Shadow of the day

Oh yes!
my com has been fixed!,but its a little bit retarded in a way that the memory has been stole from it!,could a computer suffer from memory loss?!
what a week it has been,from job finding to plain slacking around!

So on Thrus i had my motorcycle practical ooh and boy was it fun!,i really love the buzz of the engine and the power of the engine,not like i havent rode a bike before but this was like none other,yeah i had some mistakes here and there llike stupidly using one finger when applying the brakes! how stupid!.Well part 2 is this monday so i hope i pass this,then its on to get my PDL then i'll advance faster(:.
Really fun experiences at the SSDC.
I just came back from a magic show tho,it was so-so.

I felt really sore today when i saw these P students here and there and i kept reflecting over and over again untill i got really angry at myself.I came to a conclusion that this was not the like for me and that i would'ent fit in anyways.Live and let live.
Even so,i feel ever-so detatched so sad and isolated even.
They have everything goin for them,but i'm unsure about everything.Sometimes it seems to me that everyday for me is an act to cover it all up,a show of strength more likely.
At rock-bottom,all i hope is to pick myself up and carry on,what the hell point is there in dwelling.
I'm so sorry.