Time to let go Les-

I've seen you happy these days,so now i'll do the ultimate of letting you go.its high time and not dwelling on it will make me happier-

How do your reach the truth if lying has become a habit?How do we keep the past alive without becoming its prisoner?How do we forget it without risking its repetition in the future?How can you tell the truth if the mask you have adopted ends up being identical to your face?

so today was hmm..
Oh! i ran 2/4 today AGAIN and my timeing was 9.40s! woo beat my initial timing of 9.59s.
Witht the guidence of sean that is,owen was infront of me but then be dropped behind with i overtook him and then we walked but then i shouted at him to run again and so he did in the end sean was first me second and owen third,then went back to skool and played soccer,scored a goal and alot of tiang and misses,skill improved! faked gui and karnan alot lol.
after that went to bio then recess,om lost her wallet halfway hahas what a bird so i asked her tofind it in the toliet and it was really there!lol dont i know girls so well?
After that maths then cl,went to libaray to sleep lol whihe the others did their work then mdm parames woke me to tell me somthing,the she ended with "see sleeping!,thats why you never got an award"crap.
Then eng,got scolding by indra cos we din change into out uniform form pe,she scolded me solo before scolding the rest together,i really wonder why..i still dont know.
After that went BK to makan!,woots used my voucher to buy a really BIG MEAL! PIG.
after that went back to skool for rehersal,polished most of it up,it was raining so there was this scarf that amrit was wearing and i took it,the backstage lights were off and i wore the scarf on my head and walked ard.
Jali was goin to on the lights and i stood behind him thinking that he already saw me,but he did not!,he shouted cheebai! and wanted to punch me LOL,that was scare no.1
Then ayu was at the back and i just stood behind her and then she freaked out and was goin to cry!,after that i retired from scaring people and then acted seriously.
Good day on the whole,just tired.
Letting it go was a good chioce today,seeing her happy with another today..yea ok..
But theres one i will never ever forget.
Actually i cant wait till sat,getting two prizes then acting the.......NONO,MORNING soccer match first vs seans cousin then goin to skool,so if you see me like a fricking zombie please make me high!,hope i perform well and that ToR wins(:
Then after acting is enjoying then eating dinner in skool,i love the skools dinner!
Yea,Fri is international friendship day and i bet the day is goin to be super!,international food served at the canteen!!!!!foods like katong laksa and whatnots!!WOO!then after that is saka sushi with owen,om,vveron,mor and others,so i bet i'm gonna be fat like an arse!


Listening to country songs now,no i havent switched over,from young i grew up on these songs,i remember my uncle would make me my bro and my cousin sit down and remeber one song and then he would play the guitar and we would sing to the whole family,really it was very fun as i feel that these songs have alot of meaning and alot of life,it really means alot to me,reminds me of the old days and my uncle boy-i miss that alot.

You all say you dont know me anymore,well youre all the same,people change when they need to and i can say that for this,i had to change,so if you see me on the street and i dont look like what you want me to look like and you dont like the things i might be doin then so be it,i dont live just to please you i live for myself,dont tell me i dress badly or look like a fool cos i wont listen to you.

I dont thinks she likes me no more-


So,the day has been good to me!
And,does everyone hate a smoker?
Byee--