.....

I have lost my confidence in people again shall not say anymore..

I just wanna go far far away for a while and live alone

Its all i need right now...

I will not say anymore

Watched star wars today.awesome
saw some nice clothes nice
song song

People disappoint
Disappoint people

Feel Good Inc.

[Damon Albarn]
Windmill, Windmill for the land.
Learn forever hand in hand
Take it all in on your stride
It is sticking, falling down
Love forever love is free
Let’s turn forever you and me
Windmill, windmill for the land
Is everybody in?

Love foreever love is free


Went shopping yesterday and bought a cool boardshort;)
went to mass alone today and met stephen so we went to makan at mac,then went home
Lazy day

Truth

I want the truth from you,gimme the truth from you-Good Charlotte

Where are you,and i'm so sorry,i cannot sleep,i cannot dream tonight-Blink182

It was only a kiss..only a kiss-The Killers

Are we we are the waiting-Green Day

Good riddence(time of yuor life)-Green Day

Just some nice lines from some songs*damn nice*

Bored around,goin shopping later;P

Still sick
Still bored

Study..

Theme

Sick of being sick thats the catch of the day..
Morning had totally no mood for anything,when i woke up i knew it like that
It sucks to be sick,why can't i be well again
Din really have the mood to do anything the whole day,felt like sleeping,or i was half asleep the whole day,don't ask me how,just wasent paying attention
i realizse i talked alot of nonsense,like a drunkard haha;P
N
o
M
o
o
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gonna sleep now,hope it will be over..

Mixed

Today was a day of mixed feelings..
Not feeling too well today
Had a real bad stomach ach..maybe because of not eating weell
played fun games in eng period haha
greg broke my bag...haiz...second one..
ate lunch in the canteen,last thing i'd ever want,but just did..not too bad,but i couldent taste so well;P
Went home to have a well deserved sleep after taking my meds
woke up and eate biscuits and did notthing:)

I'm Mr Brightside

Tasteless Irony

Yesterday*
OralExaminer:Do you think people shuold enjoy their food?
Me:Yesh,food has taste for a reason right?blah blah.............
Today*
I can't tate anything...bleh
i craved for biscuits so i ate them and could not taste them;P
and got sore throat again

Its bad luck i've gotten sick the second trime in a month
I rarely get sick mon..gotta keep healthy again and exercise like last time...excerise my brain also haha
Did not go to skool today,heard my results
slept alot for short times today,then watch american idol,quite stupid the show is..
Went cycling after that,tiring mon
Wei zemo ze Yang zi..

Again

Today was not good
Went to skool din feel like talking to anyone,felt like blowing my head cos of the pain
Tried to forget the pain by playing the pencil wars with they all,haha,it succeded for a while then the damn pain came back
Felt like dying again
What timing,had english oral when i have sore throat and running nose..wow...mrs Indra knew haha,she rocks man
did the best i could and went to DnT
Still alot of work to be done for it..
have to stay back for many days,go to his house summore
after skool went to swensons to eat with them
i ate a huge burger and got a friggin huge sore throat for that
i couldent take it man..
so many pains,head,back,throat,nose,heart..
bahz
sorry if i offended anyone by not talking to them today
Shit,my memory is shit becoause of this flu argh,,
Give me Novocain

pain

Haiz
Don feel like sleeping
Don feel like eating
Don feel like doing anytihng
Pain
Yesterday was a blur..
Not much sleep in the night
Somone make me feel better

Pain

Sit back and read This before you call your self it

punk rocker - a teenager or young adult who is a performer (or enthusiast) of punk rock and a member of the punk youth subculturepunkpunks - a youth subculture closely associated with punk rock music in the late 1970s; in part a reaction to the hippy subculture; dress was optional but intended to shock (plastic garbage bags or old school uniforms) and hair was dyed in bright colors (in Mohican haircuts or sometimes spiked in bright plumes)
punk_rock, punk rock music with deliberately offensive lyrics expressing anger and social alienation; in part a reaction against progressive rock

Punk rock is the anti-establishment music movement of the period 1976-80, exemplified by The Ramones, the Sex Pistols, The Clash, and The Damned. This term is also used to describe subsequent music scenes that share key characteristics with those first-generation "punks." The term is sometimes also applied to the fashions or the irreverent "do-it-yourself" attitude associated with this musical movement.
The punk phenomenon expressed a whole-hearted rejection of prevailing values that extended beyond the qualities of its music. British punk fashion deliberately outraged propriety with the highly theatrical use of cosmetics and hairstyles--eye makeup might cover half the face, hair might stand in spikes or be cut into a "Mohawk" or other severe shape--while the clothing typically modified existing objects for artistic effect--pants and shirts were cut, torn, or wrapped with tape, safety pins were used as face-piercing jewelery, a black bin liner bag (garbage bag) might, and often did, become a dress, T-Shirt or skirt.


