomorrow.i dont know why..
homeworks not done,revision not donee,i dont have the slightest idea what ms yuniza is teaching in maths.OMG please help me
Happy sunday;)

ice Milos with endless rainss

/Rained nicely today,Even tho i woke up at 1 plus,which was a first in many weeks.
Went Steamboat yesterday,we 14 people,created hell everywhere.The food was great yess,but i felt that i did not eat a much as i wanted to.the time passed almost too fast,then we took manymany pics with stup[id poses here and there(:
Cigs were a many.
Then went arcade,i watched them play games,the drum game seems quite nice,but arcade wastes my time ar.
On the bus,it was super packed!,we sang songs and shouted in the bus then arthur played doncha by PCD on his hp then asked uss to sing doncha wish ur boyfriend could fuck like me when the chorus came,LOL IT WAS SUPER LOUD AND THE WHOLE BUS LOOKD in our direction.LOL it was very funn
Then on the was to the mrt there was this portable outside toliet and sonome was in it then Chee hong went and disturb the lock the the person inside was like scared and moved around LOL,we RAN!
Then in the mrt we were randomly whacking anyone we wanted cos the plkace was deserted hahas i din whack anyone cos then i would be whacked lol!
Then went to kathib and to zens house to lepak and talk
then i said police and everyone strightaway got up and walked but then i said i was jokin and i got whacked for that LOL funny!
talked and did nonsense summor then went home.
Walked to the interchange and found out that my coins were missing Fuck!
So i had to walk my ass back home,it sucked alot.
Thought about many things along the way,the night was quiet so i thought and got angry and sad.
Went home finally and then slept.

Goin mass laters with zen and then tomorrow gots ToR match against some team
Wahaha looking foreward to that! wee!
So now,i'll make myself busy.

Did not go skool todays Woo
Sleept till ard 11 plus then maybe gonna go cut hair later onn,gonna cut super short laa,but keeping my tail wahah
Sore eyes almost gonna gone Wee
Not gonna get mc cos dont nned it
Goin steamboat laters to celebrate arthur bday
wahah dunno if i chould go eldds):
Bye!

Hmm,today i came to skool on time.
Steph and the other girl were talking about me when i entered the gate hahas.
Don't know why when i'm with sean mor,owen or ron i will never be sad,even if i want to be i can never hahas,i like that(:
Sore eyes part two today
Lessons were not badd.
Punched Arthur untill his arm almost bleeding hahas
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ARTHUR!
my boss you know.
Went home to makan after skool then went to Eldds speechday rehersal.
I was fcking tired mann whalao.
I did not even do my part properly,i dint care la just the first rehersal only.
then went with mor and zen to 761 to play ss with tors then now i'm back.
Stpid teachers stressing me like fuck.
Today scolded my nair in canteen she told me she'll make my conduct poor and call my parents or send me home,i told her to do whatevever the fuck she wanted,not my problem
If they want a fucking nerd for thair top student then i'm not goin to be their kind of student
Fuck it man.

I love my HANDBAG(:(:

Today was not badd,Went to skool on time-one of the last few to arrive;P
The guys all shouted at me at the parade square like they usually do on some mornings hahas
Need to cut hair soon.
Sleept in chem,was super tired,then PE ran 2.4 then went gym to train not badd.. i'm 50 kg! hahas
Played bingo in maths lesson and then slept in chinese again
I GOT SORE EYES!
Quite scared that its some infection or somthing hmms
Eldds till 7!
got all scenes down today good good,stupid shits that dont wanna come.nothing tosay.
Family probs..hate it man..stress in skool also,so many teachers told me that they expect alot from me...haiz..i don't like that alot.
Even ms eng from aus called and talked to me about that;P
I know i should do well but dunno why i'm so down everyday maybe i'll wake up when its june..i dont really know.
I need to talk to somone.

Why do all these problems have to come now?
No mood to study or go out or go home.
What the fuck mann.