Okay i've made my point
Have you?

I wanna be inna rock band;P

Nice

What a nice saturday
I'm sttin here with the fan blowin cold air at my arse
and listenin to songs
But..
I feel like buying somthing
Gah
Noboday can go out today...just ate Mutton Briyani until i pengz haha
So shoik
watched contender for a bit..quite good ar
Dunno what to do now...maybe go out to buy stuff or sleep
Bah...
Hmm
just wanna ask everyone to cheer up afta de mid years
Relax mon
thats it i think..

Slacking friday

Wow....this is great...what a good school day it was...almost no teacher at all,we playing in class like hell broken loose,Skipped mother tounge and went to watch soccer with mor and de rest,fun seh,No teachers rocks
Some people are sad that they got bad results,but i can't do anything to cheer them up
haiz...
went to gregs house for a birthday partay
Oh ya its 3sha's birthday today 18th man...i feel old haha
Happy birthday and may all yer wishes come true...er may the force be with you
did alot of nonsense and watched movies...was quite bored at the movies part cos i watched them before haha so was up to no good
went home after that
tomorrows saturday and i have nothing to do..
Emptyness..without...

Where to start....
i'm knee deep in shit
all that stupid practice for maths and all and a fucking got 26...
i failed 3 subjects including DnT,needed only 4 marks to pass it
get top in 2 subjects also i think i will fail overall
Whats the use?
Whats life?
i'll tell you
you are born you get into skool for the rest of your life until you manage to get at job,then you work for the restof your life until you die
maybe i would wanna cut short and die now
Screwed at home again,haiz..
Eldds?,nothing good to say about that
Why the hell do we have to study?,can't we go into like caveman times again?,no school
i'm talking crap again
i'm goin to sleep ar
Just Shut Up.

WEDNESDAY!

Somthing is damning wrong with msn....cannt' send messages to people bahz...

Hmm....today was a bombshell on de whole class with de results...crappy like hell...haiz....donno what to do with it...even the tops are dying...hmm...just goin ard and patting peoples backs...i think that will help..
clasmates vented their anger my having a pillow fight in class...haha:)....we rock man...4D will make to it sec 5 i know it!,work hard dudes...

So...went to DnT after skool with morier and kai,naz and fran was there too,suppoedly to help kai with his maths...that pervert sucker...we were doin nicely then that kai kept talking nonsense about roller costers....don't ask..
i ujst did one pathetic paper and then we left at about 4 and i went to the music room with the eldds peoples...
Oh ya today is Bea's birthday
Happy birthday and may your wished come true ya?
Okay...they were stinking of cake,it sucks the smell
so there were doin this play of thiers...it is looking quite good ar...can't deny but needs alot of work but it can work
did nothing to help basicaly...haha...
was just playing around and doin crapz...the fart song sucks man....lol,we did nonsense,miss the Eldds atmospere but too much can be bad..
hmm...i miss bands...ar...

Today i noticed it again...haiz...drowned in songs
G'night;P

......

What an enriching monday it is
Etiquitte course rocked...the trainer was damn funny and interactive
after that went to watch coach carter...very meaningful film
din get to watch amitiville horror
went home and watched survivor...aiya...why ian go vote himself out....sianz haha

This day was summerized...

I can't stop thinking about that...maybe it was never ment to be?
or just fate or destiny....i think its too early to say...i still got the rest of my life
Give me the strength..

Woo....

Hmm.....I went to church late bahz....
So pat and debby were so good that they gave me a space haha
Really did not know what to say..

so,after that went to cat class and it was hliarious
lol greg wad the target of all de laughter cos he did nonsense hahaz,and zen and my couzin were bullying him hahaz:)
SEXY BITCH
lolz
went to np to makan laska with owen,but he din have money so he ate delifrance
damn flies
saw lots of school peeps at np ard....here and dere
hmm...went home and here...maybe gonna eat again or watch tv:)

Good luck for all your exam results

Cooling night

Its raining heavily

I love thunder and lightning so damn much
i would stand with my window wide open and watch for hours..or mins
God's lightshow eh?

I'm fine today
FINE:(F)rantical (I)nsecure (N)eurotic (E)motional

haha,just watched the italian job,cool man i love those coopers

went swimming and bowling just now,quite fun ar...
saw a big lizard;P

tomorrow goin to church
Hmm...need to do more...

What shall i do...

Yo!
Its after the exams...but i tink i did not put in much effort....lazy arse...
lets just see the results..i screwed up combined humans to hell
mother tounge? nothing to say..
Haiz..
Gonna work damn hard for prilims
bah

yesterday went to town for shopping haha,saw many nice things but the onli thing i wanted was board shorts!!
so niece
Walked and talked alot and also with gregs nosnense
After that went home and ate fried rice and then watched survivor:)
violent and backstabbing man
today maybe gonna swim or bowl
either is fun,at least somthing to do
Wish me luck for my results;P
In a perfect world

Ssssaatturday

Highlight of the day..
-went sudying with owen,kai,jona
-they bought momma's day presents
-i bought a ring haha...
-the problem is how am i gonna give it
-those girls were buying flowers for like foreever
-shopping huh?
-feel so small..
-bahx
gonna watch tv later...boring huh...
just studied abit...crappy huh...
i left my 10yr series at school...smart huh?
crap
wishmeluck for monday's maths:)

Screwed

Oh...i fell asleep yerterdat while studying...
Screwed on ss test...enough said...mr phua said...you get what you gave...sianz day to day...
everyone was like.......today maybe i'll never know why..?
after that i walked home alone and ate...
brownies haha:)
but i don't feel like eating now...i havent ate properly inna along while...shit
monday is maths paper 1 and history...
and what am i doin now?....blasting rocks songs at home...nice studying
oh ya...their studying at delifrance i'm not...do the math and see why
crappy day for me...
i'll continue blasting
Please help me for maths;P

Exams....

Today was english and MT paper 1...
I really screwed up for english paper man!ARGHG
And for MT....nothing to say...
After that went to eat then went home in the pouring rain....
now i'm studying for tomorrows SS.....
Sustainable development in the 21st century and Industiral Restructuring
haha...sadist...
while i was walking home from skool i was thinking about something....can't remember what now...
Good luck for me for tomorrows exams..
For the hearts that you break

Today no skool

Woo doay i did not go to skool,i havent done that since.....december holidays:P
wad a good boy i am haha..
around afternoon went to meet kai,guo and mor to do DnT work in de workshop but it turned out to be a nonsense lesson after all haha...
we did all sorts of crap lol mission X by guo
he kicked the toliet door and slipped making the gun in his hand haha...funny as hell
There was like very little people in skool today...dunno why
suppoes to go skool with jack but diddent haha..
in DnT workshop there were these 5b peoples there with minge and they were singing rock songs so i join in haha
My Chemical Romance rocks man haha
morier is a gay haha
tomorrow is english paper 1....tomorrow i'll study haha...last minuite studyer

Hot day

Today was okay...was like semi sleeping in da head toda....never pay attention to anything
haha....dnt lesson was fun again the group and their crappness haha..
After skool we went to have our lunch but i diun feel like eating but just eat cos the food is neice ahah..
so i went home and slept and woke up about 7 ++ den change to TKD gi den went to see docktor
got mc haha, see if i wanna go skool or don wanna,mos prob i will go cos i'm de good boy
aiyo but mus do folio wif morier...haiz...maybe come back skool do lor if i din come...haha
went to tkd my bag was falling apart haiz...nice bag she go break it for me haiz...
nvm den..
i tought some china kids at TKD today,was wierd la cos they were twice my size and me there teaching them...my hand pain now i punch punch then he block block so pao li..cramp already haha
after that we did some lame seft defence thingys den i and jackson went home walk home...
he was sick in da mind today...saying he like de block light all..and he a pervert today haha.
tired already haiz...
in a perfect world.you'll still be here
it means nothing at all

so long good night haha

HOORAY

YAY.....................
today i the day which i did not go out anywhere(yet)out of so many days
i have to do so many homeworks and folio bah!
this song from simple plan called joke is great contact me if u wanna me to send it to ya
lol
haha...
i juat saw two nice cars one subaru and other is mitsubishi damn pimpin
i wanna buy a car too haha..
tuesday gonna meet grand master for some demo thingy...woo grand master hahaz...
i'm gonna start training from today i think
wish me luck for exams

i have nothing to do so i'll come here
Too much of green day and simple plan
I know its jumpy and high but i just read in between the lines...
and its making me sad
I seem to have mad many people angry today
i wish i can say this in person but sorry
Bah,gonna go eat and eat now
BTW i'm not gay
;P
somone get me outta her get me the fuck right outta here

..........

......
Already don't feel like writing cos of somthing i think is happening....
Sighx
Well...today went to east coast with me my momma bros and seephen,teck,jun,jeffrey..
Quite fun la..
Came back was so tired but did not sleep
just watched some MTV on simple plan...their so good man..
Wish i don have to be stuck here in yishun all my life..i wanna go out now and meet new people......
Tomorrow there no skool..i wanna start studying but my head hurts and i havent gone to the doctor yet...
cos i lost it all nothing lasts forever
really have to start on my DNT..i've been putting it off foreever..exams comming pls wake up la les
i don't know what i'm goinna do tomorrow..
i tried to make you happy but you left anyway
Well whatevea la
good nite

Oh ya todays sharons birthday,Happy birthday friend