Well here it goes.
Happy birthday to me.
Haveing survived for 17 years i've learned alot and experinced alot.You could say intermediate.
Very tired now.
Will blog about todays happenings another time.
All i can say that it was VERY bittersweet.
Go pisces people yeah?
They say in your life theres always people who love you more than you know it but i don't really think so.
All i have to say now is MY FRICKING ARMS HURT!!
Thanks to my bros and sis at TOR and owen greg for commin today and also all the other who gave me these many presents(:
Truly Gracious-
And the many others that called and messaged me to wish me.
I reflected alot today-(:
Too many things to say,arms paralysed hahas(:
Nights

I got some runny nose now!
Been quite busy these few days,whichs means the days pass even faster.
LOL,i forgot what i did on wednesday.
Went eldds on friday,not bad nailed some scenes down and i'm playing the father,luckily not the main char,i din want the main role.
Ate pizza AGAIN then went to safra's coffeeshop there to makan and then they borrowed my safracard to pool then i went home,but then zen called me to wait and we chated in the park abit before me goin home.
Watched some Xjapan last live vids,wow so sad man the vids..wish i could have been there,Xjapan had really great fans.
Went to church with my mom then took 812 to zens house but then yan xian and the bros called me and ask me to meet them first so the bus took super long to reach them!then we bought some stuff then took a bus to zens house to talk talk playmahjong and cards.played for a bit then left ard midnight pluss to khais house to tonn.my parents allowed but my bro was angry cos i was wearing his shoes,hahas sorry!,i din know i was goin to tonn at his house.
Watched part 1.2.3.4.5. of Young And Dangerous but by part 5 we were all peng cos one part is 2 hrs long!
As the story went on,it was damn sad mann,the like the main character had being the branch head of a territory in a triad.
SAD okay!

Talked alot of cock thruout the night and played some 02jam and all that FUNN
Woke up and ate mee rebus kuah with rice and egg which his mom made i think,nice:)
Mor left first then me and zen cos by that time it was 2 plus in the afternoon.went to mac for a bit then i went home.

Tomorrow goin sentosa with all my buddies and bros.Althought they'er gonna what the shit out of me and all that,i'm sure i'll enjoy till i drop.i hope(:
lotts of sunblock and maybe some bandages hahas!

Hm,trying my best to block some thoughts from entering my head lately,two totally different people.It can never be yeah?.
Cya tomorrow!

HMM...

Its quite sad.the days in the holiday are passing by too fast.
Too fast for a meeting with a friend,an outing or even time to just think.

Went to eldds yesterday morning,practically forced myself out of the bed to go,yeah i did not feel like goin or even contributing to anything there.Went there and met some of my friends who i missed and then slacked like hell thru the time there then ate pizza and left after that.
Went to makan with owen while waiting for the other O then we headed to safra,actualoly i wanted to go home but ms eng messageed owen saying she would call at 2 plus so i sayed untill 2.30 but no one called,so i got tired and left.
Went to play street soccer ard 5,i din play much,din feel like playing.
Then went to talk talk and sing songs hahas.
Today gonna go zens house.

I want time to slow down but it never can right?
XXX

Wow..i'm so tired now,esp my arms and legs.
Made the right chioce of skipping some gay scrabble guinness wold record thing in skool and went to east coast with my families and cusins.
Talked and ate and then kayaked!wow then half way one of my cousin came,his collarbone got a hairline fracture but he kayaked with me anyway hahas,
We kayaked untill the ships! then wanted to touch it but then one of the feller asked us to move cos they starting the engines hahas,if kana sucked into the engine then gone case hahas.
Then talking about alot of things and all that.
WASTED my aunty asked what i was saving for...then i told her savin to put tattoo then she wanted to bring me to nee soon camp tattoo shop to make on sunday!!! but then my bro said that put then go army will kana fucked up then my mom and aunty said no already....aiya WASTED!!!
Could have put nice big one cheaper sia...aiyoyoyo.
Then my cousin also said when he after army then only will angkong siao hahas,lol sad for him go and fight one on one with one feller at his ITE lol funny mann the story.
After kayaking like shit the thingy costed 90 DOLLARS! WTF.
So ex cos 3 kayaks all late so had to pay extra haiz...wasted.. but it was damn fun.
Then went to east coast village to makan,i ate milo dinosaur and nasi pattaya! woo shioks then headed home.
Maybe gonna sleep or play 02jam abit Chao!

I don't know you at all
Who you are
What your thinking
What your doing
You seldom talk to me.
I'm sad when i wake up and sad when i go to sleep.
Nvm,don't talk to me thenn.

Went to watch date movie today,Fuckin funny! wow! so many spoofs of good movie haha!watched with owen,greg,mor,arthur.zen,veron.yeah think thats all.damn funn overall.
Went to mors house for a bit then realized that zen went home with my hp and wallet!
Funny stuff.
Enjoyed alott yeah
Cheers to owen,stupid arse happy happy.
Feel like cutting my fringe off but the back long..stupid hair looks like crap noww.

Feel like a nobody mostly these days so useless.
Yishun ToR
Treasure or Regret.

Did quite alot fo things over the holi weekend fri,sat and sun
If i'm not wrong i played street soccer on fri,did some hw on sat then went to makan with tors at 11 plus and on sunday i think we had our first proper training wow.damn hiong mann,train dribblin,heading..wow heading is the worst..can gove you some brain damage mann.then some passin ans chesting blabla.then after owen and greg came bacvk form their camp then played a mini match which the defenders won..some of us were unhappy abit ..even me but once we went to the coffee sohop to makan,all happy again LOL
All de fun memories
OH,yesterday was ma bros 18th birthday! WOO,i bought a cake which noone ate! but nvm thought that count right!ate seafood at the coffeeshop while my bro drank beer;P
Overall a very good day and super tireing with my leg cramping like shit.i want sentosa!.angkong!shoes!Cap!Underwear! haha no no last one is bullshit.

I would want to say that some people in this world are bastards and mortherfuckers.
Is it too hard for them to not be like this?
GSF
GSF
GSF
GSF
GSF
GSF
Die them

Just came home from mor's house,played abit of streat soccer then it rained then played summor then went his house for a bit to relax and watch tv and talk to his parents abit hahas.
Today morning i actually woke up early and went skool,quite a boring skool day..last day of skool and all that,all the BLAST peoples never came today so class was abit quiet went to play streat soccer in de volleyball court then went thome to eat then went to 700 plus for more streat soccer..wth..seems like i'm foreever play street soccer...
Tompang by kai to interchange then went homee.
To owen:Hey mann,cheer up okays no matter what we are here foreever for you!GSF!:Girls Suck Foreever!
Thumbs up to BLAST for rockin in the cheerobics finals and even tho yall were not happy with a second place,yall were still de best for me and all of us supporting there.GO BLAST!
Aiya,why i nv join cheer hahas. nonsense.
Sunday,TOR training hahas gonna die there they gonna ram me with many balls hahas,i have a phobia of balls ramming my face,today got one ball rammed my face like fuck hahas thought my nose was gone but after that i scored one wahaha.
Hmm..what will happen if my feelings dont change forever.Can die.
BYE cya toots ard

Woke up at ard 3.30am to watch the chelsea vs barca match
Sweet match 1-1 but barca win on aggrigate hahs sad for chelsea.alot of free kicks and fouls and all that but ronaldinho scored a sweet goal and lampard scored on penilty sad.
Drifted to sleep and woke up at 7!!
speed like shit and got on time to skool wow lucky.
Super moodless in skool..haiz why must it be like this..
Really tired cos i ran 2.4 in 8 mins like that then played street soccer wow after that was frickin tired man after that.
Nothing much today..maybe goin street soccer laters.
Maybe forgetting is a last resort..or i'll just regret it for the rest of my life.

Yea..irritating..mdm nair wont believe that i cut my frickin hair,irritating everyday she comes to me and askes me to cut fuck.

Wow felt extremely tired after i woke up just now.
Oh yea,go to http://iloveenglish.blog.com for what i wrote today for some english thingy hahas,super lame.
Skool was not thatt bad..felt quite tired the whole time and also din go recess cos some people borrowed my money and so i had zero to that day,summor i had to pay off some teachers who think i'm just playing with them but actually i am broke at the mo.haiz.
Can't recall what else interesting that happened in skool hm..quite sad mann.
Went home..ate like a hungry ghost and then watched some A7X vids damn cool mann.
Tomorrow were goin for a PSA sea tour for learning journey wow,thats the thing i'm lookin foreward to this week..how pathetic and also next two weeks which are holidays!!!!
I really need a frickin break from everything but not goin out and soccer or jamming or sentosa.
Nights!

Ahh
Today woke up quite late then went to jammin studio at the army base ther for a bit.
Maybe we goin back soon to practice abit for teachers day..hmm wonder what song,so after jammed i was almost deaf and we went out then they went to town but i had to go church:(
so we parted and me and zen went to ljs to makan for a bit and talktalk then i took 804 one whole round just to waste time to go church but i was on time:)
After church with my mom went to buy some ice blend mocha then went home.
Tomorrow skools again and next weeks my bros birthday and then the sunday after is mine :)
Lol Stephen owes me big time:)
Aiya everyone owes me big time laa.
Oh yea..my precious watch broke..wtf..it fell and the glass broke to pieces! wow so sadd.

Ahh
Today woke up quite late then went to jammin studio at the army base ther for a bit.
Maybe we goin back soon to practice abit for teachers day..hmm wonder what song,so after jammed i was almost deaf and we went out then they went to town but i had to go church:(
so we parted and me and zen went to ljs to makan for a bit and talktalk then i took 804 one whole round just to waste time to go church but i was on time:)
After church with my mom went to buy some ice blend mocha then went home.
Tomorrow skools again and next weeks my bros birthday and then the sunday after is mine :)
Lol Stephen owes me big time:)
Aiya everyone owes me big time laa.
Oh yea..my precious watch broke..wtf..it fell and the glass broke to pieces! wow so sadd.

This week was not badd.Abit of bittersweetness.
Got to know some things that people said and realized alot of things.

Just read the Da Vinci code,wow i finished it in less than a week how nice it that hahas,very interesting read but the ending was....
Did nothing the whole morning woke up,ate then started reading then finished ard 3 hahas,i feel that i need to go out now,goin for PTC laters maybe..see if my mom finishes her course thingy.
Yesterday was not badd went to mor house then went street soccer then went to makan after that was quite boring...meet two girls and walked the pasar malam..quit boring..waited for them in np long also.Abit of a wate of time..after walking and walking aimlessly i went home at 10 plus.
Gonna be very broke soon,dunno where my allowenc is goin.Should think about saving soon and not spending on useless things.
Not sure

This week was not badd.Abit of bittersweetness.
Got to know some things that people said and realized alot of things.

Just read the Da Vinci code,wow i finished it in less than a week how nice it that hahas,very interesting read but the ending was....
Did nothing the whole morning woke up,ate then started reading then finished ard 3 hahas,i feel that i need to go out now,goin for PTC laters maybe..see if my mom finishes her course thingy.
Yesterday was not badd went to mor house then went street soccer then went to makan after that was quite boring...meet two girls and walked the pasar malam..quit boring..waited for them in np long also.Abit of a wate of time..after walking and walking aimlessly i went home at 10 plus.
Gonna be very broke soon,dunno where my allowenc is goin.Should think about saving soon and not spending on useless things.
Not